CALZONA ♥

What is funny and intriguing about the hoo-haa surrounding the wedding is that all the Bible quoter's are complaining about homosexual story-lines yet they don't comment on the pre-marital sex, stealing, lies, backstabbing, cheating, gossiping, killing etc of the show and many other tv shows and movies. The truth is shows/movies are a mirror image, a snap shot of what you will face in the real world regardless you like it or not(no one really cares what is your take on every issues) and how people live in it. All religions and non have their own life and we all have to respect that, respect their choice doesn't mean you have to agree with it but simply live your life the way that makes you happy by not discriminates others on how they choose to lead theirs. We are all the same in His eyes therefore no need for us to judge others, who gave us the license to do so? And the choices we made, make us who we are and how we live our lives. Love is Gods message, love all no matter what. We all deserve to have a loving family and friends, having said that we don't need to agree with them ALL the time and the way we show our love its up to us.

Coming back to Calzona I personally think there could be no better way to end their beautiful relationship, I believe so despite being a Muslim this is what I felt is the best in GA's storyline :) Have always love them despite the dramas,break-ups,etc because somehow they always managed to overcome it. Callie is always my favourite character, added Arizona to the picture they make a great couple. Being straight doesn't necessary give you the power to hate these people, as long as they do not trouble you in whatever way they are free to love whomever they want. How they conduct themselves play an important role to, its whether they deserved our respect or not. Some people just over do it until you feel they are not honest enough being gay,it feels fake and pretending so to grab others' attention if you know what I mean. I've always love weddings (its totally 2 different thing between a marriage and a wedding), regardless there'll be a groom or not. But for the big white dress, the flowers, the smiley faces, overdose of pinkinsh-ness(lovely!),the cakes, the dance,etc ooohhh can't wait for tomorrow's night.

♥ Callie&Arizona and their adorable baby; Sofia Robbins Sloan Toress. With 3 surnames she certainly doesn't need a middle name.

Its bound to happen.

Change. We (I) don’t like it, we fear it. But, we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anyone who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here’s the truth; sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

2 days before yet another history to be made in GA:') I'm super excited,yayyy!

3 days before THE 'White Wedding'

Universe & you

Favourite lines:

'You know there's no need to hide away
You know I tell the truth
We are just the same
I can feel everything you do
Hear everything you say
Even when you're miles away
Cause I am me, the universe and you
When you're on your own
I'll send you a sign
Just so you know
I am me, the universe and you'

I love KT Tunstall's original version but I love Jessica Capshaw (she pleasantly surprised me, all of us for the fact) and Sara Ramirez's more, this duet killed other songs in the music event. It captivates the emotion these two are going through beautifully, when Arizona made a plea to Callie to please continue live for her I cried because somehow I feel how much pain must she going through. Because being alone she felt hopeless, without her strongest support system plus being bashed by the cruel Mark (yayy, now they are the bestest of friend and co-parenting their child together). To say their love story and this duet is just beautiful would be an understatement, because I'm pretty blown away with this one. CALZONA should stay forver Shonda, we the GA's Mcfans demand that!Can't wait for this Friday, 3 more days for the most pinkish and girliest wedding ever. See I never witness this kind of wedding nor do I think I would be ever invited to one plus as 1 from 13 millions devoted fan I know this happy ending didn't come easy but like what JCap said; 'In Grey's Anatomy its not about simply loving someone but loving someone you shouldn't or loving someone in a difficult situation'. I'm sure I'll cry at their wedding, my favourite part in every wedding is always the vows part so I'm looking forward as what both got to say as their journey has been the bumpiest of all the couple in all seasons.

Its wonderful to see how they portrayed 2 strong characters who able to see beyond just the gender to fall in love:')

Grey's Anatomy BIGGEEST maniac fan I AM.(literally)

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Caution: This is the most normal behaviour as you can get of a hardcore fan so don’t bother to wonder as why I speak about the cast of Grey’s Anatomy as if I know them. Well by now I think if you can stand my SRK addiction, this is nothing compare to that!

I easily get attached to someone or something which has been part of my life for so long eventhough they are not real, eventhough they are just fictional characters played by real people but still when their problems, their issues, their crises become yours you know they basically part of your life literally. When they cry I have tears going down my cheeks as well, when someone hurt them I feel upset for no reason, when they died I grieve for episodes or even seasons, when they do something stupid I cursed them, and things like that you know. Ya I know sounds a bit psycho,but what to do!

