Friday, November 20, 2009

Lovin' it!



me,driving during a rainy day












I simply love rainy days. Today's weather couldn't be more perfect. After long raining at night, the cold breeze in the morning gives the sign that I’ll be having great day ahead. Nice blue sky. And the birds seem chirping happily same as what I feel at that particular moment. Angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa. It feels like nothing can go wrong.


I do like sunny days as well but the sound of rains drop and the scenery after rains stop is to picture perfect. Rain have this effect on me that it made me missing, love and appreciate all those people I’ve always love and cherish even MORE! I cant seems to find reason to hate anyone on this perfect day although on normal day they would be on my hating list,owh how I wish even when its not raining I can be this saint.*sigh!*


1 thing worth waiting after rain is the breath taking rainbow,SubhanaAllah God's great creation!Since we were little girl till now Ayah loves showing us everytime he saw a rainbow came across after rainy days.I miss them!


But for now 'rain..rain go away come again another day as I have lots of laundry to do'.hehehe.



me,loving both sun & the rainbow after rain:)



Thursday, November 19, 2009

Not so famous-cookies-amor!

When I baked for the first time its like love at the first sight as they would say(although I think its a myth!)as I discovered baking is so much fun that cooking.Frankly speaking I never ever thought people would like(love would sounded like exaggerating although I know for sure some of them DO LOVE them!) them left alone eat them!


I'm happy for the fact that Pza loves them,she is my 1st cookies 'fan' but not the last though as the fan base is expanding day by day.hehehe. Although her 1st comment of them being closely tasted like 'Famous Amos' a bit too good to be true but whatever it is I'll take it with an open heart as its a good thing to say after all.


Dislikes cooking for the fact it have so many rules plus too many ingredients to be prepared by ourselves!BORING! So baking is obviously a better choice,although my parents keep insisting us to learn how to cook.I believe I'm relatively a good cook,I mean for own survival not for others. Personally I think its a great way for releasing stress.Well..well..this entry meant to be a 'soft copy' of my[and my sister] choc chip cookie's recipe so here it goes:




250g of cake flour
150g of icing sugar
70g Van Houten chocolate chip
1 egg(yoke only)
1/4 tea spoon of baking powder
Salt (secukup rasa)






Tadaaaaaaa...hot baked from the oven!




Not so famous-cookies-amor









me love baking!:)

Monday, November 16, 2009

Piece of my heart.

Decision of letting the person you loved walking away from your life although for a short separation is a decision made only for the sake of you want them to be happy. That kind of decision never was or will it be an easy task yet we need to face it.Now I know personally how it feels to let a piece of your heart walked away.So close yet so far.Every moment I have them in my mind,all I can do is pray and hope everything will be fine like others are doing too.

All I can say is,its sucks to be parents-less for 40 days.


Miss Ayah&Mama tremendously.♥

Sunday, November 15, 2009

This is it!

Seconds away before Ayah&Mama leaving for Haji,moments away before they leaving Malaysia to Makkah Al-Mukarammah and this is it..coming 40 days the 3 of us will have to stand on our own feet,literally for every single matter.

I've been preparing emotionally and only emotionally for this short separation.Praying with all my heart everything going to be fine, friends please pray for their health,safety and in getting Haji Mabrur too.Amin.

♥me,missing them already:')




Sunday, November 8, 2009

Dear Allah.

Ya Allah give me strength, give me patient and foremost give me sensible and sane thinking so that I can face those who pretend more Malay, Islamic, and better than I am just because I just be the way I am. Never did I’ve been hurt in such this cheap way, never did I felt so down and never did I felt so much hatred in my heart. Ya Allah please protect me from any stupid act, reaction or from reciprocating in such a filthy way like some people did. I may not the best or perfect Muslim but I'm trying and have full faith in You, never will I question your plans for me in this journey. Plus I am blessed that my parents taught me better than that certain people who clearly showed how cheap the upbringing planted in that person all this while regardless whatever they tried to portrayed the end still came out as horrible stink!


