Friday, January 30, 2009

Perlis Phase ~ The Voyage [ under construction!]

As it will be damn hard for me to put the whole experience before and after the journey to and in Perlis in writing so I will put pictures and caption for each of it:) Plus since coming back from the most happening kg there;Kg.Perit I dont feel like writing much because there are like thousands of pictures in my collection so let them do the talking ok.And this would be probably my longest post till date.


~15TH jAN 09 : We during the Fasi Camp,suppose to be learning&training session for us who listed to be the Fasi at primary/secondary school at Perlis INSTEAD it became the monkey camp!we've been attacked by the hungry&disturbed monkeys!!!S.C.A.R.Y!



~17th Jan 09 : The day we're leaving for Perlis,still window shopping for bigger bags/backpacker/roller bag!And some of stuff that needed by most girls which is like nitty gritty stuff like mini container for all the toiletries.Plus before that we were put into quarantine in the exam hall and need to sit there and finished a set of Modern Math questions paper as we are the chosen 1 to become the Math teacher(GOD,save the kids at the school!haha)In the process I meet some POYO friends who think they are math genius when they are not,hahaha..that include us kcot!:p



~On the journey to Perlis 9.40pm until 8.40am the next day we've taken quite some pictures also which completely shows of the excitedness in us(OK,ME!)of going to a REAL kampung for the 1st ever time in my entire life!The first picture basically all of us the girls who went there except for the girl who taken the picture,SORRY:P then the 2nd one is me and my partner in love+crime,miss kcot who sitting beside me in the bus.Than we atleast stopped at 3 R&R(Rehat&Rawat)which are at Seremban,Bukit Merah and Gurun to pray and get some refreshment.

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18th & 19th Jan 09 :

The adventurous started the moment we land our huge bags, haha..on the land of Kg.Balik Guar and heading to the Balai Raya where the opening ceremony took place.Moment of truth was when my name been announced by the MC with 2 others name who is my foster sister;Sal & Put(THE BEST SENGETS!) and then and there we met our foster parents En.Desa bin Seman & Pn.Rokiah bt Ismail and guess what we get the most warmest welcome by Mak.:) Then that night after prayers at the mosque we ate kuih-muih made by Mak Lang(Azmi's mak),and all of them were deliciously finger licking good man!The best seri muka till date,yumm..yumm..make my mouth watering even thinking about it!The next day sports division started our 1st job which is set up the much awaited DT race which I can said after last minute alteration it run quite a success.Regardless what others might think,Im very proud with my team.On the event all the contestants(4 groups of 5-7)have to find route using the clues we've prepared around the Kampung and the winner is Nonot's team!Karim & some of other international had to be excluded in certain checkpoints,poor them:)



~20th Jan 09 : Today I do not join the IT workshop at both schools(SK Chuping & SMK Dato Jaafar),obviously its because of my lack of IT streak,in short for my kuno-ness.So as the peson in charge for all indoor activities we went to the kindergarten for our colouring contest and given away the huge hampers to the tiny but talented kids:) Then its all about wrapping the hampers and fr the 1st time I tried my hand on carom game,me and my partner Izzat and look like this is 1 of those thing I dont have talent in!hahaha,all scores scored by Izzat! T_T







~21st Jan 09 : I am Miss Cheda the Faci & Teacher for the Form 5 students at the secondary school,never imagined I'll be in this position not even in my dream!I dont think I have the quality of a good Teacher or a Faci which is for me PATIENT!The students were very down to earth,superwarm it almost feels like they had know me for years before,seriously.The attached to you quite easily and fast,we still keep in touch till today,I wish hem all the best for SPM as well as future.Dont let the talks bring you guys down,just remember the 'I Believe I Can Fly' moment and it will make you guys feel invigorated all over again.Evening is when we show our hardworking side by joining the villagers in gotong-royong held at several places around kampung,joined by representative from CIMA(Cement Industries Malausia Berhad) who was our biggest sponsor thanks to Saiful & the whole team of sponsorship division,well job guys.Do you think I stay till the end?Yes,the answer is NO.Our parents took us to the Padang Besar!weehoooo:)Sal bought the whole jersies store,haha..then ayah brought us to eat the most famous dish in Perlis which is Pulut Ayam. Before the full rehearsal of Malam Kebudayaan took place that night,Im so proud of myself that at last I've learnt how to ride a motorcycle,thanks to Cikgu Fateen and supports from the crowd(Sarah,Not & pakcik2 kampung).This is absolutely my 1st step in pursuing my dream in getting license for huge bike,damn excited!And the 1st time also I karoake along with the girls.






