ⒶⓂⒺⓇⒾⒸⒶⓃ ⒾⒹⓄⓁ ⑨ : Lee Dewyze

'Hallelujah'

'Sweet Serendipity'

Autograph session, shook his hand and chat for like 3 secs!

Yayyy, got it signed ♥

I am the lucky guest ;)

MIX.FM rocks!

Serena C, she said this pose look hot!hahaha.

My 2 favourite persons in the morning, Dilly & JD!

The thing I have for American Idol all these years is something similar to what my Mom has for AF which I will never get and will never try to understand pun. Lee is 1 of those Idols who I approved his winning as he truly deserved it, all the songs he sang LIVE yesterday in the showcase are from 'Live It Up' and he has such great voice. The best is he's so damn humble! Maybe because from a normal guy who works in a paint shop he tends to appreciate the fans more as he is used to be 'us' you know.More than feeling happy to meet and greet Lee Dewyze I was far more excited and happier to finally meet my favourite DJs from Mix.Fm who is the cute Dilly & JD. Just with 1 hi and just by saying my name,Dilly instantly recognized me and gave me the warmest hug ever,in person her voice is as cute as ON AIR and the fact that even JD remembers me is like so surreal!Then we chatted a bit,take some pics and the OMG2 moment (obviously just from my side,hehehe) then we say bye2. I LOVE MIX.FM EVEN MORE! And ya I meet new friends (all are school kids, the oldest I guess not old than 16. Owh I feel very old!) and HOT magazine took our pics and we made our way to their blog and magazine HERE.

Idol fever continues tomorrow, who will be in the Top 2?Please 1 of them is Haley!

CALZONA ♥

What is funny and intriguing about the hoo-haa surrounding the wedding is that all the Bible quoter's are complaining about homosexual story-lines yet they don't comment on the pre-marital sex, stealing, lies, backstabbing, cheating, gossiping, killing etc of the show and many other tv shows and movies. The truth is shows/movies are a mirror image, a snap shot of what you will face in the real world regardless you like it or not(no one really cares what is your take on every issues) and how people live in it. All religions and non have their own life and we all have to respect that, respect their choice doesn't mean you have to agree with it but simply live your life the way that makes you happy by not discriminates others on how they choose to lead theirs. We are all the same in His eyes therefore no need for us to judge others, who gave us the license to do so? And the choices we made, make us who we are and how we live our lives. Love is Gods message, love all no matter what. We all deserve to have a loving family and friends, having said that we don't need to agree with them ALL the time and the way we show our love its up to us.

Coming back to Calzona I personally think there could be no better way to end their beautiful relationship, I believe so despite being a Muslim this is what I felt is the best in GA's storyline :) Have always love them despite the dramas,break-ups,etc because somehow they always managed to overcome it. Callie is always my favourite character, added Arizona to the picture they make a great couple. Being straight doesn't necessary give you the power to hate these people, as long as they do not trouble you in whatever way they are free to love whomever they want. How they conduct themselves play an important role to, its whether they deserved our respect or not. Some people just over do it until you feel they are not honest enough being gay,it feels fake and pretending so to grab others' attention if you know what I mean. I've always love weddings (its totally 2 different thing between a marriage and a wedding), regardless there'll be a groom or not. But for the big white dress, the flowers, the smiley faces, overdose of pinkinsh-ness(lovely!),the cakes, the dance,etc ooohhh can't wait for tomorrow's night.

♥ Callie&Arizona and their adorable baby; Sofia Robbins Sloan Toress. With 3 surnames she certainly doesn't need a middle name.

Its bound to happen.

Change. We (I) don’t like it, we fear it. But, we can’t stop it from coming. We either adapt to change or we get left behind. It hurts to grow, anyone who tells you it doesn’t is lying. But here’s the truth; sometimes the more things change the more they stay the same. And sometimes change is good. Sometimes change is everything.

2 days before yet another history to be made in GA:') I'm super excited,yayyy!

