Bad habits Part II

I hate myself for being able to spend like no body business even when I'm like super broke. What that phrase mean was, I do have the cash but it should be use for other purposes. Which is far important than spending it carelessly like water. I wish to change that(again!) in this new year. I hate the fact that everyone around me already have their own income(MOST if not all),yet me still receiving allowances from my father and sister and for the record I don't know(actually I think I know,the whole world knows.In denial!) why they never...never enough for me although I plan each time on how and what I should spend them on. Seriously I do. I'm a planner you see. When I'm a state of miserably broke especially when its holiday I tend to hate myself even more, its killing me when TopGear (we subscribe the magazine monthly) arrived at our home because I know I am not destined to own those hot rides! It requires damn hard work to even buy the cheapest ride in that mag, which is like *cryblood* Again it is really killing me slowly to go to the most happening motor show, and looking at all those beautiful rides and that is all I can do...for now. Its fine with me to not have the luxury to buy the best dresses, stilettos, jeweleries,vagera2 but being me since like forever I can already picture myself in a Porsche or riding a Harley so more than the high end fashion couture I want them more than anything so for now that's my mission and passion.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Ok I feel better now.

I have fetish for cars and bikes:)

Bring in Berbatov!

Ms.Wong once told us in our first year that nearing your exam you’ll face a lot of troubles to study. Not because you do not want to but the circumstances forced you not to. That’s exactly what happened each and every paper of us for the next 3 years, and now we are all facing the final year never changed even a bit. Last Saturday when I was about to start to study for my Professional Practise(PP) and Evidence midterm Manchester United(MU) decided to play their best game so far in this season. I’ve been missing a lot of their games lately especially since the new season, but the weekends that I spent at home I tried to catch them and last weekend was the night for Dimitar Berbatov. When the critics trashed him by saying it might be his last season with the Red Devils due to his bad performance last season he scored 5 goals against Blackburn (7-1 for us) none of striker from EPL can beat that, not in this season but last season we saw how Jermain Defoe of Tottenham scored the same against Wigan Athletic when they won 9-1. The Bulgarian contributed to a record breaking Saturday for MU after such a long gap in the Barclays Premiere League. Berbatov became only the fourth player to scored five goals in a match, joining a very exclusive club, Premier League legend Alan Shearer did it in Newcastle's 8-0 victory against Sheffield Wednesday in November 1999 and Andy Cole also managed it for United against Ipswich Town in a memorable 9-0 triumph in March 1995. I never know about the 9-0 victory until Saiful told me. That night Nani, Rooney and Ji-Sung played their best game as well as most of the chances given to Berbatov initiated by their amazing moves from the middle field. What excites me the most is that a day after we won, Chelsea maintained their consistency by draw 1-1 against Newcastle United and we are once again on the top of the league. With such a little difference, the 3 teams behind us will not give up to try their hands on the cup for season 2010/2011. If we could retain the same team spirit and constancy our place to UEFA is already secured.

Serve us right!Couple of days after the victorious night,West Ham humiliated our young guns with 4-0 in the Caring Cup round.Darn it!The time we'll have to play against Liverpool for FA Cup in January I really do hope Fergie will put the best out there.

At the end of the night, the books had to give up to the great football game that I could never say NO too.

A RED Monday it is:)

Little Black Dress

Thanks to Belinda who introduced me this awesome series of Little Black Dress (LBD), since then I’m addicted to the so called ‘It’s a girl thing’ for their simple yet funny written stories. Not even single book that I read without laughing my heart out, somewhere in the middle all of them have a pinch of sarcasm like how I am in real life. All narrative related to the life of a girl, whether it’s about career, love, passion, making decision, etc. When I pick a novel I prefer a light reading, compare to a heavy science fiction kind of reading, for that I prefer to watch movies. To readers out there I suggest that you guys go to Bookxcess http://bookxcessblog.com/ for a way cheaper price (damn serious, so cheap even for hard cover!)(most) compare to other bookstore. Located in Amcorp Mall, Petaling Jaya, I guaranteed that you would love this place at first visit. I can spend hours in here mainly because they have variety of titles with good quality of books straight from USA sold to us in factory price. I’ve just completed my Cecelia Ahern’s collection, was looking for ‘The last lecture by Randy Pausch’ and ‘Can you keep a secret? by Sophie Kinsella’ which are both for dear friends of mine but they were out of stock so I have to wait AGAIN. As I grow older I find that books are a wise choice to give as a gift for their special day instead of spending on things that becomes meaningless after a period of time. But at the end of the day, the thought that counts.