~22nd Jan 09 : Never will I forgot all the love I've received from the Perlis students,I will really cherish the experince for the time me being the Faci to them.If not because it really does happened to me myself I wont ever believe that LOVE spread that easily and that it attached close to your heart the moment we click with others.Now do I strongly believe that 'strangers are only people than not yet become our friends'.(",) Being link to someone:) Gossip momento!haha..Malam Kebudayaan is truly a bight to remember,Mohabbatein 's violin tune from the mini orchestra grabbed my attention the most and obvioulsy my own perfomance,duhhh:p Congrats to Not and Pza from all of us!Each of perfomances were a treat,all gave their best in the spirit of M.B DT 09. Around of applause to Pza & Nik for the mind blowing back drop as well as stage design,we love!Photography session was unevitable being us,so all night long continue till 1-2 am we posing here and there and I would like to take this opportunity to thanks from bottom of my heart to my personal cameraman,Tandi.hehehe..he been very responsible since the start of DT till the end,TERIMA KASIH BANGAT YA!







~23rd Jan 09 : All we do was eat on this day,the event was Kenduri Sekampung.We cooked and worked together with the aunties/uncles from both kampung,1 cow sponsored by CIMA unfortunately I dont eat beef soup nor all the veggies & ulam but being there itself give me satisfaction of hanging around people that I care the most.Me and Put travel across other district to meet my juries for tomorrow event,alhamdulillah all my work settled without much delay nor major problem.After helping them with the coconut thingy and give to Shahmi's house our foster parents took us to Bandar Kangar,ronda2 and eat the very nice 'pasembor'.It kind like rojak but with noodle and not so thick gravy.Today is the eve before my/our biggest event which is the Family Day DT09 tomorrow.Every single things need to be taken care today itself,Juza falls sick.I had minor nervous attack,so worried whether everything will go smoothly as we planned.We had Forum Perdana at night,the topic was family and here and there touched about the Gaza issue.Somehow I felt that the panels do not make each subtopic connected in a right direction,just an opinion.






~24th Jan 09 : The DAY!Aerobic & poco2 were the best part until I almost broken my glasses & finger in the netball games still doesnt make us the WINNER!haha..Indoor part was tense but still manageable with the help of Kak Ana,Kak Ros and Jannah,May GOD bless them.Tradisional activities were fun to be watched as well as laughed at the people spontaneous bahaviour during the game.:) We enjoyed throughout the day although damn exhausted!The closing night was a huge success thanks most importantly to Head Of Marketing,Sarah who without her none of these things are possible to be achieved in a short time under pressure somemore.





~25th Jan 09 : FLASHBACK took place,we cant believe its the end of the road of journey for us!The 1st day was a bit tough but the last day was tougher,tears follow the goodbye moment.:( Going to miss foster family,the kampung and the life there!NEVER will I let go this sweet experience slipped from my memory.HATE to say this but seriously deep in heart I will miss both my crazy+cenget foster sisters too,they're the best I could asked for.No one to quarrel with during breakfast,lunch or dinner.No more bed sharing and no more all those stupid jokes moment between us.I'll miss all the people who directly or indirectly contribute to the warmness in their smile and attitude.Tour around Perlis;went to Padang Besar again get souvenirs,Gua Kelam and journey continues to KL.


~26th Jan 09 : ZzzzzZZZZZ + Hahahahaha + Clik..clik = 3am reached home after sent Pza and Yusof.Hugs and kisses with all for the last time before we heading to enjoy(TRY TO!) the rest of holiday before new sem started.




me,the `st timer kampung girl:) LOVING IT!

HELLO!

Wow,its been what..like 3 weeks since the last time i dropped by here,and i feel really good to be back home sweet home.But still I do miss the other home,family and sisters.The Perlis chapter will always remain one of the sweetest memories in my life,ever!I'll post some of the pictures from the 2 weeks journey later because somehow not in the mood just yet,thanks to my injured finger I guess,hehehe(the other reason being that I left hp USB back at E.P) 1 part I hate the most is this oily and darker skin,arghhh!It just wont go away no matter how hard I scrub everyday :p Obviously not 1 of my plan this year to turn into a ugly duckling AGAIN!

