Dont!

People always say(don't ask me who are they,but I know they exist!) that the more others tell you don't do something or stop you from doing the more you want to do it. Basically this apply to all mothers who keep saying don't to their children the whole time, I know no matter what age we are we remain a little girl to our parents. Personally I hate those who keep giving orders as if we(our life) belonged to them. Stop emotionally blackmail us with the love and care excuses because don't you think we love our own self?So think again before avert people go after their passion.


But I love how (some) people giving opportunity to those who keen to actually go out and play,discover the world ourselves, take the risk at our own decision, learn something from it and try to not repeat the same mistakes.That for me the true sense of living your life to the fullest, rather than keep listening what to do and take orders from others. We can thank them for the reminder though but we can take it from there. We can't pleased everyone can we, and even if we try we wont be happy because we didn't pleased ourselves at the first place.

So please stop saying don't to me.

me, don't accept don't as an answer :)

Blue.

Date : 16^th October 2009

Cinema : TGV Sunway Pyramid

Movie : Blue

Director : Anthony D’Souza

The film was not as excited or vulgar as the ideas that people might have after reading the title. 1 thing I hate about hype promotion, advertisement or endorsement is it always end up wrongly or indah khabar dari rupa. Yet I still falling for them,what to do yaar Im a hardcore movie buff[ha ha ha ha] Blue is the perfect example for that type of publicity. Big budget film, special appearance in a song by Kylie Minogue, underwater action for the first time in Hindi movies, and lots more been exaggerated to be 1 of the finest, expensive and action packed thriller ever made and produced by Bollywood but at the end it all big talk and no extra impact compare to normal action movies except for the sharks and gorgeous ocean scenery.

The storyline, script and editing was way too slow and elongated for no reason except to fill in the space of time of 2 hours. Normal treasure hunting story which end up with villains who try to take it away from good party, in order to save the heroine or family from the baddies our hero need to think of something that not just bring back their lady love but also will have millions bucks in hand for their future.

The babes; Lara Dutta and Katrina Kaif as usual were wasted, totally! Not 1 scene of theirs is outstanding and all are forgettable. It’s all about showing skins and no substance for their roles at least the guys have style, meatier character and dialogue. Akshay Kumar played the flamboyant richie rich who in quest for his family dignity which been tarnished for a wrong reason in the past, Sanjay Dutt and Zayed Khan as brothers didn’t looking so believable as maybe due to the age gap. Zayed definitely need to do something, he hasn’t improve since his first movie on whether acting skills, emotional and face reaction, body language and the list continues. His career may be launched in 1 of the biggest film, banner and popular director along with 1 of the biggest superstar[Main Hoon Na by Farah Khan, with Shah Rukh Khan] but that doesn’t mean he take this job for granted. Coming from actors’ clan and have it in his blood clearly doesn’t help him all this while, I don’t think jiju-Hrithik Roshan can’t help him with this one.

The only reason I went out and watch this movie is again for superb music by AR Rahman, Chinggy Wiggy sung& performed in a special appearance by Kylie Minogue might be hot pick by everyone but mine is Fiqrana[the video at the end with the ending credit was HOT!].

me, never like the colour Blue :)

Wake up! Sid.

Date : 7th October 2009

Cinema : TGV Capsquare, Kuala Lumpur.
Movie : Wake up! Sid.
Director : Ayan Mukherji.

Well done Mr.Director! You should make a bow after the first screening of the movie as I think is about time people stop referring you as Kajol’s cousin and start to acknowledge you for the art that you create. Not to take any credit from her but Ayan has definitely raise the bar for any young and first time director who is just 25 years old. He may be Karan Johar’s protégé but that doesn’t mean anything because this whole story, script and direction were solely on his shoulder from the 1st take till the end. He may worked as assistant director for Ashotosh Gowarikar in Swades (his brother in law) and Karan Johar(Kabhi Alvida Na Kehna) but Dharma Production wont simply choose an idea because of the relationship he is having in the film fraternity but the fact is it also should be fresh, different, innovative and real.