3 days before THE 'White Wedding'

Universe & you

Favourite lines:

'You know there's no need to hide away
You know I tell the truth
We are just the same
I can feel everything you do
Hear everything you say
Even when you're miles away
Cause I am me, the universe and you
When you're on your own
I'll send you a sign
Just so you know
I am me, the universe and you'

I love KT Tunstall's original version but I love Jessica Capshaw (she pleasantly surprised me, all of us for the fact) and Sara Ramirez's more, this duet killed other songs in the music event. It captivates the emotion these two are going through beautifully, when Arizona made a plea to Callie to please continue live for her I cried because somehow I feel how much pain must she going through. Because being alone she felt hopeless, without her strongest support system plus being bashed by the cruel Mark (yayy, now they are the bestest of friend and co-parenting their child together). To say their love story and this duet is just beautiful would be an understatement, because I'm pretty blown away with this one. CALZONA should stay forver Shonda, we the GA's Mcfans demand that!Can't wait for this Friday, 3 more days for the most pinkish and girliest wedding ever. See I never witness this kind of wedding nor do I think I would be ever invited to one plus as 1 from 13 millions devoted fan I know this happy ending didn't come easy but like what JCap said; 'In Grey's Anatomy its not about simply loving someone but loving someone you shouldn't or loving someone in a difficult situation'. I'm sure I'll cry at their wedding, my favourite part in every wedding is always the vows part so I'm looking forward as what both got to say as their journey has been the bumpiest of all the couple in all seasons.

Its wonderful to see how they portrayed 2 strong characters who able to see beyond just the gender to fall in love:')

M5 Live in KL

'Secret'from their 1st album +'What's love got to do' by Tina Turner = Mind blowing mix!

Everyone has a secret
But can they keep it
Oh no they can’t

Oh what's love got to do, got to do with it
What's love but a second hand emotion
What's love got to do, got to do with it
Who needs a heart
When a heart can be broken

Post M5.

Waiting for all audiences came in, long before the concert started.

The man and his guys.

He's so..so..so damn hot!

Early to arrived, waiting in long que with new friends:)

1 of the many passes.

Concert virgin went nuts!

Dear Adam Levine,

'I'm so attracted to you, the feeling mutual too. I'm not fine, I'm in pain
It's harder everyday, Maybe we're better off this way, It's better that we break.'

As much as you get me infatuated I think its better that we break for now, because too much of this love wont help me get over this misery.


Until next rendezvous, I'm a devoted Maroon 5's lover !

Maroon 5: Infatuated

What's not to be infatuated with this guy? Amazing voice, breathtaking showmanship, cool crowd puller, and the BEST part is what you heard in the 3 awesome records by Maroon 5 so far is what you get in their live performance. I may lost my voice after the 5th song but it was such a great concert ( feels like it ends too soon, we want more!) that all of us continue singing and screaming all the way especially when the hot..hot..hot Adam started to speaks in Malay and the rest of the time we can't even hear what he said ; overshadowed by the 2 long hours of people literally screaming their heart out. Adam Levine is such a superb singer, he sings sad and joy songs so naturally and the guitar battles between him and the gorgeous silkiest hair ever; James Valentine and Mickey were the highlights of their gig. I love when he introduced each member of thier tour team, Jesse's introduction was my favourite as I always love that guy who can play keyboard and guitar with such elaan'. Same goes to Matt's, drumer is totally my thing if I were to be in a band(daydreaming!) He didn't sing my or K-run's favourite songs (in our wish list) but its ok because he did choose some of the famous song too. I personally think the best part was when he did the rendition of MJ's songs as well as that famous 80s song by Tina Turner 'What's love got to do' ( its an all time favourite too). As a fan, Adam conducted us beautifully while singing along with him for the most awaited song of the night I would say especially for the ladies; 'She will be loved'. Its seemed like a symphony when he divided us to 3 large groups, it was fun too you know killing your throat with thousands other fans. In all it was an awesome experience for a concert virgin like me! More concert in future I bet, but only if they deserve it. I wont simply go to concert just for the sake of going, I'll choose wisely like how Maroon 5 was chosen by me after 9 years:)

Now she is finally loved!;)

Maroon is the colour of my life!

I guess without realised it I do have lots of red/maroon clothes in my closet or maybe I wear them often enough to make people asking whether its my favourite colour like last week the people from my office after weeks of wondering why I always turn in up red/maroon baju kurung finally asked me. And in return I couldn't get more excited telling them I'm going for Maroon 5's concert. Excited! 6 days to go............................

