Take 1...ACTION!

I always knew there's a hidden talent deep down inside me (so selfproclaimed didnt i?)but what the heck i know i adore the world of directing not as a bossy but in the art field i meant.Movie buff as well as tv's addict but for a reason which is i have a secret and ambitious dream of becoming a FILM DIRECTOR one day!I love the work of Yasmin Ahmad the most when it comes to local talent(she's really well known across the globe as well!)not because all the controversies made up by the medias but i think without doing so much she actually did awesomely many things,means simple but perfect to the T!From China i really fond of works done by Wong Kar Wai where simplicity brings us to the root itself where we don't have to look far away from our daily life itself!Khabir Bhatia and his better half,Mira are also among those who influenced the types of my directing school will look like.Hollywood wise im sure there are tons of talented director,hard to really have a pick!

Don't know where the future will lead me after graduated with degree in law but NYC is always be part of my plan,im in my way of collecting,watching,living and absorbing every little inches of material in the world of cinema right now..im considering all the listed and suggested films by the well known director or the people who have dedicated their life in learning & breathing films(Ranbir and Imran that is)

Will start the storyline,cast,screeplay,songs(a must!)etc(cheWAhhhhh!) early next year,still brainstorming though..always been influenced by k.jo's classy+drama+romance+emotional type of story but i need or more to want to include social messages as for my satisfaction and we do need that don't we in this urban-i dont-even know-my neighbour's name-world because to create awareness about small things is harder than educate people about huge issues that has been always potrayed in daily soap opera/movies/ads,etc.Its takes effort,creativeness(lack in this department!),sincerity and so much more to make this works!Will i or wont i succeed just work,wait,pray and see :)

Miss old DIARY to miss cool BLOG!

From writing to typing,it doesn't really change me much though..still cant avoid the trait of babbling non-stop for almost every post but if those days i have to think carefully before doodlling anything this time in this way modern world i can write,delete and write again..hehe :) Its really help me as a indefinite people who cant think straight of what to say,keep changing my mind every 3 seconds!I don't write stuff that might made the world shattering nor bring huge changes in this man eating world but at least i hope my thoughts(sound serious but believe me its NOT!) can add some salts,spices and sugar to our life :)

i hope by starting to be an avid reader(novels,even FILMFARE used such a great medium in delivering although it just gossips al the way! )i could improve my English,writing is easy but not communicating with such a full confidence!it makes me choke sometimes!hate it,because i know i can simply handle it without this unprepared nerve wrecking moments!

There were times where people who constantly blogging bugs me off,in short its kind a annoys me!i know..i know,for no reason why should i felt that way!for sure not because of jealousness,NO WAY because i admired them in some way(creativeness + ability to make people listen to you without have to speak!).Its not easy to do!Well for me,this blogging thing happen incidently,from a final project in our last sem of foundation in law till now it just a time pass for me.

But now officially,im ADDICTED to blogging..not at malacca(for some reason,read : Privateness) only at my home! :p dying to keep writing as cool thoughts as possible but only when i have time,don't want to keep writing for the sake of new entries!

MONEY ~ MONEY~MONEY

In short it defines universal happiness for most of people,and i wont pretend that im not 1 of them..i am but maybe at different level of understanding and perception of the importance!its almost 4 in the morning,im not sure what am i babbling right now..haha..i would say money play such a massive part in our lives that sometimes im feeling like screaming my lungs out every time i cant afford to buy something that others can but you have to work for it right or else it wont come flying from the sky and straight to your bank account!i always plan to keep all my winning cash but at the end it wont fulfilled my wishes instead all of them will be spent to stuff that i cant even appreciate after a while(most of the time as fast as i reach home from shopping complex!)so because of im reaching the number 21 in 8 months i think it cant be more right time for me to start thinking about my future..i have a list of things i want to try my hands on before atleast i reach 30 years old,the question is do i have the capacity of fulfilling it..its all in my mind as well as my effort..hopefully if there's hardwork it will pays off 1 day..better be late than never!

