SHOCKINGLY HAPPY OF NOT SO SURPRISE B'DAY BASH!!!

its been a simply hectic weeks for the past 2 weeks,i think i can only do blogging when im at home..i mean my real HOME here at shah alam as its more easy o write stuff when you are at the best & most tranquility place you most comfortable with..so today my blog will be about the event took place not so long ago which is my B'DAY BASH thrown by the cots family the day when i returned to EP after a heartbroken weekend!basicly it wasnt a shocking surprise to me as its kind of a tradition to throw 1 for each of our birthday except for those who celebrated during holiday..sorry girls..=p i love sarah,ksya & pza not because they'r part of the SWEET BUNCH not merely lah..it s also for the reason that i be able to just being ME infront of them,and they except me for who i am..and now that nora joins our circle of friendship makes me also want to thanks her for adapt with our world!ok2,back to the b'day bash thing im so thrilled but sad its been a late surprise but still...I ENJOYED TO THE MAX!serioulsy talking i dont really give a damn about the party,gifts,etc..but just want them to wish me on time thats all..but i dont have the courage to tell them about it..the theme was the cute&adorable(pza keep telling me how adorable i am!hehe)cow..i like..i like..along also bough me alot of stuff but im missng the card she always made for me..btw my future bro-in-law add me at fs with some concerning kind of msg!actually i have a wish list of what i want to buy for myself for my birthday but i have to wirk hard to get it!so here's some pics of us on that day!HAPPY 20TH BIRHDAY TO ME,SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BT RAZAK MAIDEEN..

WORST birthday ever!

1st,it was the worst birthday because as this is my 1st ever b'day w'out ayah and mama being there for me physically to celebrate it..but of course they did called and wished me like others did!friends did text me wishes as usual,but some i guess maybe slipped the date out of their mind and some maybe just being busy..i knew cva would be the last to wishes me plus she's now in her orientation days so its hard for her to find time to call me as her seniors waned about no using hp for this 1 week..im very2 proud of her..i am!she has proven what is the real determination is,she succeed greatly from stpm to UM now..wish i have that kind of preservation!

secondly it was so suck because the fact that certain best friends 'forgot' to wish me..i dont give a damn to presents or whatsoever surprise party but just WISH me will you!i cant believe that i actually cried and weeping like a baby on my b'day ..i am super emotional,remember?!even along shocked to know the truth,but she bought me a piece of cake(secret recipe,thanks!)and giordano shirt&pants..when cva called me that was the point where i cant longer hold my tears so i bursted into it,then call to chat with z..then fif call me!he made my day actually by making me forget(for a moment!)about all my sadness and pain feeling..we talk everything under the sun(basically all about me!)and him also..haha..he is someone that i can talk to anytime,abot everything..thanks fif,tq a lot!

3rdly im so frustrated with myself that i cant seems to change old habit,you can!SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BOLEH!!!!!!!i need to try..HARDER PLEASE!

i cut my b'day cake this evening,clicking some photos!i wanted to give ayah my hp but dont think so he will accept it..im chatting with debob after a while,she's now in m'sia so hopefully could possibly spent more time 'hanging out' at ym..today we went for 'HANCOCK',enjoyable kinda off movie with a shocking twist where i kinda expected it though..i this is one of those day where i shop till drop man!owh yeah,chatted with sanjit(that handsome medic boy from KU,he'snow at Indonesia doing dentist)..borak2 biasa je..he's an anime lover,never knew that and plus he's also movie buff as there the tics& popcorn are damn cheap,im feeling damn jealous!alya asked to go out tomorrow but i guess i have to passed it for another time,maybe ena and my plan will come into force..hehe..ok till next post..

phir milenge=)

part III..

this half year i've probably watch many films in cinema than i did for the whole last year,yeah thats the effect of not having sources of entertainment(neighbours natural noisy doesnt count!)..i cant stand my life witjout tv as i missing a lot of my fav dramas(greys anatomy's dishy doctors;mcdreamy in particular!,ugly betty's nerdiest moment,henry he geek ofcourse,all the CSIs,House;enjoy our same level of sarcastic-ness,and others!)..as im not really into internet except for news,BOLLYWOOD world so its kinda boring basically our weekend here..but not when we'r having movie night!yeayyyy!im very2 happy as they love all my trivias,they enjoyed the movies and struck to the heroes(certain mr.rampal,deshmukh and kapur!) and cant get the songs out of their mind lately..muahaha..here are some of the footage some of my cinema moment..there was this 1 accident where really tested our patient when we went to MBO(our cinema crib at melaka)to catch he '27 dresses' but came home dissapointedly not once bu twice as bad luck strikes us 2 times in a week when the failure of electricity happened..arghhhh!!!