The story and script was delivered as how it should be in real life, Ranbir Kapoor is no doubt immensely talented and how he portrayed a spoilt brat [genuinely like one] who have no goals in life except for spending his father’s wealth, having fun and hangout with his friends should be watch to believe. He became Sid as soon as the cam starts to roll and we fell in love with the innocent teenager who actually believes there’s nothing wrong in not making plans for future instead just enjoying and appreciate life as it comes. Normal life, normal surrounding of a city kid, normal activities with good buddies, and etc make us click and relate instantly with the character of the lovable Sid. I cant stop myself from giving the girls trivia as the film goes on; like Sid’s mother played by Supriya Pathak was Shahid’s step mother in real life, the director related to whom, why was Konkona chosen to be in this film,etc.

Koko(Konkona Sen Sharma) suit the role to the t, she may not have the commercial look nor the diva style like we usually see in movies produces by Karan but she make Aisha role seems so believable especially the part where no matter how good looking and rich Sid is she pointed out why he is not material type for a good bf/husband or why she was very determine in moving from small city to big without having any connection and go after her dream work as she has set her goals from the beginning so there was no need to feel lost or awkward being independence in new city. Unlike Sid who is born with silver spoon in his mouth literally as he gets what he wants, he used his credit card as if there is no limit for the amount, and how he take for granted his mother effort in knowing her own son by learning to speak English. Thrown to the real life with no cash or backup make us realise how tough life can be without our parents.

I love S-E-L and that’s not a secret anymore isn’t it, all their composition easily enter my heart and stay there, from the first time I listen to them. All the tracks have been in my playlist for the past month whether it’s the title track of Wake Up! Sid especially the Club remix, Kya Karoon and my favourite is Iktara. Very easy to the ears, very hummable and memorable, words used are simple and there are youth-ness in the melody which is why they are chart buster. 1 thing that really catch my eyes is that all Ranbir t-shirts were so colourful and funky and have this jawani feel, would love to look for them here as they looked so cool! How I wish they sell WUS’s merchandises in Malaysia too*sigh* I’m so excited this happened to be Sweet Bunch first Hindi movie together; we were like a real traveler with our heavy luggage straight from Malacca after final exam and I can happily feel their sincere comments and how they love the movie and my Ranbir performance. It’s positively going to be 1 of the great movie made this year, all the best for the whole crew and they truly deserved every bit of compliment and success.

me & Ranbir hamesha! ♥

Dil bole hadippa.

Date : 23rd September 2009

Cinema: TGV Sunway Pyramid.

Movie : Dil bole hadippa.

Director : Anurag Sinha.

It was our 4^th Syawal, city people like us opt for window shopping and movie rather than jalan-jalan beraya because either everyone working as it was weekday, or people are still enjoying their 1^st week of Syawal at kampung .Me as the Bollywood Guru is indeed very proud as this was my student; Pza’s first Hindi movie in the cinema. With less than a week time to study for final exam, we set the date on the midnight a day before as we can’t take any more cases to stuff inside our brain. I know Pza will jump and join me as this is Shahid’s movie plus she will be ‘meeting’ him after a long time.

With the knowledge on my side that this film’s essence pretty much enthused from a truly hardcore Punjabi background from the dialogue, to the songs to the portray of lifestyle of each characters I’ve warned Pza this might not be the typical Hindi movies that she usual watched. What the 1^st time director tried to convey the audience is what Yashraj Films or Adi planted in each of their films which is the importance of family institution as well as the sport spirit which I seriously think is great. When it comes to them I can be a bit bias as they are no doubt the best filmmaker from Hindi film fraternity.

The editing, direction and screenplay was made accurately to what its targeted to be in the first place for this type of light movie which is simple, straight to the point and not elongated for no reason. This movie absolutely was inspired from ‘She’s the man’ by Amanda Bynes but nonetheless it was mould to be in its own version with the desi touch. This was 1^st venture between Rani and Shahid , from the chemistry between both of them we hope this would not be the last, there the critics make such a hungama about the age gap but sincerely talking the 4 years gap didn’t really apparent. There weren’t any serious acting needed for each role so they just portraying a normal of how Punjabi ka puttar is in real life which is loud, big herated and funny. Roles of Rohan Singh(Shahid) and Veera/Veer Pratap Singh(Rani) carry the film burden till the end with the help of Anupam Kher as Rohan’s father who insist his son help him in getting back the pride of Punjab from Pakistan in a way of winning the annual cricket game competition as well Rakhi Sawant who was working with Rani in the moving-trailer.