There are different series for different phase in my life, alot of them actually but those which worth mentioned here would be Sesame Street, The Nanny Sabrina, The Teenage Witch and The Cosby Show during my early childhood, Gilmore Girls, Charmed , One Tree Hill, etc during my teenage-hood, and here come the mind blowing Grey's Anatomy, Desperate Housewives, How I Met Your Mother, Ugly Betty, Glee, Private Practise, Venezuela series, Hindi and TVB dramas, etc during my 2nd phase of teenage-hood.haha. Adult-hood is far far away ok. Lately I love shows like The Good Wife!! Yes, I'm the biggest potato couch if I have all the time in the world and of course the remote control. But seriously, these soap operas really entertain your life somehow, not that our life is not interesting and dramatic enough but they give us the reason to escape to a fantasy land where anything is possible!

Well as this week is all about my GA, I must say that Shonda Rhimes (the creator and the MAN behind GA) is my favourite writer ever, simply because about 6-7 years ago she brought Grey’s Anatomy into my life and millions others fans who are simply addicted to the incredible heart wrenching show. She never failed to put the element of surprise in each season, when you thought the ending of the former season was at its best, you were proven wrong yet again and again. At its 7th season now, I’m too damn excited waiting for the musical episode simply because Sara Ramirez a.k.a Dr.Callie Torres the hottest orthopaedic in the show got to show her Broadway talent as she’ll be the vital character in this musical event coming in just less than 24 hours. She never really got the chance to do so, although she had her fair share of onscreen’s crisis, but for once she’ll get the limelight all for the right reason not like when her husband cheated on her, or when her husband’s bestfriend betrayed her, the person she loved walk off from her life without justification, and etc. She’s been through a lot of downs rather than ups in her life so for once yes we all hope for a better ending for her and Arizona (yeaaayyy!) Been waiting for a month now as GA took a hiatus from the 1st half of this season, the promos keep giving me mini heart attacks though. What the hell happened? I guess we need to wait until 31st March (1 DAY TO GO,BREATHE!a day late for us viewers outside USA). I do really hope that (it better be!) nothing going to happened to Callie. And I also hope that GA will never comes to its end like how ER is still running after numbers of seasons.

The Musical Event will be THE awesome-est episode ever, I know for sure!

As I'm writing this, less than 19 hours left now for the most anticipated episode ever! :')

THE DAY of The Musical Event.

PEOPLE WHO DON’T WATCH GREY’S ANATOMY: YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA HOW TOMORROW IS IMPORTANT TO OUR LIVES.

3 days to The Musical Event.

We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
That's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world?



Song : Chasing Cars by Snow Patrol
By Sara Ramirez, Kevin Mckidd and Chandra Wilson. The doctors sing it beautifully!

3 1/2 days to The Musical Event.

The brain is the human body’s most mysterious organ. It learns. It changes. It adapts. It tells us what we see. What we hear. It lets us feel love. I think it holds our soul. And no matter how much research we do, no one can really say how all that delicate gray matter inside our skull works. And when it’s hurt, when the human brain is traumatized, well, that’s when it gets even more mysterious. –Dr. Callie Torres-

If this sneak peek didn't stir your emotional, I don't know what will. The 1 line Sara sings from Grey's Anatomy theme song really give out goosebumps, 'Nobody knows where they might end up,nobody knows where they might wake up'. Its by Psapp title Cosy In The Rocket and its my favourite theme song by a series (not a surprise right!)

MUSIC is another vital character in Grey's Anatomy which won our hearts since the 1st episode!:)

5 days before The Musical Event

Even the sneak peek made my cry. 5 days to go. Excitedly nervous.

Chasing Cars!

Countdown begins : 7 days to go for Grey's Anatomy Musical Event!

From the beginning, the music of Grey’s Anatomy has been the heart of the show we love. Has touched us, moved us, and stayed with us long after we experienced it. Thursday March 31^st, creator Shonda Rhimes will do something that never been done before. From the promos I can say that it is potentially of becoming one of the greatest episodes, they are doing something which is pretty unknown to all of them (except the great singer herself, Sara Ramirez!) GA’s the music event, will be a completely different attempt, very emotional, intense, they will bring these songs to life in a way that the audience hadn’t seen before and it’s going to be mind blowing amazing episode.

The music plays such a big part even my life, I got to know numbers of great track performed by most of non commercial success singers which stay unheard of by many people if not for GA, the team do have great ears for awesome songs. They fit each situation beautifully, project each situation perfectly and make us cry, laugh, and sing along from the word go. I don’t really follow series except for certain chosen one (most are legal dramas) and GA is definitely one of the lucky ones, being a loyal fan since season 1 itself. This song by The Fray totally bring us back to the early season and those memories with former characters like George and Izzie do make us miss them badly. Somehow this song has a very deep effect on me since the first time I listened to it, the hopeless feeling of want to help someone you love but your hands are tied up. The hopeless feeling sometimes killing us, hoping for something better to happened but at the same time you can't do much about it. All we can do is sit and pray and hope the best outcome will miraculously appeared.

7 days to go for THE day, couldn’t be more anxious.