this year also marked the highest spending of money in my life(as far as i seriously noticed!)..i dont want all ayah's spending goes to just waste..i have list of stuff that i want to buy using my own effort because i cost so much expenses already!hopefully i'll managed lah..

part II...

a lot have had happen in the 1st half of this year,started with me a degree student,staying with complete strangers whom also my buddies since foundation days,spreading the love&dreams of BOLLYWOOD to others(hahaha!),going to perlis to send the groom side to a wedding there&shopping at the famously talked abou;Padang Besarfamily day,ma&ayah 50th birthday,going to abroad for the 1st time in my life(sem holiday to UNIQUELY S'PORE!),sad accidents(ayah's n95 got stolen,pakcik rahman being robbed),etc..ena is finally in MALAYSIA,yeahh!miss debob so much as we dont really got to ym lately due to our buzy-ness!but bestfriend is to stays right no matter how rarely we had time to keep in touch we still have each oher to depends on in whatever circumstances!i feel so jealous of her being to travel to another countries(most are the best to be discovered by us!)..i'll make sure that i WILL travel to all the country that fascinates me for all this time!i just need to extremely focus on my present to achieved my dreams of the future!

as im blogging i keep thinking about the affect this techno had done to the world at large and personalities in narrow in order to promote their so called personal thoughts in various field but i strongly believed in all for the sake of popularity except for my fav karan johar and thats why i pick his site to be linked with my blog as i really do enjoy reading all his thoughts&story rather i say as he is like one of the story teller and even better he's belong the most powerful fraternity of indian cinema..but SHAHRUKH keep standing to what he says earlier he does not BLOGGING like others as he doesn't want to involve for the sake of others are doing so he has to do it to..plus hes damn busy already where should he finds extra time right?he is a complete entertainer himself,he doesnt need a blog to confirmed it!i can go ga-ga over him forever..=)

more topics on next..

6 months gone by..just like that!

holla,i just cant believe how fast time is flying these days(i kept saying this actually for my entire life!)but it is yaar..maybe partly it was(still am!)my mistakes as i dont really manage to overcome my flaw of how to schedule my life in a more discipline&effective way as a youth,student and independent individual i guess..well its not worth it talking about the time gone by so im planning to from now on to be more focus in whatever i do and whatever i want to achieve!as my 20th birthday just passed by 2 days ago(very2 frustrated day of my life!)so there's not many time you know for me to reach for my dreams and al the goals i've been set up since like..FOREVER!ok2,in this post i want to make a collage of the events took place for the past 6 months as i dont really have time to update this singleladydiaries(just came up with this new URL of my blog!)..here it goes=)

it started with series of pics at MMU,my new 'schooling' vacation place as what i believe i should be where im doing my DEGREE IN LAW(HONOURS) hopefully will graduated with flying colours..im staying at AG-09 at emerald park but our building is a private 1 called REGAL PARK,at bukit beruang melaka(i'll tel more about this state on later posting!)..25th january is the day i reg at MMU,its also the same day where i cant control my emotional side as always and bursting into tears as this is my 1ST EVER TIME going to live in the outside world without my parents and far from home(missing them terribly!)but this is what i should pay to become SOMEONE at the end of my journey here..insyaALLAH!im so dissapointed with myself as i couldnt set the clean records of dean list,i seriously need to change my study plan this new 2nd sem..along is staying at the opposite building so we'r basically 'neighbours'!we have fav hangout place now where most of out meals coming from which is kedai makcik kuning,makcik fazilah is such a nice person..even the food is good&the price is oklah..kcot has a scandal there but she's trying to denied it and keep passing certain abg tempang to me..hahaha..we have great bunch of classmate,im growing friendship with them fonder in this new sem..sha,put,juza,colin,pravina,fateen,nik,saiful,neo,and others being sweet so far..with times i hope i'll be able to keep myself active with all the stuff they'r having here!i'll keep posting latest activities of mine..over to other blog~chow