Please keep my focus on the right path and again from the bottom of my heart I am sorry if you think I’ve done something wrong to that person. I just feel like an idiot and dead beat to give chance after chance but at the end of the day people still take me as the bad person. For God sake never did I talked that kind of shittiest way about that person or the family and yet again that person chose to follow what the same people who had back stabbed her in the past said. May those people who spread and want to believe the negative part of the story also be blessed by You. And please You know I didn’t seek You only when this things happened so please guide me as You always do.


1 thing crosses my mind the moment I get to know about this (ALL THE LOVE AND THANKS TO THE PEOPLE LOVED ME!) is what a typical shallow Malay mind, I guess I have underestimated that person, that person does not look as dumb as that person look but actually DUMBER. Just 1 thing, please say whatever you want about me but leave my family alone. I don’t want have anything to do with this kind of person Ya Allah, if this is the best for me than let it be.


Ya Allah, jauhkanlah aku dari sebarang kemungkaran dan kemaksiatan.Amin.

Enough said, I know you with me. Please stay.


me,wishing Happy 25th Anniversary to Ayah&Mama♥


Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Dont!

People always say(don't ask me who are they,but I know they exist!) that the more others tell you don't do something or stop you from doing the more you want to do it. Basically this apply to all mothers who keep saying don't to their children the whole time, I know no matter what age we are we remain a little girl to our parents. Personally I hate those who keep giving orders as if we(our life) belonged to them. Stop emotionally blackmail us with the love and care excuses because don't you think we love our own self?So think again before avert people go after their passion.


But I love how
(some) people giving opportunity to those who keen to actually go out and play,discover the world ourselves, take the risk at our own decision, learn something from it and try to not repeat the same mistakes.That for me the true sense of living your life to the fullest, rather than keep listening what to do and take orders from others. We can thank them for the reminder though but we can take it from there. We can't pleased everyone can we, and even if we try we wont be happy because we didn't pleased ourselves at the first place.


So please stop saying don't to me.


me, don't accept don't as an answer :)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Blue.


Date : 16th October 2009

Cinema : TGV Sunway Pyramid

Movie : Blue

Director : Anthony D’Souza







The film was not as excited or vulgar as the ideas that people might have after reading the title. 1 thing I hate about hype promotion, advertisement or endorsement is it always end up wrongly or indah khabar dari rupa. Yet I still falling for them,what to do yaar Im a hardcore movie buff[ha ha ha ha] Blue is the perfect example for that type of publicity. Big budget film, special appearance in a song by Kylie Minogue, underwater action for the first time in Hindi movies, and lots more been exaggerated to be 1 of the finest, expensive and action packed thriller ever made and produced by Bollywood but at the end it all big talk and no extra impact compare to normal action movies except for the sharks and gorgeous ocean scenery.

The storyline, script and editing was way too slow and elongated for no reason except to fill in the space of time of 2 hours. Normal treasure hunting story which end up with villains who try to take it away from good party, in order to save the heroine or family from the baddies our hero need to think of something that not just bring back their lady love but also will have millions bucks in hand for their future.

The babes; Lara Dutta and Katrina Kaif as usual were wasted, totally! Not 1 scene of theirs is outstanding and all are forgettable. It’s all about showing skins and no substance for their roles at least the guys have style, meatier character and dialogue. Akshay Kumar played the flamboyant richie rich who in quest for his family dignity which been tarnished for a wrong reason in the past, Sanjay Dutt and Zayed Khan as brothers didn’t looking so believable as maybe due to the age gap. Zayed definitely need to do something, he hasn’t improve since his first movie on whether acting skills, emotional and face reaction, body language and the list continues. His career may be launched in 1 of the biggest film, banner and popular director along with 1 of the biggest superstar[Main Hoon Na by Farah Khan, with Shah Rukh Khan] but that doesn’t mean he take this job for granted. Coming from actors’ clan and have it in his blood clearly doesn’t help him all this while, I don’t think jiju-Hrithik Roshan can’t help him with this one.

