LOST

I believe everyone hate the feeling of loosing someone or something that we love,or anything that very close to our heart and life.But whatever it is,I want to believe that everything happen for a reason.There is always a silver lining behind dark cloud.I don't consider myself as full optimistic because sometimes I do act or feel pessimistic towards this life,whoever says life is fair I think they need to rethink!It is very disheartening to see people leaving us no matter how close or not we were to that particular person,maybe we just being human and cry for times that we think the tears need to come out but the truth is we scare..not sure what but something,the thought that our loved one walk out from our live is scary enough for me, at least.Regardless our skin color,beliefs,religion and even which part of the world we are from, still we will or we did experience such feeling right.And obviously its not the best feeling to go through!To those out there who needs condolences just remember that all this comfort wont be there with you forever,just chin up look forward and live life to the fullest ok.That is what Im going to do in this brand new year,no more hesitation(only when it need to be there then..)

p/s: AL-FATIHAH for arwah Mohd Izzuddin Khair.Amin.

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

Where should i start?Owh let me start with clearing up some issue,sthere are people who questioning my fanaticness,obsession, fascination or whatever they want to name it for someone named Shahrukh. All of that are wrong choices of words actually,exact one would be LOVE,Je Taime(expressing it in french!)haha,cant understand where does I get this gene of adoring the art called Bollywood!Not a single person in my family understand(or atleast try to!),but I love ayah and along for always supporting my passion not directly(no way they will follow me for movies,etc).Except once i did lie literally to along,but technically it was her fault for not asking me what movie we are going to watch that particular day hahaha,funny incident!Should see her reaction once the light goes off and there were the actors who she completely tried hard to avoid.But indirectly they are the spine behind my fixation :) mama & boboy too quite a adherent number of times!

Well well,today I went to pyramid to catch the latest product by the famous combo Adi-Shahrukh-YahsrajFilms(to those who are totally,absolutely&wholly no idea what am i talking about..they are the reason behind supersuccess of DILWALE DULHANIA LE JAYENGE!Please tell me you guys did heard about this movie atleast once in your lifetime?!)Its ok,if never heard about it before..REMEMBER,im the 1 who told you guys ok!Lets make way for me the movie critique :

STORY OF A LAYMAN.To all ordinary people out there.From the perspective of a normal person.Those 3 sentences kind a summed up my view on this movie,Shahrukh once again play himself(if you want someone else,than go watch someone else!)but this time he just playing a middle class guy who works in a 4x4 cubicle in the office,who friends are just ordinary like any Tom,Dick and Harry,his house extra normal and not as gigantic and out of nowhere like those in 1 of Karan's movies.Plainly he is not the super charming RAJ or Rahul again this time!Good news right.The performance,dialogues,songs,scenes,screenplay are just simply at the right place and at the right time.Love the debutant also,Anushka is better than Deepika(personal opinion!).She had no qualms in acting opposite the biggest star in the fraternity,by that she scored big time!Wish all the best for her in the Filmfare next year.OMG2,the moment Kajol appeared I was like "they are so made for each other"and enjoy throughout the songs as well the movie.And seriously all it takes is just Kajol's cameo appearance for less than 5 minutes for the audience to completely forgot about the debutant!

In short Shahrukh has again proved his mettle and yet another jem from the King himself.His not the boy next door anymore but the normal geek who happened to be super cute!After all what do we expect from Adi other than emotional,sensitif,and romance saga although cant reach the same like the predecessor one.All in all i give 2 thumbs up after a long time!Maybe I'll consider to go and watch it for the 2nd time as i have exta 1 free stub,it has been forever since I want to try the new cinema at Capsquare so maybe that is my next destination!

Big date after a year : MY JODI!:)

First of all let me apologize for those(as if there's anyone who read my blog!)who feel irritates or annoys with the audio of Shahrukh's new movie..bottomline is do i CARE?NO!ngehehe,how mean right..but i love this widget,cant help it!okay,the reason for this posting is because the big day tomorrow..


REMINDER!

DATE : 26TH DECEMBER 2009; TOMORROW!

VENUE : PYRAMID

PARTIES : ME & SHAHRUKH

STATUS : MR&MRS KHAN TILL ETERNAL :)

p/s: MERRY XMAS to all my friends who celebrating this joy celebration..hope everyone having a blast after quite a hectic year!GOD BLESS..

im SORRY ayah+mama :(

mama,I'll always love you!

Yesterday night,the night before Raya Haji i fought AGAIN with Boboy!This time he sure had cross the limit,i was so pissed of with him but never thought(ok,i did!)at that point of time he will do & said that to me.I'm his sister although he always treat me like I'm his brother maybe because I'm not as feminine or soft like Along but that is not an excuse for him not to respect me!This is not the 1st time we fight,yell or curse each other but after all these years I had enough.I'm so sad,me and Along actually cried because of his rudeness but he remains the same,HEARTLESS!I don't want to end up like not talking to each other for more than 2 years(its not Along fault at all!),like ayah said we are the only family we have so why cant we act like 1.I hate him!Call me childish if you want but I'm not jealous or whatsoever I just think like a sister should!