Hard to make a summary when every inch of the experience feel hard to let go,for the past 1 year I think that was the best time I've spend and socializing with people,I had a blast for that period and hopefully our relationship between foster parents,sisters and the whole committee as well as members of Desa Tercinta 2009 will bond forever even if we will not join the next DT event because I cant afford to open my heart to other family as mine is the best a foster child could have,Alhamdulillah...May GOD bless them,insyaALLAH :) I've learn alot from the process making this event a successfull one,congrats to sarah for all the hardwork which paid off when the closing saw the arrival of Chief Minister of Perlis,bravo to nora for the really nice poems,hoorey to pza for the mind blowing backdrop,last but not the least to ksya well done for being the best MC.Not to forget to all the High Com ofcourse who without them none of these will be able to fulfilled,especially to Sports Division where I appreciate every and each of the members.Thanks to Juza for giving me this opportunity and for bear with me all this time and to Ucop,Bob,Haziq,and Duang I'll miss you guys.I have such a great time being one of the boys,hehehe..

I know this might been way to late but I miss you man!1 of my bestfriend had left Malaysia to pursue her studies at New Zealand,man ( Siti Alya ) thanks for the I miss you notes!Our hangout will never be the same,as one by one of you guys had fly away and left me alone :( Enough of sad mode,I wish the best for us dunia & akhirat ok!

p/s : to all who invovlved in the making of the story above,sorry for anything that might hurt your feeling with my jokes or gestures!:) Happy New Semester,ALL THE BEST!

me,hate this sparained finger and broken spectical!

Sunday, January 4, 2009

not so QUICKIE anymore!




They made my 16 journey so sweet and 5 years after they still make me feel good being a Malaysian teenager who don't really have superb English because we can always campur-campur our language maa! They made my night never been the same again,full of cheerful&laugh all the way mid night hour.Im talking about my favourite ever TV host Rina & Phat Fabes of the 8TV Quickie team,on the 1st day of New Year of 09 they left the show after effortless put a smile on millions of viewers faces(including mine!).

So sad for not having the opportunity in watching them again make a fool of themselves day after day,talking to callers as if they know us long enough like a buddy and all that were just to make the show full of life,I'm going to damn miss that!Seriously!I dont just like them for all the prizes I've won(grateful though!) but also just being themselves on national television,infront of thousand they just being the normal shorty Rina O and the fatty Phat.

I learn alot from them and the most important thing that I do strongly believe is that no matter what and how your look is it shouldnt be a barrier of how far can you go in searching and fulfilling your dream.Other host may come and go(Adam,Marion,Kesh,Edlin,Aisyah,Razif,Belinda,Henry,Prem&Zehr)but there will be no other like both of them,in short QUICKIE wont be the same anymore!They wont be quickie after all because the 15 minutes will felt like forever to reach the credit moment.There's nothing different about them after this,I may still watch and support them but not as full hearted as I did before.Merely because the pioneer or the important pieces are not there anymore :(

I do think QUICKIE & 8tv rock!

Last minute..till date!

I may have forgotten to include this one in my new year resolution.I guess it just meant not to be change forever,in my life at least.Hehehe :p But on the serious note,I do want to study and have revision like normal student does,which is on daily basis.

Oh come on,who really does that?Seriously?(not anyone that I know so far,not even the Cots!kidding girls!)If there is,he/she must have been originated out of this galaxie,okay fine Debob/Sha/Azam/Cva(just to name a few) are among that clan but that is because they are born genius![being a modest girl I am :) ]

Ehmm,my goal next semester(as this semester already comes to its end with FINAL starting tomorrow) is to endeavor to have consistent revision hour every single day(back to old days at school,yes as hard as for you guys to believe it I'm quite organize+diligent back then!) I don't have to sit at my desk and read books/acts/cases from cover to cover but to possibly make sure I understand thoroughly rather than memorising it for the sake of answering exam papers!But for us it just inevitable right to read the notes till the 11th hour,nevertheless if there a wish there will be a way somehow.

It really a big deal for me simply because we're going to be a 2nd year student in couple of weeks!How scary man with the line up of super intimidating(in a truly good ways actually)lectureres like the Dean of School of Law;the strict Madam Flora Techner,My Academic Advisor;the cool Madam Isabella Wong,the Constitutional expert;Dr.Ahmad Masum and others.Interesting part is that I'm going to be a dancer next semester(insyaALLAH)for my choice of co-curriculum and guys this is the time for me to shows off my hidden talent!Hahaha.Cant wait,seriously!Till next semester,I'll be updating the level of hardworkingness.