It's Ayah's favourite colour too! ;)

✫ MAROON 5 MADNESS ✫

You know how people always say that girls love bad guys? Well my bad guy is definitely ADAM LEVINE from Maroon 5, he’s like the perfect definition of McYummy if there will ever be that character in GA. And again like what Ludacris said in Bieber’s Baby song that; ‘When I was 13, I had my first love’ well in my story I was 14. And Mr.Levine is that lucky guy,I love Maroon 5 which former known as Kara’s Flower since they came out with their debut record called Songs About Jane and I was totally blown away ( you see, I was 15-20kgs lighter back then so its explained why,ha ha ha) and I'm continue INFATUATED by their awesome-ness with ‘It Wont Be Too Soon Before Long’ and the latest album called ‘Hands All Over’, I swear to God that I can play the 2nd one over and over again because Levine is such a genius, not just he penned all the songs but he and the band make each tracks related with the next one as if when you listen from the word go till the end its like a story telling. Its like a journey of a love story but not a good one, but still each and every songs rocked! I’m a concert virgin (who haven’t told her parents yet that she’s totally going for the concert in less than 7 days*gulp*) so I’m allowed to be this damn excited ok! Seriously when I heard they are coming I can already see myself in that stadium jumping like maniac and sing a long with millions (exaggeration!) of their other fans, been waiting this moment for the past 2-3 months and when I finally confirmed my ticket last Monday I couldn't be more thrilled! They are totally my all time rockstar, its a like a teenage-hood dream comes true, InsyaAlah. Well I waited long enough and I’m pretty sure Levine is the right guy for me, I waited for Timberlake but he never come pun, before that I waited for the BSB boys but then I was too young therefore I was not ready physically nor mentally and the list goes on. For their concert I have 7 songs request which I think Malaysia's local radio station never really bother to play because their aren’t really the ‘globally commercially success’ type of Maroon 5’s songs but that doesn’t mean they are less in quality from the rest. They are :

1) Little Of Your Time

2) Nothing Lasts Forever

3) Cant Stop

4) Goodnight Goodnight

5) Not Falling Apart

6) Better That We Break

7) Back At Your Door AND special bonus track

INFATUATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG,can’t wait for this 9 long years affair to be finally sealed next Friday.

Been there.Still there actually.

BELIEBER. Yup, that’s what they called themselves. The maniac fan of Justin Bieber, hottest pop star, probably the most powerful 17 years old boy in the world today. Let them be is what I say, because at 1 point I was there in their shoes. Why just me, all of us been there and done that. I mean, I was (still am) a huge fan of most teenage sensation during my time (which is not so long ago, mind you) so when these kids expressing their love in such bizarre way I could totally relate to it because we all went through that phase and years later we’ll look back and have a good laugh about it since we really thought we would grow up to be as famous or rich or as pretty as the people we adored or for some people (one of them is me obviously) we actually thought we will marry them one day (Howie D and Kevin from BSB, JT, Duncan James from Blue, etc to name just a few). Come on we had our fun and fair share being a maniac fan back in the 90s & 2000s with our pop sensation Backstreet Boys, Britney Spears, Justin Timberlake, etc. Are you trying to say you never ever worship or go gaga at such extreme level for a singer or any boyband? Not even a movie star? Liar! The point here is that I AM NOT A BELIEBER but come on people, leave that kid alone. The Bieber Fever won’t last that long, believe me. Actually his awesome collaboration with Rascal Flats, Usher, Miley Cyrus, etc do made great music. Give it a try, no harm experimenting with good music especially when it makes you feel young at heart. And to haters out there (including the much jealous Boboy!) what do you get by making stupid comments, posting ridiculous parody videos about that boy? As you are doing it you just making him more famous than he already is and at the same time he's making million bucks each seconds passed. Try listen to his songs first, you might end up as a fan. Well, never say never baby!

If this kid has no talent he won’t be able to pull this out with such great talent; Rascal Flatts. Personally I think this is 1 awesome collaboration♥ 1 request though after the concert tonight, Beliebers please make way for Maroon 5 ok ;)

'Did you forget all the plans you made with me? Cos baby I didn't, That should be me holding your hand..that should be me making you laugh..that should be me,this is so sad..that should be me..'