The songs were composed with the thought of bhangra in mind, that is why they are all free spirited and very fast track and catchy. They are not really my choice except for the title track as well as the romantic song; Ishq hai rab hai[so sweet!]. Overall its a feel good movie, makes we want to try harder to get what we want inspite what others might say or do in order to stop us from succeed.

me,saying Hadippa!:)

How boy or man can you get Uncle?

One fine evening,was back from a trip and still in a bad mood and not talking ,Sarah tried to cheer me up until something happened that actually make me smile cheekily and about to burst into laugh when I tried very[very!] hard to remind my inner self to shut the hell up because I'm in a public place.The story goes like this...

It was normal KTM ride,while I was hoping there's a seat for us or was busy imagining[as usual] how actually doing the chaiya chaiya dance on top of the train or even waiting to catch a nice sight*winkwink* when suddenly Beyonce's 'If I were boy' came into the picture and crash all my imagination.Its not that funny if the ringtone was coming from a boy or teenager's hp but instead it was from a very professional-uncle-in a suit-looking very macho and mature' hp. My 1st thought was 'how boy or man can you get more Uncle?'


He looked a bit lost and kinda forgot that he set that tune as his ringing tone, it took him like 7 seconds to realised it and clumsily take out the hp from his pocket and almost drop it before able to pick up the call!Even he looked a bit embarrassed but try to cover it up,so my guess was that it was his daughter's hp!Why just me even others try to hold back our cynical laughs.I know its their right and choice but still thinking about it make me laugh ^_^

me, love funny incidents as long as doesn't include me!:)

I try [ I need you to believe me!]

I try♥

The word is try. Please don't take it as accomplished.

The word is try. Please don't regard it as fulfilled.

The word is try. Please, oh please give me time.
The word is try. Please have faith in me.
The word is try. Yet I'm doing with all my heart.
Again, I'm trying. Please be there when I'm back.
When I finished trying, I want you to be right where
you are when I start the journey.
Because of you, its worth trying.
And because of you I want to try.


Because I try to be someone. Yet I am what I am.
I try to make you proud. Yet you already are with myself.
I try new things. Yet I never get enough with old one.
I try discover the world. Yet I would not forget my home.
I try make new friends. Yet I never dump my buddies.
I try to love. Yet I'm taking time with it.
And the day I'm done with trying, means its the end of everything.
So, I want this to go on.And on.Continue forever.



Just promise you will keep trying too.
Promise you never get tired with me trying.
Lets us trying whatever we want to try together.


me,LOVE trying stuff people ask me not to!^_^

Take 27, action!

I cant express how much I love watching movies.I'm OK if not be able to involve in my 'imaginary' movies industry but the idea of anyone or anything stopping me from enjoying movies kind a killing me! Just throw me anything I can watch with passion, getting know the awesome background score,the amazing screenplay and storyline, mind blowing cinematography, great script and lyrics,performances by excellent actors as well as credit to the man behind each art; the director give me satisfaction as if I've worked towards it.

Paid television channel give me the opportunity to watch various and across the borders of films and know what movies alone can make my day. It can be foreign language that I've never heard before(turkish,norwich,burmese,etc) nor do it come as natural as languages that I'm using in daily life(french,iran,etc). This proclamation came out all of sudden because holiday makes me more addicted to movies.If I'm not at home means I'm in cinema,if I'm not shopping means I'm watching movies,if Im not talking about Law or study or gossips or talking about Bollywood or Shahrukh or Ranbir means I'll be talking about movies.

My dad keeps reminding me to stop buying dvds or cds as the place I'm storing them already explode with massive number of them, but still my dearest dad keeps supporting me every time I'm going out hunting for new movies.I'm the person who enjoy movie thoroughly means I shout to the screen if baddies coming after the hero, I cry for the simplest or the tiniest amount of sensitivity in a scene, I smile from ear to ear and gushing over the actors in any romantic moments, I sing and humming with them[hindi movie that is!but now days even English movies have em] so I hate when people who accompanied me to cinema have no reaction or feeling.Its kinda boring because we are not in the same page and he/she kind a show some awkwardness towards my over the top feedback[which is normal for movie goers like me!]

Any genre will do for me although I'm a sucker when it comes to romantic movies.hahahaha*wink2*

p/s: Just watch 2 movies back to back yesterday and going to do the same tomorrow.TGV here I come^_^

me think, talk and dream of movies :)

Terbaek!