Love can wait, can we?

Psycho and devastated girl who ACCIDENTALLY murdered her ex-fiance.

Old memories are hard to left behind.

Good things in life come with baggage.

Still reading.



Do you know the recipe for love?

Reading is the cheapest entertainment one can afford :)

1,2,3,4 yes I can dance:)

Dancing is an art of one to express their feeling, the freedom in the movements somehow is so rejuvenated especially when you do it in such a carefree manner, no force, more like to the willingness in enjoying them. Being exposed to Bollywood choreographers and their routines since my younger days developed the soft spot in me towards dancing. My idea of perfect routines and choreographies starts and ends with Farah Khan’s school of dancing. For me to dance is actually to have fun with ourselves and make others happy watching them although it may not turn out as perfect as what we practise. The humiliation is just for a moment, however the memories are for life to be treasured. Never in million years I would ever think I’ll get involve in naach gaana experiences, especially not in my University life but it happened and that’s why people say never say never. Sincere from my heart, I love doing it but they are not as a career backup or something, it’s just a way of me spending quality time with my loved ones when we still have the opportunity because once we leave student’s life we’ll be on different path and only time will tell whether we’ll be able to keep the bonding. InsyaAllah. The next best thing about joining all this new find hobby is meeting new people, making new friends and just enjoying our passion.

Shall we dance?Waiting for the time to learn Indian dance.

My 5th World Cup, edition : 2010.

16 years after my 1st ever world cup, still rooting for England but they still didn't manage to make us happy but its ok as we know all recent world cups we were defeated in the penalty round instead of the full game itself which is like heartache. There’s something about England and bad luck when it come to penalty kick, hoping for Rooney to obliterate the curse this time.


The year was 1994 and thanks to my father who babysit us singlehandedly for almost 4 months due to ma was hospitalised with so many complications during that period expecting that ungrateful kid and thanks to him who introduced us to Mr.FIFA and since then I lost my heart and never get it back ♥ Ever since football become part of my life until now. Ayah still the best commentator I know, the best trivia master, the best critic as well the best player that ever taught me some of football moves that can possibly used in any futsal games with the girls. 4 years all of us been waiting for this day and month, so lets just enjoy the games and screeching our lungs out for the next 31 days!


p/s: Freaking jealous to those flying to SA to watch the game! And that’s why this is listed in my list things to do before I’m 30. Or safe to say maybe before I die because looking at the the financial situation I might never going if I continue shopping. tsk.tsk.

Me with the cute mascot of World Cup 2010, Zakumi. Its a leopard,commonly found in South Africa with green hair wearing a shirt saying South Africa 2010. Zakumi's green and gold colors represents South African national sports' teams colors. His name comes from "ZA", the code for SA(not Shah Alam but South Africa), and "kumi", a word that means "ten" in various African languages.

My custom made England jersey by Umbro International. Wish to have real one later, together with Portugal away jersey. Ole...ole...ole...

What a better way to watch the matches if not with the sweet bites of cupcakes :) Not recommended for every match though, by the end of World Cup we (especially the uncles) might suffer from the silence killer;diabetic.hahaha.

Ole....ole...ole... all the way!

Take 27, action!

I cant express how much I love watching movies.I'm OK if not be able to involve in my 'imaginary' movies industry but the idea of anyone or anything stopping me from enjoying movies kind a killing me! Just throw me anything I can watch with passion, getting know the awesome background score,the amazing screenplay and storyline, mind blowing cinematography, great script and lyrics,performances by excellent actors as well as credit to the man behind each art; the director give me satisfaction as if I've worked towards it.

Paid television channel give me the opportunity to watch various and across the borders of films and know what movies alone can make my day. It can be foreign language that I've never heard before(turkish,norwich,burmese,etc) nor do it come as natural as languages that I'm using in daily life(french,iran,etc). This proclamation came out all of sudden because holiday makes me more addicted to movies.If I'm not at home means I'm in cinema,if I'm not shopping means I'm watching movies,if Im not talking about Law or study or gossips or talking about Bollywood or Shahrukh or Ranbir means I'll be talking about movies.