I dont really give a damn about him but it such a devastating for me to just watch without doing anything his bad manner towards my parents and when ayah and mama feel sad each time we quarrel like there is no tomorrow.I scream my lungs out every time his rudeness doesn't affect him at all,for GOD sake his not a child anymore why cant they get it!Just because his the only 1 staying at home that does not give him the passport in doing so,talking.screaming rudely to ayah and mama!I'm not saying I'm the angle in the house but sometimes someone need to teach him a lesson or two,cant simply act the same way when you were like 3 years old!I know my parents love us equally(there'r occasions where I've doubt it!:p)

ayah,love you till death!

I love my parents to death,maybe I'm the most emotional child to them but GOD knows how deep is my love for them as they are the only family I have,for a 20 years old girl I'm quite non dependent when it comes to surviving in the world or home without my ayah and mama! All I do is want to give them as many happiness as I could,I may not declare my worship for them from the roof top but they know whatever it takes for me to fight for their love or attention I will do it!I may not the best daughter in the world but 1 thing I will never stop to do is trying to be 1,for their eyes atleast :) One thing for sure they are the best parents a girl can have!With the new year just around the corner I wish I will be a better person all around!

raya haji 2008,

saiyidah izzati nur :)

DATUK for them,always SHAHRUKH for me :)

Datuk SRK,mine always...

First of all congrats to Shahrukh for this award,he had been knighted with Datukship for those who came in late.No one else(in Malaysia at least) feel as happy+excited+thrilled for him as i am!I may be the unofficial Datin for him but he is always the official King Khan in my heart,*wink*!At the ceremony I seriously think he looks sharp and charming in those baju melayu and samping,it cant be more perfect than black can it?Regardless what people have been criticizing since the news came out I always support the idea because they don't know the true reason behind it,or they pretend do not know about it as they just cant accept the fact some one else get the title without having to pay for it!This Bollywood heartthrob really deserve it,period!

srk : where are you cheda,i need you now in this special occasion :p

What made me feel so bad was that we were actually so close yet so far away because of the dates and information misunderstanding,the ceremony took place at a place that very close to my place in Malacca plus all the route he went,all the places he visited are all there right infront of me!This sad+disappointed+heart broken feeling wont leave me at least for the next 3-4 weeks, I really need times to swallow this bitter fact,arghhhhhhh!Hope he will fulfilled his promise to come back,at near future hopefully(I know he will!)Never felt so distressing about leaving Malacca for home but this time it really torn my heart in pieces :( But its ok i think,GOD sure have better plan for me in future(insyaALLAH).Glad Shahrukh took this opportunity to talked about Islam and tackle the issue of jihad in relating to the Mumbai blast 26/11,well spoke I must say.I know people out there sure will argue about his stand when it comes to religion,he may appears to be not a perfect muslim but who are we to judge?Are we perfect ourselves in this sense,honestly?He is like so intelligent,smart and brilliant for me as he thinks and talks really super fast and all got substance not just politically correct.

He may be Raj or Rahul in the reel life but you can't miss that effervescent winsome charm that serenades your affectionate attention effortlessly even in the real life!He may not have the greek god looks nor the abs like a washboard but he will always be MY SHAHRUKH forever eventhough he is a Datuk now.Here comes the hindi part,hehe :)
PYAR woh hameesha!

Take 1...ACTION!

I always knew there's a hidden talent deep down inside me (so selfproclaimed didnt i?)but what the heck i know i adore the world of directing not as a bossy but in the art field i meant.Movie buff as well as tv's addict but for a reason which is i have a secret and ambitious dream of becoming a FILM DIRECTOR one day!I love the work of Yasmin Ahmad the most when it comes to local talent(she's really well known across the globe as well!)not because all the controversies made up by the medias but i think without doing so much she actually did awesomely many things,means simple but perfect to the T!From China i really fond of works done by Wong Kar Wai where simplicity brings us to the root itself where we don't have to look far away from our daily life itself!Khabir Bhatia and his better half,Mira are also among those who influenced the types of my directing school will look like.Hollywood wise im sure there are tons of talented director,hard to really have a pick!

Don't know where the future will lead me after graduated with degree in law but NYC is always be part of my plan,im in my way of collecting,watching,living and absorbing every little inches of material in the world of cinema right now..im considering all the listed and suggested films by the well known director or the people who have dedicated their life in learning & breathing films(Ranbir and Imran that is)

Will start the storyline,cast,screeplay,songs(a must!)etc(cheWAhhhhh!) early next year,still brainstorming though..always been influenced by k.jo's classy+drama+romance+emotional type of story but i need or more to want to include social messages as for my satisfaction and we do need that don't we in this urban-i dont-even know-my neighbour's name-world because to create awareness about small things is harder than educate people about huge issues that has been always potrayed in daily soap opera/movies/ads,etc.Its takes effort,creativeness(lack in this department!),sincerity and so much more to make this works!Will i or wont i succeed just work,wait,pray and see :)

Miss old DIARY to miss cool BLOG!