• HAJI
  
• whatever for my family!
• Charity that close to my heart
  
• traveling backpackers,around the globe!
• my dream houses & collection of cars and superbikes i fond of!
• vacation abroad,luxury items!
• my swatch collection!
• wardrobe makeover!
• BOLLYWOOD & srkajol
• Manchester United & EPL
• Master/Phd NY/Harvard in Law & Film Direction
• Direct movies,become somebody in any field i LOVE!
• Continue my Taekwando to higher level!
• Musical instruments; piano,guitar,violin,etc
• Adventurous activities; mountain climbing,go-kart,skiing,paint-ball,etc
• Charity works close to my heart!
  
• Foundation helping others
• Gadgets (IPOD family,Macbook,games,etc)
• Collection of Magazines,DVDs,pictures,etc..
• Each continent.
• Perfect & dream wedding :)

if there another wishes i keep track of i will write it down later k,chow~

Lyrical jammed~

For some reason i find this part of lyric from the song of 'Coba' by Faizal Tahir is very some kind of connected with my feeling most of the time as i think..repeat,THINK i always fell for wrong guys time after time not because they are bad guys or what but they just the wrong choice as they are either taken or TAKEN! *sigh* i never ever planned to have a crush on this 1 particular guy from my past but as they say the heart never listen to us did they!but believe me i rather keep the best friend tag forever then having a romantic or lovey dovey thing for a while and not be able to become friends after let say unfortunate things take place..

TOUCH WOOD!not in thousands years will i become that 3rd woman..plus im not in a state where i can afford a serious relationship right now,i dont think i will ever be ready!yup,i am a relationship phobic so here it goes,1 of among my millions my favorite song..

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Untuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau andai
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenangkan merasa

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Pada mu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihat mu
Pernahkan kau ada
Bila ku perlu tuk menyatakan
Rasa sakit dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana ku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis padamu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mata ku..

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Padamu

p/s: dont you guys felt the same way like me at certain points of our life?come on,ADMIT!

new circle of friends :)

Its the same as what had happen during my foundation days..and it happen again where we took at least 4-5 months to really break the ice and gelled together quite well and show the true colors of ourselves rather than trying to be nice and polite all the time towards each other(not that i insist we should be rude!) happy to found and add the numbers to the present friends i have,they are nice,cool although i can confidently say we are quite similar in different way!regardless our background great sense of humour i think is the major reason behind our new found friendship and that is because laughter does make people bond in great ways and hopefully we will continue becomes friends a long term :) i very comfortable with them so far, i mean some of them like put,sha,fateen,juza,saiful,neo,meiyan and colin(miss him,did'nt even met him once this new sem!)others are nice too but somehow we haven't had time to hangout as everyone is busy with their own stuff!and i also have a futsal team now, we call ourselves as GLORY FIAT JUSTITIA means winning by fairplay!its not that we played for serious tournament or what but just to burn up some calories and to stay fit(YES!main reason though) we even have our own coaches adha and ku,others girls in my team are fatin,aliah and hana..they are our juniors,but a team its not about that but its all about the spirit we have during each games!i really love football so hopefully through our futsal hours i can polish my hidden talent as a samba player..hehe..meet you at the next game,pritttttttttttt(whistle that is!) :)

3rd sem + HECTICNESS 1st level!

As a normal,totally,completely normal and full of excuses kind of student (",) i must say that this short semester will be an adventurous journey for me although its a super short one!i already survived two weeks,struggling though..this new sem i felt a little bit left out,i need my own space,my own air(literally) to breath rather than sharing almost everything with everyone..it makes me kind a gasping for air!call me drama queen if you want but i really..really indeed fell suffocate with restlessness,boringness,and moodiness(of others) above all!i wish i have the super power of making everyone feels happy and stress less all the time:) its not a noble intention nor i pretend to be one but i just want to passed this year with great sense of cHedaness!(i will explain about that in 1 special blog!)

This time im taking two subjects which is Family Law & Evidence and Procedure in Syariah Law,initial planning was to include national dance but the class full already so maybe next time.Lucky us this time we'r having blast at each and every class or tuto because our lecturer who is miss Asmida and miss Magesh are funny and knowledgeable at the same time!they are really good in their field,i couldnt help myself from laughing my heart out everytime they are in the 'goofy' moments..hehehe :) i have had great time each classes but hopefully it will affect my results and perfomance in a good way!