Me the not so good planner!


Friday, January 2, 2009

LOVE does HURT :)

Universal language for LOVE it is(for me atleast!)

Its that time again,
I met him,loved him,lost him,
And we met again,
This time he is completely stranger,
By my choice,
I can see him smilling,
Yet still I walked away,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
Our 'song' on the airwaves,
I love it,
Humming all the way,
Bring back good memories,
As well as the bad one,
Yet still I switch off the radio,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
40 full moons have passed by,
But why does the same name appear,
Why the pain still there,
Why the scars still visible,
Why the tears still dropping,
Why is there no space for new love,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
He WAS my friend,
And it stays that way,
Aah,just let it go!
But I cant,why?
Because,Love does hurt.


The virgin in LOVE & HEART matter :)




Thursday, January 1, 2009

Wishing & wanting for 2009

Last year sure did end pretty fast(we tend to repeat the same thing year after year don't we?)but seriously time flies in a blink in 2008,I cant believe that it almost a year we spend as Degree Law student and as well as have been a Malacca resident for that period (have to not that I want to!).I want to go straight and just listing up my so call new RESOLUTIONS for this brand new year of 2009!

1 thing for sure this time I want to get it right,not that completely fully right but if I could accomplished at least half of it than it would be such satisfying as if I fulfilled all of it.The same sense of victory I would say if I able to achieve,but we will see with my perseverance and GOD's willing whether all the wanting can be pull off successfully.Here it goes :

  • It is important for me to LOVE myself before I love others so; I want to be a better Muslim,citizen,daughter,sister,student,friend,in all I want to improved myself as a PERSON!In order to become a better person in whole I need to get rid this short-temperness of mine,hate it not just because the higher B.P from day to day(hahaha!) but also want to eradicate the negative side of me!Its crucial for me as well to just be ME(the usual flamboyant+nonchalantly cHeda) without need to portray someone else's image and personality just because its cool to do so.
  • Develop a more serious view in what I am currently studying,LAW it is. Crucial for me to expand my skills & knowledge for future benefit.Hopefully I can have proper schedule starting 2nd year,most vital thing is to actually FOLLOW it rather than have 1 without practising it.
  • Pick up on my reading,I guess its about time since I do think I enjoy reading for the last couple months of last year. Amcorp Mall sure have numbers of book store that selling affordable reading material from a lot of field whether its teenage novels,investigation kind a type,biographies,etc.Plus want to master some of languages that I love to use in daily life as well as been influenced from the movies,tv serial or short films I watched all this time.
  • Financial stability.Yes and no(recession factor).Basically Im turning 21 this year so I do think I need to increase my bank balance,don't want to just rely on Ayah or festive angpaus but I should have my source for financial as well right.Wish for a more luck this year in joining whatever contest so that there's posibility in me joining the businesswomen clan.Hahaha..But on the serious note,insyaALLAH no more wasting money on baseless stuff.
  • Wardrobe makeover.No explanation needed.
  • Exercise and healthy lifestyle.Same here,just need to be more consistent and full of determination as I believe in myself.
  • Live life to the full.Now the priority would be to focus on things that I've always passionate about so I want to try my hands on all the things I always dreamt of such as outdoor activities,learning instruments,go out and meet new people,etc.Should stop hesitate and just go for it you know,because all this time so much of delaying took place and nothing seems to work out.
  • Seriousness.Take my role of film critic and a wannabe movie director more seriously,want to have basic and complete knowledge(try to!)in movie making.I always been a movie buff and always have my point of view so why not I try to made it my bread and butter,maybe as a 'part time job'.Who knows what will happened untill I try right,so thats what exactly I will do.
  • Dreams.I cant remember since when,but always been a travel&living huge fan so savings starting now on so that I could cross the globe when time is right.EPL,world cup and others extravaganza sports events also are under my list place to be.
  • Passion.Basically this is related to the point above,desiredly want to turn my hobby/enthusiasm in living or breath in the Bollywod world or for collecting its bits and pieces into something that people appreciate or at least value as time goes by.
  • I love my family to death so I desperately from day to day always want to impress them and made them happy in every way I involve.

Thats it for now,hope this new year give me new spirit in discover new world out there!
HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

sincerely,
SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BT RAZAK MAIDEEN