From writing to typing,it doesn't really change me much though..still cant avoid the trait of babbling non-stop for almost every post but if those days i have to think carefully before doodlling anything this time in this way modern world i can write,delete and write again..hehe :) Its really help me as a indefinite people who cant think straight of what to say,keep changing my mind every 3 seconds!I don't write stuff that might made the world shattering nor bring huge changes in this man eating world but at least i hope my thoughts(sound serious but believe me its NOT!) can add some salts,spices and sugar to our life :)

i hope by starting to be an avid reader(novels,even FILMFARE used such a great medium in delivering although it just gossips al the way! )i could improve my English,writing is easy but not communicating with such a full confidence!it makes me choke sometimes!hate it,because i know i can simply handle it without this unprepared nerve wrecking moments!

There were times where people who constantly blogging bugs me off,in short its kind a annoys me!i know..i know,for no reason why should i felt that way!for sure not because of jealousness,NO WAY because i admired them in some way(creativeness + ability to make people listen to you without have to speak!).Its not easy to do!Well for me,this blogging thing happen incidently,from a final project in our last sem of foundation in law till now it just a time pass for me.

But now officially,im ADDICTED to blogging..not at malacca(for some reason,read : Privateness) only at my home! :p dying to keep writing as cool thoughts as possible but only when i have time,don't want to keep writing for the sake of new entries!

MONEY ~ MONEY~MONEY

In short it defines universal happiness for most of people,and i wont pretend that im not 1 of them..i am but maybe at different level of understanding and perception of the importance!its almost 4 in the morning,im not sure what am i babbling right now..haha..i would say money play such a massive part in our lives that sometimes im feeling like screaming my lungs out every time i cant afford to buy something that others can but you have to work for it right or else it wont come flying from the sky and straight to your bank account!i always plan to keep all my winning cash but at the end it wont fulfilled my wishes instead all of them will be spent to stuff that i cant even appreciate after a while(most of the time as fast as i reach home from shopping complex!)so because of im reaching the number 21 in 8 months i think it cant be more right time for me to start thinking about my future..i have a list of things i want to try my hands on before atleast i reach 30 years old,the question is do i have the capacity of fulfilling it..its all in my mind as well as my effort..hopefully if there's hardwork it will pays off 1 day..better be late than never!

• HAJI
  
• whatever for my family!
• Charity that close to my heart
  
• traveling backpackers,around the globe!
• my dream houses & collection of cars and superbikes i fond of!
• vacation abroad,luxury items!
• my swatch collection!
• wardrobe makeover!
• BOLLYWOOD & srkajol
• Manchester United & EPL
• Master/Phd NY/Harvard in Law & Film Direction
• Direct movies,become somebody in any field i LOVE!
• Continue my Taekwando to higher level!
• Musical instruments; piano,guitar,violin,etc
• Adventurous activities; mountain climbing,go-kart,skiing,paint-ball,etc
• Charity works close to my heart!
  
• Foundation helping others
• Gadgets (IPOD family,Macbook,games,etc)
• Collection of Magazines,DVDs,pictures,etc..
• Each continent.
• Perfect & dream wedding :)

if there another wishes i keep track of i will write it down later k,chow~

Lyrical jammed~

For some reason i find this part of lyric from the song of 'Coba' by Faizal Tahir is very some kind of connected with my feeling most of the time as i think..repeat,THINK i always fell for wrong guys time after time not because they are bad guys or what but they just the wrong choice as they are either taken or TAKEN! *sigh* i never ever planned to have a crush on this 1 particular guy from my past but as they say the heart never listen to us did they!but believe me i rather keep the best friend tag forever then having a romantic or lovey dovey thing for a while and not be able to become friends after let say unfortunate things take place..

TOUCH WOOD!not in thousands years will i become that 3rd woman..plus im not in a state where i can afford a serious relationship right now,i dont think i will ever be ready!yup,i am a relationship phobic so here it goes,1 of among my millions my favorite song..

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Untuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau andai
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenangkan merasa

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Pada mu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihat mu
Pernahkan kau ada
Bila ku perlu tuk menyatakan
Rasa sakit dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana ku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis padamu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mata ku..

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Padamu

p/s: dont you guys felt the same way like me at certain points of our life?come on,ADMIT!

new circle of friends :)

Its the same as what had happen during my foundation days..and it happen again where we took at least 4-5 months to really break the ice and gelled together quite well and show the true colors of ourselves rather than trying to be nice and polite all the time towards each other(not that i insist we should be rude!) happy to found and add the numbers to the present friends i have,they are nice,cool although i can confidently say we are quite similar in different way!regardless our background great sense of humour i think is the major reason behind our new found friendship and that is because laughter does make people bond in great ways and hopefully we will continue becomes friends a long term :) i very comfortable with them so far, i mean some of them like put,sha,fateen,juza,saiful,neo,meiyan and colin(miss him,did'nt even met him once this new sem!)others are nice too but somehow we haven't had time to hangout as everyone is busy with their own stuff!and i also have a futsal team now, we call ourselves as GLORY FIAT JUSTITIA means winning by fairplay!its not that we played for serious tournament or what but just to burn up some calories and to stay fit(YES!main reason though) we even have our own coaches adha and ku,others girls in my team are fatin,aliah and hana..they are our juniors,but a team its not about that but its all about the spirit we have during each games!i really love football so hopefully through our futsal hours i can polish my hidden talent as a samba player..hehe..meet you at the next game,pritttttttttttt(whistle that is!) :)

3rd sem + HECTICNESS 1st level!