That describe my feeling for this raya, 'terbaek' (right spelling is terbaik means the best)kinda the 'in' word for now days kids including most of my friends who refuse to grow[doesn't exclude me!] up so we remain stuck in the world of young people,hip language and cool dresses.

Raya is all about forgiving, contrary to popular belief but for me 1 word that made 'the essence' of Aidilfitri is gathering. Its always terbaek as we meet back the people that we sometimes don't even talk during schooling days but when we do now its like we have been knowing each other since forever. We start back at where we left out before, we may come from different classes, opposite side of click of friends, or even rivalry way back then but as we growing old the maturity is there even we are childish and immature by nature.

It was so immensely stupid when we look back at the jealousy, arguments or 'fights' if we may call during our pre-teenagehood because eventually all of us will forget it and move on with our own life.Only great things worth to be remember so when we dont have any memory on those negative incidents it must be a worthless one so chin up and lead a happy life!

Its a baggage that we carry as a student that every festive like Hari Raya wont be complete without final exam or other things in Uni but that doesn't stop us from continuing the spirit forward till the very end of the 30 days. Although I wish there are some topics if could be deleted or not being brought up during each rendavous but I guess other people seems ok with so why dont I try to fit in or atleast play along.

What I trying to implied here is that life is too short to be anything but happy, life is too worthy to be worry about what future lies and abandone our current priorities, life is too exciting for us to be friends-less and the bottom line is life is all about to live on your own terms so start live your life now!

me, love my life because all the love around me from the people I love:)

Insecure is it?

Why me?Why not them?Why not her?Its because you are insecure only when it comes to me right?Why don't you just ask me or him or her straight to our face?Although I don't really get the reason behind it, I do really hope you know that whatever idea you are having since like forever let me clear it once and for all; 'Its totally,definitely,absolutely not true!' so throw away the dirtiest and cheap thoughts you always had in your shallow little mind.

I glad there are nice people around me who lashed back when I'm down,when I thought I'm the one who wrong,when I've no energy to shut your mouth they came to rescue me like always because its 'terang lagi bersuluh' that you just plain insecure and jealous!Let me tell you one thing for sure,we lead a very happy life according to our own terms so where's the need for you to think that I'm thinking the way you thought I do!As confusing it sounds,that's how it bugging my life with your buzzing voice and irritating looks.

As Shahrukh always say,people only think and talk bad behind you when we are IMPORTANT! So, thanks to you and the time you w1asted all this time hating me.There are so many words for you in my head[the X rated words] but why should I turn into a bitch for the sake of you, counting 1 till 10 is enough for me I guess.For now.Try mess with me again and you'll get what you've never imagine not even in your wildest dream.

1 thing for sure,I know what I'm made of and 'stealing' someone else's right doesn't' at all sound like me so stop focusing on what you think I've done but rather put all your heart into getting back your life on the right track OK!Thank you,for nothing!

me,never think about that person in that way!

Wow!It's 19th Syawal.

Bak orang tua-tua berkata,'pejam celik dah besar anak-anak kita' and for young people like me(ahemm!) I prefer to say 'gila cepat dah hujung tahun!' or for short time flies really fast without we even realizing it.

Gosh,it feels like yesterday I started my degree and wallahh now final exam for my 2nd year 2nd semester ends already. It feels like yesterday we started our fasting month,and weehooo now we finished two-third Raya already.It feels like it was yesterday I was 40kgs and see now who's added extra 10kgs.And this weekend we might having a mini gathering with a friends whom last time I met when we were 12 and with the help of super-duper technology we met again virtually 2-3 years back and well well,guess who from shorter than all the girls grew up as a tall handsome guy(I really hope he'll miss this entry!).He's actually a year junior by age from me but we were in the same class.Never knew we would be such a good friend eventough we barely talk at school(as far as I can remember lah)

Seriously.We are 21?!People say we feel the time flies unnoticed because we waste most of our time but I strongly disagree as my whole life been filled with great,exciting,mind blowing stuff and will continue so.InsyaAllah.

None above are bad things as they happened at the right phase of everyone's life but..haihhhh...it just too soon I guess.Or maybe as usual I refused to accept that we are indeed growing each day.

Ok,enough talking about age[literally] its time for me to actually OFFICIALY start my Hari Raya Aidilfitri thank you to our final exam.Hope you guys are happy &smilling where ever you are. ^_^ Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!

me,appreciate Raya to the max!:)