My dad keeps reminding me to stop buying dvds or cds as the place I'm storing them already explode with massive number of them, but still my dearest dad keeps supporting me every time I'm going out hunting for new movies.I'm the person who enjoy movie thoroughly means I shout to the screen if baddies coming after the hero, I cry for the simplest or the tiniest amount of sensitivity in a scene, I smile from ear to ear and gushing over the actors in any romantic moments, I sing and humming with them[hindi movie that is!but now days even English movies have em] so I hate when people who accompanied me to cinema have no reaction or feeling.Its kinda boring because we are not in the same page and he/she kind a show some awkwardness towards my over the top feedback[which is normal for movie goers like me!]

Any genre will do for me although I'm a sucker when it comes to romantic movies.hahahaha*wink2*

p/s: Just watch 2 movies back to back yesterday and going to do the same tomorrow.TGV here I come^_^

me think, talk and dream of movies :)

'Eccentric Art of Aidilfitri'

Riang Ria Raya 09 with The Cots ^_^

On the 090909 we shoot this video for the sake of repeating a tradition that we accidentally did last year so carry to this year and InsyaAllah for years to come. If Sarah didnt keep pushing and reminding us maybe the preparation would be as laid back as last year's as we just wore our pjs and made a medley of numbers of raya songs sitting on 1 of our bed,as last year was in Sarah's room this year we(literally!as I can't say NO can I?hehe)decided on shooting in my humagous room. Other than to wish all our friends, we also want to show that Law Students do have the crazy side in us, we do have a lot of fun apart from reading thick books & cases :) This is among the sweetest memory that I'll keep inside my heart moreover after I finished study as I bet it will be hard to keep in touch as regular as now with the girls. Love y'all!Enjoy 'The Eccentric Art of Aidilfitri'.

p/s: Sorry for the ad lips as well as for our unplanned acts,FIY after 11 takes initially this wasn't the video we decided on but as it shows the real meaning of spontaneous so here it goes.

me,LOVE Ramadhan&Syawal :)

Word of the year!

Why or why I keep thinking of certain 5 letters word? Is it because of the mega sales going on around the nation, or maybe it’s because of the Audi R8 & Porsche Cayenne I just saw on the road? Or is it because Europe, Mumbai and Old Trafford continue calling me from far? But I strongly feel it is because the Elles, Guess’, Sembonias, etc handbags I had my eyes on last week. Basically Im craving for more money these days.

Every now and then I keep myself busy thinking about how to get more money as a student? Although there are bundle of works to be done my mind just can seems to let it go. Is there something that I would do passionately without burdening me, got or not works like that? BTW, I don’t have any working experience, my dad won’t let me work for night shift, my parents will not know if I get the work because they totally against it, can I get RM5 per hour and the place have to be near my house at Taman Bunga Raya so that I don’t need to take cab or bus? Anyone who has vacancy, call me although I think the description above might lessen my chance getting an employer anytime soon!

Without even realizing it last week I felt the same excitement as the girls when they say PTPTN is about to deposit next payment,but after 5 minutes I literally can feel a slap on my face; " Cheda, you dont apply for PTPTN remember?". Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Well this I-need-more-cash sickness getting worst after recession, before, if Ayah deposit RM1k for the month I'll take time to zeroing it but now before the money can breathe in my account they disappeared already T_T

So many things going on with life now, and all of them needs money. Without radio at Malacca house I can’t seem to survive or be genuinely happy. I need my radio! It been months since last time I won something neither through T.V, magazines or radio contests. And life does suck big time because of that. Not winning something for months killing me softly inside, I never denied of how contestholic I am. People has problem because of love life or exam around the corner but I’m depressed of not winning anything. As I had plan nothing going to stop me enjoying my life as I became 21 so I need to work hard towards it. More adventures waiting for me out there!

p/s: So try live with what you have, instead of thinking about something you dont have better appreciate what you have infront of you right!Well that is want I always do but its no harm right trying to upgrade your lifestyle towards betterness.

me,like Pepsi keep ‘Ask for more’ and more MONEY! :)