As a normal,totally,completely normal and full of excuses kind of student (",) i must say that this short semester will be an adventurous journey for me although its a super short one!i already survived two weeks,struggling though..this new sem i felt a little bit left out,i need my own space,my own air(literally) to breath rather than sharing almost everything with everyone..it makes me kind a gasping for air!call me drama queen if you want but i really..really indeed fell suffocate with restlessness,boringness,and moodiness(of others) above all!i wish i have the super power of making everyone feels happy and stress less all the time:) its not a noble intention nor i pretend to be one but i just want to passed this year with great sense of cHedaness!(i will explain about that in 1 special blog!)

This time im taking two subjects which is Family Law & Evidence and Procedure in Syariah Law,initial planning was to include national dance but the class full already so maybe next time.Lucky us this time we'r having blast at each and every class or tuto because our lecturer who is miss Asmida and miss Magesh are funny and knowledgeable at the same time!they are really good in their field,i couldnt help myself from laughing my heart out everytime they are in the 'goofy' moments..hehehe :) i have had great time each classes but hopefully it will affect my results and perfomance in a good way!

Meeting is this sem middle name i must say,all the time i have meeting for most of the events took place next year and they are :-

1. Desa Tercinta 2009, sports division
2. LawNight 2009, Le Banquet, funding division
3. Law Seminar 2009, publicity division
   

i pray everyday that i will be able to carry all my responsibilities to the perfection,insyaALLAH.i just need to balance my schedule as a student,person out of U and also comT members.im hoping to gain lots of new experience as well as friends through this activities.Hope each task will be completed without much problems and if does occurred then i hope i learn a thing or two during the way which if not make me a better person than i am now just make me wiser than i am now :p till next post,chow!

DOSTANA

AM I GAY?DOSTANA IT IS :)
Well..well people!let us dont jump to a conclusion so easily there,what i meant was am i GAY(HAPPY!) after seeing so much of gayest acting in the past 24 hours.Basically i was trying to express my huge disappointment after watching the most anticipated movie of this year(mine at least!)ok,i did enjoy listening to couple of songs(desi girl,jaane kyu,my fav:khabar nahi) the beautiful shots of places in Miami and ofcourse the hot bod of john and PC but there is nothing beyond that!please,dont even remind me about all the gay scenes,it does not justified the situation in real life for god sake..so many times have we seen these kind of jokes,gay jokes that is!I really thought the film will bring some freshness in this taboo issue as how will they tackle the sensitive parts but it seems that they didn't instead they just portray of how to pretend to be a GAY!After nikhil tried pretty hard to prooved his mettle once again karan johar's assistant tarun failed miserably but although for me the storyline,script,music etc just OK but for sure the box office collection will sky rocket as its a Dharma Production's baby right!all the best for karro and his team though,their films no doubt has always been a classy,picture perfect,addictive music but not this one for sure.For some reason karan just cannot passed his greatness(maybe its in the genes!)in direction or style because both of his asst although has been under k.jo's wongs for years since KKHH still they did not manage to get it right.Wow,i have discovered the new side of me which is the films critic :) its easy to sit and judge others but are you up for challenge?i don't think i ever will be ready but bring in on!That is how life functioning isn't it?we must always expect the unexpectable,all the time!next hindi film in my list is of course shahrukh's Rab Ne Bana De Jodi(RNBDJ),wish all the success & luck for adi and yashraj(they really need it!)believe me..till next movie~

next plane home..when?

its time for me to going back to where i should stay for the next 3 years,Malacca it is..hate it this feeling,feeling like crying+shouting+beating someone because leaving hme sweet home is never a nice feeling you know!hope to write as regular as i would like but we'll see how it goes in this new sem,1 thing for sure it will be HECTIC!hope shahrukh will be down here on 29th,ok got to go now..packing time!

at last someone..backup!

When i ask people of why they say Shahrukh did not deserve the title Datuk they just simply backlash as 'He is a foreigner,that is why!'..well2 people,it clearly shows that none of you guys really pay attention to whom the datukship title been awarded all this time, dont you?but it just the way malaysian mentality are,so i dont necessarily blame anyone but hope this post along with Tun M post regarding this issue will at least made public have a wider perspective..i have read about the friendship budding between shahrukh and Tun M when they met at Langkawi years ago and due to that as well as sense of respect between them does not have anything to do with this article though..


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DATO SHAH RUKH KHAN

1. Saya berasa malu apabila anugerah Dato kepada Shah Rukh Khan dipertikaikan. Kita kerap juga memberi gelaran Dato Kehormat kepada orang asing bagi menghargai sumbangan mereka kepada negeri atau negara. Jasa mereka ini kebanyakannya kurang daripada jasa Shah Rukh Khan.