The only reason I went out and watch this movie is again for superb music by AR Rahman, Chinggy Wiggy sung& performed in a special appearance by Kylie Minogue might be hot pick by everyone but mine is Fiqrana[the video at the end with the ending credit was HOT!].


me, never like the colour Blue :)


Wake up! Sid.

Date : 7th October 2009
Cinema : TGV Capsquare, Kuala Lumpur.
Movie : Wake up! Sid.
Director : Ayan Mukherji.







Well done Mr.Director! You should make a bow after the first screening of the movie as I think is about time people stop referring you as Kajol’s cousin and start to acknowledge you for the art that you create. Not to take any credit from her but Ayan has definitely raise the bar for any young and first time director who is just 25 years old. He may be Karan Johar’s protégé but that doesn’t mean anything because this whole story, script and direction were solely on his shoulder from the 1st take till the end. He may worked as assistant director for Ashotosh Gowarikar in Swades (his brother in law) and Karan Johar(Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna) but Dharma Production wont simply choose an idea because of the relationship he is having in the film fraternity but the fact is it also should be fresh, different, innovative and real.


The story and script was delivered as how it should be in real life, Ranbir Kapoor is no doubt immensely talented and how he portrayed a spoilt brat [genuinely like one] who have no goals in life except for spending his father’s wealth, having fun and hangout with his friends should be watch to believe. He became Sid as soon as the cam starts to roll and we fell in love with the innocent teenager who actually believes there’s nothing wrong in not making plans for future instead just enjoying and appreciate life as it comes. Normal life, normal surrounding of a city kid, normal activities with good buddies, and etc make us click and relate instantly with the character of the lovable Sid. I cant stop myself from giving the girls trivia as the film goes on; like Sid’s mother played by Supriya Pathak was Shahid’s step mother in real life, the director related to whom, why was Konkona chosen to be in this film,etc.


Koko(Konkona Sen Sharma) suit the role to the t, she may not have the commercial look nor the diva style like we usually see in movies produces by Karan but she make Aisha role seems so believable especially the part where no matter how good looking and rich Sid is she pointed out why he is not material type for a good bf/husband or why she was very determine in moving from small city to big without having any connection and go after her dream work as she has set her goals from the beginning so there was no need to feel lost or awkward being independence in new city. Unlike Sid who is born with silver spoon in his mouth literally as he gets what he wants, he used his credit card as if there is no limit for the amount, and how he take for granted his mother effort in knowing her own son by learning to speak English. Thrown to the real life with no cash or backup make us realise how tough life can be without our parents.


I love S-E-L and that’s not a secret anymore isn’t it, all their composition easily enter my heart and stay there, from the first time I listen to them. All the tracks have been in my playlist for the past month whether it’s the title track of Wake Up! Sid especially the Club remix, Kya Karoon and my favourite is Iktara. Very easy to the ears, very hummable and memorable, words used are simple and there are youth-ness in the melody which is why they are chart buster. 1 thing that really catch my eyes is that all Ranbir t-shirts were so colourful and funky and have this jawani feel, would love to look for them here as they looked so cool! How I wish they sell WUS’s merchandises in Malaysia too*sigh* I’m so excited this happened to be Sweet Bunch first Hindi movie together; we were like a real traveler with our heavy luggage straight from Malacca after final exam and I can happily feel their sincere comments and how they love the movie and my Ranbir performance. It’s positively going to be 1 of the great movie made this year, all the best for the whole crew and they truly deserved every bit of compliment and success.


me & Ranbir hamesha! ♥

Dil bole hadippa.

Date : 23rd September 2009

Cinema: TGV Sunway Pyramid.

Movie : Dil bole hadippa.

Director : Anurag Sinha.







It was our 4th Syawal, city people like us opt for window shopping and movie rather than jalan-jalan beraya because either everyone working as it was weekday, or people are still enjoying their 1st week of Syawal at kampung .Me as the Bollywood Guru is indeed very proud as this was my student; Pza’s first Hindi movie in the cinema. With less than a week time to study for final exam, we set the date on the midnight a day before as we can’t take any more cases to stuff inside our brain. I know Pza will jump and join me as this is Shahid’s movie plus she will be ‘meeting’ him after a long time.


