For the rest of my life

कभी कभी अदिति जिन्दगी (Sometimes life...)

Sometimes we meet someone along the way,
And it breaks our heart when they go away,
Eyes demand tears, its hard to disobey,
But I believe everything's gonna be ok,

Sometimes we feel so down and blue,
Every day like a bitter drew,
It's hard to smile,feel happy or even to fake it,
But I believe everything's gonna be ok,

Sometimes you love someone but you can't be with them,

So let them go although it's hurting and killing you inside,

If they return to you, it was meant to be,

If they don't their love was never yours to begin with,

Just think how much they love you,
When you cry,they cry with you,
They can't hold a note but to make you happy they sing for you,
Sometimes the world is a dark place,
But the blackest night cracks with the dawn's ray,

Sometimes we find a friend along the way,
Feels surreal,like a dream when they go away,
But try to go on and laugh a bit,or how about a little smile,
Because they say your happiness spreads joy all around,

The sun emerges and warms the ground,
Can you hear what the wind has to say?
Friends though parted, meet again,
Knows it or not but flowers do blossom again,
So you should keep believing that everything's gonna be ok.

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Have a little faith that everything's gonna be ok

Month of forgiveness.

People asks for forgiveness, so do I,
Sorry at first sounds convincing, too many of it sounds fake,
Sorry from the heart is acceptable, sorry merely for being selfish is hurting,
Don't say sorry for something you have always planned because that's the biggest heartache,
To move on, to be happy, to let others cry then just say you’re sorry fast,

No one is perfect but we don’t have to be one to avoid apology,

At the end of the day, your happiness is more important than mine so,
The moment I can forgive myself for keep believing in your sorry then I'll think about others.

Heartache is no fun

Dear Ramadhan,please let me be part of you again.

It's been a very emotional Ramadhan indeed. I feel sorry for myself for many reasons;

I've missed a lot of chances to collect pahala in this blessed month due to so called busy-ness,


even before this month started I've missed Manchester United's games(ALL!since they beat Chelsea 3-nil for the 1st cup of this season,I know its that long),


yet again I've missed (4 years in a row) to start study early for final exam,

I missed quality times that I've should find and spend with my family,


I've missed the signs which lead me to the biggest stupidity I have ever done,I've misjudged some people(completely my bad),


I've missed quite a number of good movies(latest my fav KAJOL&Arjun Rampal's 'We Are Family' is in cinemas NOW!)


I've failed to read between the lines, actually between hundred or maybe thousands of sweet and fake lines,


BUT


I'm also thankful that HIM and them will always be by my side,


I'm grateful that HE'll always be there to lead me,I can always lean on HIM,


I'm lucky to once thought I've met love,


I'm blessed to at least have a bit of sanity and iman in me,


I'm happy that rather have the ability to feel hurt than feel nothing at all.


And so many feelings I wish I can write here but I'm too tired and irrational at the moment so hope this Raya and final exam will pass by without me realise it and hopefully it'll be good for all of us.InsyaAllah.

Saiyidah Izzati Nur,remember this;Allah wont test you, if He knows that u cant handle it.