2. Saya terlibat secara langsung dengan kurniaan bintang-bintang kehormatan kepada orang-orang yang berjasa tiap-tiap tahun. Kerap kali saya tidak kenal pun calon-calon yang dikemukakan.

3. Sesungguhnya ramai yang lebih layak daripada calon-calon ini tidak termasuk dalam senarai dan tidak mendapat bintang-bintang kehormatan. Kemudian saya ditanya kenapa beri kepada orang-orang ini dan tidak orang itu. Saya tidak dapat jawab kerana tiada siapa yang diberi tugas memilih calon-calon mengemukakan nama mereka-mereka ini. Mereka juga tersilap. Tiap-tiap tahun ini berlaku.

4. Shah Rukh Khan seperti kita maklum adalah bintang filem Bollywood yang terkenal. Saya telah usaha untuk menarik syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood untuk membuat filem di sini kerana ia akan memperkenalkan Malaysia bukan sahaja kepada penonton filem di India tetapi di Eropah juga. Tujuannya ialah untuk menarik pelancong ke Malaysia.

5. Antara yang sambut jemputan saya ialah Shah Rukh Khan. Dia amat tertarik dengan pemandangan di Malaysia. Banyaklah filemnya yang mempunyai latar tempat-tempat yang menarik di Malaysia.

6. Kita bukan sahaja dapat menarik pelancong tetapi kegiatan perfileman memaksa syarikat-syarikat Bollywood belanja wang yang banyak. Ramai pekerja dan orang lain di Malaysia mendapat banyak nikmat. Ada kalanya Shah Rukh mengadakan pertunjukan percuma untuk bantu badan-badan amal.

7. Kerana Shah Rukh memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem-filemnya banyak syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood lain turut memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem mereka.

8. Saya fikir Shah Rukh layak mendapat penghormatan sebagai Dato Kehormat. Ini tidak bermakna artis-artis tempatan tidak layak mendapat penghormatan seperti Shah Rukh. Tetapi janganlah kita tarik balik anugerah ini untuk diberi kepada artis tempatan. Kita punyai banyak bintang kehormatan lagi yang boleh diberi kepada diri kita.

RiaNG Ria dEEPARaYA miss CUNO..again,ME~

As I'm still did not bother in mastering the art of this BLOG stuff; etc: how to post pictures for every paragraphs instead of post all of them on the center,really need to learn from nora lah! So this post is specially for posting all those pictures of me during this holiday!





We the sweet bunch,FLWbers and friends do hang out(if that what we call the time wewent to open houses together then let it be!) and also i as the officially movie buff catched some movies in cinema,and how frustrated for me to know that Karan Johar's Dostana will be in cinema on 14th of Nov which i already stuck in Melacca and there is no where i could fly back to SA as short semester will be like super duper hectic not because the lame excuse of as we the law student but because of the event i will be associated next sem; Law Night & Desa Tercinta in Perlis!GOD please,i really need mentally and physically strenght for the next sem,i do not want neglect any 1 of my work or study i want to give the damn best!

MISS LAZY...ME!

i am truly so disappointed in MYSELF (solely) for not be able to write as many blogs as i wish to,no excuses will be given this time as i believed it was not because of lack of time but plainly because of me getting lazier each day,yup that's why! mainly I am going to sum up all the things took place for period i disappeared which are most of it kind of exciting as we just get over the festive season means FOOD ALL THE WAY & EVERYWHERE! This year EID MUBARAK & DIWALI was celebrated quite in high of happiness spirit and the duit raya also not bad lah for a 20 years old girl :)

Then there was the super hype event of the Malacca government awarding my Shahrukh with datukship .It does created such a buzz and unsatisfactory among the artistes here,they all just dont get it why SRK has been awarded with the title!but I DO!and it needs someone to actually understand what kind of and to what level his contribution to our tourism sector.I really hope and pray that i could meet him during his trip here insyaALLAH on 29th of November to receive the datukship at Istana Melaka near our place.if last time i do not have such stuff to record my most precious moment in life which is like once in a lifetime opportunity this time i will make sure everything is ready to go!

LUCKY2! I guess i have been blessed with such luck from GOD that i won a new studio 15 DELL Laptop from fly.fm; its all about the music!thank you very much Prem for picking up my phone!i was about to join the Bond contest going on up down center these days but the fact that i know IF let say i did won the trip to London or Germany will ayah and mama let me go?the answer is NO so i think better i wait for more appropriate time in future for me to travel around the globe!my goal now is to cover as much money as i loss during my 'bad phase' from all these contest hope i will be able to have saving that i can be proud of for the next 5 years.Then im so damn lucky to won a pair of Baby-G and a G-Shock watches from Quickie :) another reason for the big grin these days.