Meeting is this sem middle name i must say,all the time i have meeting for most of the events took place next year and they are :-

1. Desa Tercinta 2009, sports division
2. LawNight 2009, Le Banquet, funding division
3. Law Seminar 2009, publicity division
   

i pray everyday that i will be able to carry all my responsibilities to the perfection,insyaALLAH.i just need to balance my schedule as a student,person out of U and also comT members.im hoping to gain lots of new experience as well as friends through this activities.Hope each task will be completed without much problems and if does occurred then i hope i learn a thing or two during the way which if not make me a better person than i am now just make me wiser than i am now :p till next post,chow!

DOSTANA

AM I GAY?DOSTANA IT IS :)
Well..well people!let us dont jump to a conclusion so easily there,what i meant was am i GAY(HAPPY!) after seeing so much of gayest acting in the past 24 hours.Basically i was trying to express my huge disappointment after watching the most anticipated movie of this year(mine at least!)ok,i did enjoy listening to couple of songs(desi girl,jaane kyu,my fav:khabar nahi) the beautiful shots of places in Miami and ofcourse the hot bod of john and PC but there is nothing beyond that!please,dont even remind me about all the gay scenes,it does not justified the situation in real life for god sake..so many times have we seen these kind of jokes,gay jokes that is!I really thought the film will bring some freshness in this taboo issue as how will they tackle the sensitive parts but it seems that they didn't instead they just portray of how to pretend to be a GAY!After nikhil tried pretty hard to prooved his mettle once again karan johar's assistant tarun failed miserably but although for me the storyline,script,music etc just OK but for sure the box office collection will sky rocket as its a Dharma Production's baby right!all the best for karro and his team though,their films no doubt has always been a classy,picture perfect,addictive music but not this one for sure.For some reason karan just cannot passed his greatness(maybe its in the genes!)in direction or style because both of his asst although has been under k.jo's wongs for years since KKHH still they did not manage to get it right.Wow,i have discovered the new side of me which is the films critic :) its easy to sit and judge others but are you up for challenge?i don't think i ever will be ready but bring in on!That is how life functioning isn't it?we must always expect the unexpectable,all the time!next hindi film in my list is of course shahrukh's Rab Ne Bana De Jodi(RNBDJ),wish all the success & luck for adi and yashraj(they really need it!)believe me..till next movie~

next plane home..when?

its time for me to going back to where i should stay for the next 3 years,Malacca it is..hate it this feeling,feeling like crying+shouting+beating someone because leaving hme sweet home is never a nice feeling you know!hope to write as regular as i would like but we'll see how it goes in this new sem,1 thing for sure it will be HECTIC!hope shahrukh will be down here on 29th,ok got to go now..packing time!

at last someone..backup!

When i ask people of why they say Shahrukh did not deserve the title Datuk they just simply backlash as 'He is a foreigner,that is why!'..well2 people,it clearly shows that none of you guys really pay attention to whom the datukship title been awarded all this time, dont you?but it just the way malaysian mentality are,so i dont necessarily blame anyone but hope this post along with Tun M post regarding this issue will at least made public have a wider perspective..i have read about the friendship budding between shahrukh and Tun M when they met at Langkawi years ago and due to that as well as sense of respect between them does not have anything to do with this article though..


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DATO SHAH RUKH KHAN

1. Saya berasa malu apabila anugerah Dato kepada Shah Rukh Khan dipertikaikan. Kita kerap juga memberi gelaran Dato Kehormat kepada orang asing bagi menghargai sumbangan mereka kepada negeri atau negara. Jasa mereka ini kebanyakannya kurang daripada jasa Shah Rukh Khan.

2. Saya terlibat secara langsung dengan kurniaan bintang-bintang kehormatan kepada orang-orang yang berjasa tiap-tiap tahun. Kerap kali saya tidak kenal pun calon-calon yang dikemukakan.

3. Sesungguhnya ramai yang lebih layak daripada calon-calon ini tidak termasuk dalam senarai dan tidak mendapat bintang-bintang kehormatan. Kemudian saya ditanya kenapa beri kepada orang-orang ini dan tidak orang itu. Saya tidak dapat jawab kerana tiada siapa yang diberi tugas memilih calon-calon mengemukakan nama mereka-mereka ini. Mereka juga tersilap. Tiap-tiap tahun ini berlaku.