With the knowledge on my side that this film’s essence pretty much enthused from a truly hardcore Punjabi background from the dialogue, to the songs to the portray of lifestyle of each characters I’ve warned Pza this might not be the typical Hindi movies that she usual watched. What the 1st time director tried to convey the audience is what Yashraj Films or Adi planted in each of their films which is the importance of family institution as well as the sport spirit which I seriously think is great. When it comes to them I can be a bit bias as they are no doubt the best filmmaker from Hindi film fraternity.


The editing, direction and screenplay was made accurately to what its targeted to be in the first place for this type of light movie which is simple, straight to the point and not elongated for no reason. This movie absolutely was inspired from ‘She’s the man’ by Amanda Bynes but nonetheless it was mould to be in its own version with the desi touch. This was 1st venture between Rani and Shahid , from the chemistry between both of them we hope this would not be the last, there the critics make such a hungama about the age gap but sincerely talking the 4 years gap didn’t really apparent. There weren’t any serious acting needed for each role so they just portraying a normal of how Punjabi ka puttar is in real life which is loud, big herated and funny. Roles of Rohan Singh(Shahid) and Veera/Veer Pratap Singh(Rani) carry the film burden till the end with the help of Anupam Kher as Rohan’s father who insist his son help him in getting back the pride of Punjab from Pakistan in a way of winning the annual cricket game competition as well Rakhi Sawant who was working with Rani in the moving-trailer.


The songs were composed with the thought of bhangra in mind, that is why they are all free spirited and very fast track and catchy. They are not really my choice except for the title track as well as the romantic song; Ishq hai rab hai[so sweet!]. Overall its a feel good movie, makes we want to try harder to get what we want inspite what others might say or do in order to stop us from succeed.

me,saying Hadippa!:)

Monday, October 19, 2009

How boy or man can you get Uncle?

One fine evening,was back from a trip and still in a bad mood and not talking ,Sarah tried to cheer me up until something happened that actually make me smile cheekily and about to burst into laugh when I tried very[very!] hard to remind my inner self to shut the hell up because I'm in a public place.The story goes like this...

It was normal KTM ride,while I was hoping there's a seat for us or was busy imagining[as usual] how actually doing the chaiya chaiya dance on top of the train or even waiting to catch a nice sight*winkwink* when suddenly Beyonce's 'If I were boy' came into the picture and crash all my imagination.Its not that funny if the ringtone was coming from a boy or teenager's hp but instead it was from a very professional-uncle-in a suit-looking very macho and mature' hp. My 1st thought was 'how boy or man can you get more Uncle?'


He looked a bit lost and kinda forgot that he set that tune as his ringing tone, it took him like 7 seconds to realised it and clumsily take out the hp from his pocket and almost drop it before able to pick up the call!Even he looked a bit embarrassed but try to cover it up,so my guess was that it was his daughter's hp!Why just me even others try to hold back our cynical laughs.I know its their right and choice but still thinking about it make me laugh ^_^


me, love funny incidents as long as doesn't include me!:)

Friday, October 16, 2009

I try [ I need you to believe me!]






I try♥


The word is try. Please don't take it as accomplished.
The word is try. Please don't regard it as fulfilled.
The word is try. Please, oh please give me time.
The word is try. Please have faith in me.
The word is try. Yet I'm doing with all my heart.
Again, I'm trying. Please be there when I'm back.
When I finished trying, I want you to be right where
you are when I start the journey.

Because of you, its worth trying.
And because of you I want to try.


Because I try to be someone. Yet I am what I am.
I try to make you proud. Yet you already are with myself.
I try new things. Yet I never get enough with old one.
I try discover the world. Yet I would not forget my home.
I try make new friends. Yet I never dump my buddies.
I try to love. Yet I'm taking time with it.
And the day I'm done with trying, means its the end of everything.
So, I want this to go on.And on.Continue forever.



Just promise you will keep trying too.
Promise you never get tired with me trying.
Lets us trying whatever we want to try together.


me,LOVE trying stuff people ask me not to!^_^