1001 things going on!

ok,its been a while(did I always started my blog with this famous sentence?!)hehe..but what can i do man,its been hectic,busy,frantic,frenzied,etc..i'm such a awful person when it comes to scheduling my days!this entry just a warm up to what i'm going to say in the next..next..next blogs entry!there have been great events took place lately, not so great fall out, how we patch up& entertaining gossips spreading through our own world,and so much more and i will posted some of the pics..i wish during the next sem break i could spend some time learning about how to make this blog page more glowing than current one..loads of stories needed to be told by mwah :p as it hopefully will going to clear up my chest and mine of course!give me some time yeah..chow!

.the name is...RANBIR!

yessss...i have a new crush..or should i say latest and the only crush after SHAHRUKH!the name is RANBIR,yup he's the one from the saawariya fame and being the eligible bachelor son of mr&.mrs rishi/neetu kapoor just adding up why he is sooo chraming,good looking/manner as well,sexy..oooohhh,i can go on and on about him but never before i had such a power crush on someone else..he has mastered the way of melting my heart through his deep looking eyes..although certain ms.padukone is dating him I DONT GIVE A DAMN!hope i'll have the chance to catch his latest film,'bachena aee haseeno' releasing worldwide on this 15th of August..please GOD..please..by that time i should clear up my job and find time to sneak to the cinema..weehoo cant wait!here are some of his pics,carefull he might just steal your heart at first sight...haha..or maybe it just me and my fragile heart easily falls for him..im currently addicted to his songs from BAH titled 'khuda jaane hai'...definitely defining my situation now!

khuda jaane ke main fida hoon,
khuda jaane main mitgaya,
khuda jaane yeh kyu hua hain,
ke bangaye ho tum mere khuda.. :)

me,smitten by RANBIR :)

dEBobs dAY ouT :)

well,well..i need to clear up all the stocks of stories took place in July as i've decided to not to make my blog like a story books with long2 sentences that might boring me,myself later in future when i decided to maybe read through all my blogs again for time pass.. this post will be absolutely on my day out wif my bessfren debob a.k.a ENA..from nowhere the name debob came into picture as 1 night we were talking about our passion towards foods!hahaha..cute naa..seriouly man cant believe its already 1 year since the night i was crying my lungs out when she took the flight to poland..tik..tok..the time sure does flying away these days!ok2,we went to pyramid and the plan was to shop till we drop..btw,mun also came along,viva's window made a scene that morning..arghhh!but everything was under control! ena bought us lunch at the 'famous' kenny rogers,we were bowling but no skating as not feeling like to do it at that time plus there was so many things come up like signs for us not to go with the idea..hehe..such EXCUSES!i need to control my shopaholic addiction coz its seems getting worst..now days its hard for me to save money..

ena havent changed for an inch,she just being the old ena..the humble,modest,down to earth ena but still got that pain in the a** attitude!muahaha..love her for that..

we ATHLETES,M.C?!!!

We are so excited knowing that there will be a Olympic day ofcourse in MMU way and we wanted to join any sports listed..i was so thrill too as im the hugest sport lover!so after a lot of postponing me and ksya finally registered for bowling competition in double category where we paid rm35,I would love to join my fav badminton game though but afraid it might clash with other game in final(as confident as that!)so we go for 1 sport for this time..maybe next time I will for sure try for other..we met new friends’ zaleha(our law junior) who is so down to earth although I can say she fit the criteria of rich kid from penang and also liyana & atikah who is our neighbours at the bowling lane at MELAKA RAYA(the creepy shopping complex!)the game started pretty well compared to other girls team as we have to join the boys in 1 group because there was not enough teams in whole..our confident was crash after the supergreat games played by the right lane from ours as that vinat guy spares & strikes all the time!what a game man!no.7 was not that bad after all,we play for fun and I know I could do so much better..at least we have a consolation prize;a green tshirt..hope there will be many events to be join in future!because of this 1 activity I joined I can possibly said I gain new friends and larger my social circulation..i need to enlarge my circle of friends or maybe for starter acquaintances..i met jrs like nice zaleha,liana,and tykah..

The other activity was the audition of emcee for the law seminar in august too,we went and tried our luck(me,ksya&sarah!)..it was ksya’s idea at 1^st but we decided to lend our support to her as well as try our talent for the sake of vanishing stage fright(for me lah!)and I did quite ok although a little bit of nervousness..haha..the judges were mr.gary,dr.myint zan and our 4^th year senior..its a worth experience in short..i will for sure the next2 time too=) IM NOT A QUITTER!

p/s: I need to learn to pronounce words clearly and correctly as its been a habit for me to keep pronouncing wrongly certain words..HATE IT!trauma dude,past experience that still wrapped up inside my memory box..

SUPER BUSINESSWOMEN!

