Friday, March 30, 2012

Sheaffer the word.



Am so touched for this thoughtful and sweet gift at the end of my 3rd month of chambering, thanks a lot Ayah! My 1st set of SHEAFFER which engraved with my name, will use them once I become a lawyer soon, InsyaAllah. He who wait for me late at night just to eat dinner together, he who faced all the troubles to help me with my works although legal world isn’t his field, he who has to listen to all the whining about how stressful & tiring working life is (just imagine what our parents have gone through all these years to provide us the perfect life we are enjoying now), he who never give up on me and most importantly he who loves me unconditionally! Love my Ayah, who doesn’t right? I’ll always be daddy’s little girl :’)


Sometimes simple thing makes you feel so loved and blessed, physically and mentally tired, completely beaten up but this has now redeemed all of that.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Open up your heart :)



We won't find 'hidayah' unless we seek for it. Watching this kind of stories make you appreciate your faith even more, we are blessed to be born as Muslim but its no easy task to keep it protected especially from the evil voice within yourself and its even tougher to maintain and improve our Iman from day to day. May these videos light up some of us out there :)










Inspiring.

Friday, March 9, 2012

Wrong.



I've really tried to keep this feeling inside,but everyday feels like a war.I just need to be me and stop fighting my own feeling..............if only it is that easy. ♥







This is just wrong...but I'm just too weak to fight it!Still struggling...

Used

Somebody That I Used to Know - Walk off the Earth (Gotye - Cover)






Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
I told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad that it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
But had me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Somebody
I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Somebody
I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
I used to know
That I used to know
I used to know
Somebody






The song says it all.The guilt inside me. If only I have the guts to do all the things that make me happy I would have been running to you long time ago, if only I'm that kind of person who thinks 'screw what you people want to think' but sadly I'm not that girl. Sadly for me, happy for them.


There's just something really soothing about this cover,love it.



Get out of my mind please...