4. Shah Rukh Khan seperti kita maklum adalah bintang filem Bollywood yang terkenal. Saya telah usaha untuk menarik syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood untuk membuat filem di sini kerana ia akan memperkenalkan Malaysia bukan sahaja kepada penonton filem di India tetapi di Eropah juga. Tujuannya ialah untuk menarik pelancong ke Malaysia.

5. Antara yang sambut jemputan saya ialah Shah Rukh Khan. Dia amat tertarik dengan pemandangan di Malaysia. Banyaklah filemnya yang mempunyai latar tempat-tempat yang menarik di Malaysia.

6. Kita bukan sahaja dapat menarik pelancong tetapi kegiatan perfileman memaksa syarikat-syarikat Bollywood belanja wang yang banyak. Ramai pekerja dan orang lain di Malaysia mendapat banyak nikmat. Ada kalanya Shah Rukh mengadakan pertunjukan percuma untuk bantu badan-badan amal.

7. Kerana Shah Rukh memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem-filemnya banyak syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood lain turut memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem mereka.

8. Saya fikir Shah Rukh layak mendapat penghormatan sebagai Dato Kehormat. Ini tidak bermakna artis-artis tempatan tidak layak mendapat penghormatan seperti Shah Rukh. Tetapi janganlah kita tarik balik anugerah ini untuk diberi kepada artis tempatan. Kita punyai banyak bintang kehormatan lagi yang boleh diberi kepada diri kita.

RiaNG Ria dEEPARaYA miss CUNO..again,ME~

As I'm still did not bother in mastering the art of this BLOG stuff; etc: how to post pictures for every paragraphs instead of post all of them on the center,really need to learn from nora lah! So this post is specially for posting all those pictures of me during this holiday!





We the sweet bunch,FLWbers and friends do hang out(if that what we call the time wewent to open houses together then let it be!) and also i as the officially movie buff catched some movies in cinema,and how frustrated for me to know that Karan Johar's Dostana will be in cinema on 14th of Nov which i already stuck in Melacca and there is no where i could fly back to SA as short semester will be like super duper hectic not because the lame excuse of as we the law student but because of the event i will be associated next sem; Law Night & Desa Tercinta in Perlis!GOD please,i really need mentally and physically strenght for the next sem,i do not want neglect any 1 of my work or study i want to give the damn best!

MISS LAZY...ME!

i am truly so disappointed in MYSELF (solely) for not be able to write as many blogs as i wish to,no excuses will be given this time as i believed it was not because of lack of time but plainly because of me getting lazier each day,yup that's why! mainly I am going to sum up all the things took place for period i disappeared which are most of it kind of exciting as we just get over the festive season means FOOD ALL THE WAY & EVERYWHERE! This year EID MUBARAK & DIWALI was celebrated quite in high of happiness spirit and the duit raya also not bad lah for a 20 years old girl :)

Then there was the super hype event of the Malacca government awarding my Shahrukh with datukship .It does created such a buzz and unsatisfactory among the artistes here,they all just dont get it why SRK has been awarded with the title!but I DO!and it needs someone to actually understand what kind of and to what level his contribution to our tourism sector.I really hope and pray that i could meet him during his trip here insyaALLAH on 29th of November to receive the datukship at Istana Melaka near our place.if last time i do not have such stuff to record my most precious moment in life which is like once in a lifetime opportunity this time i will make sure everything is ready to go!

LUCKY2! I guess i have been blessed with such luck from GOD that i won a new studio 15 DELL Laptop from fly.fm; its all about the music!thank you very much Prem for picking up my phone!i was about to join the Bond contest going on up down center these days but the fact that i know IF let say i did won the trip to London or Germany will ayah and mama let me go?the answer is NO so i think better i wait for more appropriate time in future for me to travel around the globe!my goal now is to cover as much money as i loss during my 'bad phase' from all these contest hope i will be able to have saving that i can be proud of for the next 5 years.Then im so damn lucky to won a pair of Baby-G and a G-Shock watches from Quickie :) another reason for the big grin these days.