Hye miss want to try& buy our marshmallow choc dip for RM1.80 only..we also have mix fruits with choc dip at rm2.50 or you can try our homemade dadih RM1 only for 1 cup and we have 4 flavours of it; apple,grape,strawberry as well as mango! Yup,that was my line or should I said written dialog in my head for the past 2 weeks in approaching customers who walking pass our qiosk at Ixora..as i said earlier and they just laugh everytime i say it but SERIOULSY!i can be applying to be 1 of the record holder in the GUINESS BOOK OF RECORD for the most highest number of dialogue repeated in a week!but overall,its been a great,enjoyable experience though although it was also quite tiring as we made ourselves the dadih and believe me how the warm and positive feedback we got for it..DAMN HAPPY! For those who asking what is dadih its actually like jelly or pudding should I say as lot of foreigners(some local too!) student have no clue about what it is all about…this our side business to find capital for our real biz on cyberpreneurship day later in August,although they are 19 of us in the team we actually divided into 2 groups where Neo(leader),me(asst.leader),sarah(secretary),ksya(promotion with nora),pza(decoration),nora,dhana(treasurer),jin liang(freelance) and angie(the chef) in 1 team..i love the combination & enthusiasm that we share and showed in this team!wehooo!!

Although an applause also should be given to a lot of people who dedicated their self in made this biz successful,like saiful who I think work really2 hard in making sure we have enough stuff for the daily biz,controlling our finance and profit and making sure everyone is happy with their duty!also our advisor,fateen who have those qualities that a leader need although she is so not serious when outside her workframe then we have nik, meiyan, poo, reva,pang, andy, juza and mamat who equally put their effort through those weeks. I enjoy being 1 of those reliable promoter who pull a lot of customers day to day and as hurt as it gets when rejection to rejection we get in the affort..haha..some are just rude,annoying and pain in the ass kind off people who just don’t know how to politely say ‘no,thank you’ but rather walked by with sour faces!im so proud of my self as I can really work in a group of new friends and they are so cool actually,2^nd sem seems the beginning of new guys to be closer in my circle of life hopefully it always in smooth journey though..TOUCHWOOD!talking about problem I suspecting there are for sure politic in this class lah,there are some people hating some brilliant people and I have no idea for what reason!well I don’t think I want to know about it as it will get to me later so better enjoying all the good days as I possibly can..haha..its a selfless way of being selfish!

I cant wait to made dadih at home and its so easy and it taste really good,believe me!ok,the side biz is over so its time to focus on mid sem exam and searching for supplier and idea for the real day of cyberp..issue of budget is running high and tense too!

birthday girl speaks up..

its been a simply hectic weeks for the past 2 weeks, i think i can only do blogging when im at home..i mean my real HOME here at shah alam as its more easy o write stuff when you are at the best & most tranquility place you most comfortable with..so today my blog will be about the event took place not so long ago which is my B'DAY BASH thrown by the cots family the day when i returned to EP after a heartbroken weekend!basicly it wasn’t a shocking surprise to me as its kind of a tradition to throw 1 for each of our birthday except for those who celebrated during holiday..sorry girls..=p i love sarah,ksya & pza not because they're part of the SWEET BUNCH not merely lah..it s also for the reason that i be able to just being ME in front of them, and they except me for who i am..and now that nora joins our circle of friendship makes me also want to thanks her for adapt with our world!ok2,back to the b'day bash thing im so thrilled but sad its been a late surprise but still...I ENJOYED TO THE MAX! serioulsy talking i dont really give a damn about the party, gifts, etc.. but just want them to wish me on time thats all..but i dont have the courage to tell them about it..the theme was the cute & adorable(pza keep telling me how adorable i am!hehe)cow.. i like..i like..along also bough me a lot of stuff but im missng the card she always made for me..btw my future bro-in-law add me at fs with some concerning kind of msg!actually i have a wish list of what i want to buy for myself for my birthday but i have to work hard to get it!im trying hard to reinvent myself as the 20 years have gone by with so many left to cover..so here's some pics of us on that day!HAPPY 20TH BIRHDAY TO ME,SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BT RAZAK MAIDEEN..

SHOCKINGLY HAPPY OF NOT SO SURPRISE B'DAY BASH!!!

its been a simply hectic weeks for the past 2 weeks,i think i can only do blogging when im at home..i mean my real HOME here at shah alam as its more easy o write stuff when you are at the best & most tranquility place you most comfortable with..so today my blog will be about the event took place not so long ago which is my B'DAY BASH thrown by the cots family the day when i returned to EP after a heartbroken weekend!basicly it wasnt a shocking surprise to me as its kind of a tradition to throw 1 for each of our birthday except for those who celebrated during holiday..sorry girls..=p i love sarah,ksya & pza not because they'r part of the SWEET BUNCH not merely lah..it s also for the reason that i be able to just being ME infront of them,and they except me for who i am..and now that nora joins our circle of friendship makes me also want to thanks her for adapt with our world!ok2,back to the b'day bash thing im so thrilled but sad its been a late surprise but still...I ENJOYED TO THE MAX!serioulsy talking i dont really give a damn about the party,gifts,etc..but just want them to wish me on time thats all..but i dont have the courage to tell them about it..the theme was the cute&adorable(pza keep telling me how adorable i am!hehe)cow..i like..i like..along also bough me alot of stuff but im missng the card she always made for me..btw my future bro-in-law add me at fs with some concerning kind of msg!actually i have a wish list of what i want to buy for myself for my birthday but i have to wirk hard to get it!so here's some pics of us on that day!HAPPY 20TH BIRHDAY TO ME,SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BT RAZAK MAIDEEN..

WORST birthday ever!

1st,it was the worst birthday because as this is my 1st ever b'day w'out ayah and mama being there for me physically to celebrate it..but of course they did called and wished me like others did!friends did text me wishes as usual,but some i guess maybe slipped the date out of their mind and some maybe just being busy..i knew cva would be the last to wishes me plus she's now in her orientation days so its hard for her to find time to call me as her seniors waned about no using hp for this 1 week..im very2 proud of her..i am!she has proven what is the real determination is,she succeed greatly from stpm to UM now..wish i have that kind of preservation!

secondly it was so suck because the fact that certain best friends 'forgot' to wish me..i dont give a damn to presents or whatsoever surprise party but just WISH me will you!i cant believe that i actually cried and weeping like a baby on my b'day ..i am super emotional,remember?!even along shocked to know the truth,but she bought me a piece of cake(secret recipe,thanks!)and giordano shirt&pants..when cva called me that was the point where i cant longer hold my tears so i bursted into it,then call to chat with z..then fif call me!he made my day actually by making me forget(for a moment!)about all my sadness and pain feeling..we talk everything under the sun(basically all about me!)and him also..haha..he is someone that i can talk to anytime,abot everything..thanks fif,tq a lot!

3rdly im so frustrated with myself that i cant seems to change old habit,you can!SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BOLEH!!!!!!!i need to try..HARDER PLEASE!

i cut my b'day cake this evening,clicking some photos!i wanted to give ayah my hp but dont think so he will accept it..im chatting with debob after a while,she's now in m'sia so hopefully could possibly spent more time 'hanging out' at ym..today we went for 'HANCOCK',enjoyable kinda off movie with a shocking twist where i kinda expected it though..i this is one of those day where i shop till drop man!owh yeah,chatted with sanjit(that handsome medic boy from KU,he'snow at Indonesia doing dentist)..borak2 biasa je..he's an anime lover,never knew that and plus he's also movie buff as there the tics& popcorn are damn cheap,im feeling damn jealous!alya asked to go out tomorrow but i guess i have to passed it for another time,maybe ena and my plan will come into force..hehe..ok till next post..

phir milenge=)

part III..

this half year i've probably watch many films in cinema than i did for the whole last year,yeah thats the effect of not having sources of entertainment(neighbours natural noisy doesnt count!)..i cant stand my life witjout tv as i missing a lot of my fav dramas(greys anatomy's dishy doctors;mcdreamy in particular!,ugly betty's nerdiest moment,henry he geek ofcourse,all the CSIs,House;enjoy our same level of sarcastic-ness,and others!)..as im not really into internet except for news,BOLLYWOOD world so its kinda boring basically our weekend here..but not when we'r having movie night!yeayyyy!im very2 happy as they love all my trivias,they enjoyed the movies and struck to the heroes(certain mr.rampal,deshmukh and kapur!) and cant get the songs out of their mind lately..muahaha..here are some of the footage some of my cinema moment..there was this 1 accident where really tested our patient when we went to MBO(our cinema crib at melaka)to catch he '27 dresses' but came home dissapointedly not once bu twice as bad luck strikes us 2 times in a week when the failure of electricity happened..arghhhh!!!

this year also marked the highest spending of money in my life(as far as i seriously noticed!)..i dont want all ayah's spending goes to just waste..i have list of stuff that i want to buy using my own effort because i cost so much expenses already!hopefully i'll managed lah..

part II...

a lot have had happen in the 1st half of this year,started with me a degree student,staying with complete strangers whom also my buddies since foundation days,spreading the love&dreams of BOLLYWOOD to others(hahaha!),going to perlis to send the groom side to a wedding there&shopping at the famously talked abou;Padang Besarfamily day,ma&ayah 50th birthday,going to abroad for the 1st time in my life(sem holiday to UNIQUELY S'PORE!),sad accidents(ayah's n95 got stolen,pakcik rahman being robbed),etc..ena is finally in MALAYSIA,yeahh!miss debob so much as we dont really got to ym lately due to our buzy-ness!but bestfriend is to stays right no matter how rarely we had time to keep in touch we still have each oher to depends on in whatever circumstances!i feel so jealous of her being to travel to another countries(most are the best to be discovered by us!)..i'll make sure that i WILL travel to all the country that fascinates me for all this time!i just need to extremely focus on my present to achieved my dreams of the future!

as im blogging i keep thinking about the affect this techno had done to the world at large and personalities in narrow in order to promote their so called personal thoughts in various field but i strongly believed in all for the sake of popularity except for my fav karan johar and thats why i pick his site to be linked with my blog as i really do enjoy reading all his thoughts&story rather i say as he is like one of the story teller and even better he's belong the most powerful fraternity of indian cinema..but SHAHRUKH keep standing to what he says earlier he does not BLOGGING like others as he doesn't want to involve for the sake of others are doing so he has to do it to..plus hes damn busy already where should he finds extra time right?he is a complete entertainer himself,he doesnt need a blog to confirmed it!i can go ga-ga over him forever..=)

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