Are we ready?

Months of anticipation at last coming down to the final 3 days!Planning for a wonderful Diwali this year since I've missed all the happiness and fun of Raya thanks to final exam.It shall starts with a date with my love ♥

Completely loving all the songs esp dil dara :)

Boboy goes PLKN.

There was a phase in my life where I hated, despised, and detested my brother. Like SERIOUSLY. And now as we both grow up, nothing has changed much really. But being the wiser one I can say that now days I have slow down my role as ‘the mean bad elder sister’ and let him do all the thinking as what’s best for his life. That’s basically 1 of my mission this long break, to not to stressed up over petty things and keep calm even when I feel the need to jump on him and strangle him but I need to let go. As much as I’m over the moon about the calling from National Service(NS) there’s a tiny part in myself where I feel a bit worried about him handling the world outside, surviving among strangers and others since all this while we have provided him with almost every comfort an ungrateful brat ever wished for. Well I need to keep it positive, he’ll be fine I guess. He’s not a little boy anymore, he’s like 6 feet something, 3 times my size, and all his big talks come in handy now that he has the chance to prove he is capable of taking care of himself. I know my parents are damn worry too although they show a sign of happiness that their little boy is now in a mission to serve the country (exaggerate!) but deep down inside I just pray and hope that he will become more responsible (as if he is all this time!) and grow up to be a kind son who respects his parents and treat them like how normal children will do. That is my only wish.

I wanted so bad to join PLKN during my time but too bad I wasn’t selected!

Deja'vu date

Went for a date with IK 2 years in a row give me a bit of glimpse of deja'vu. Not quite sure whether its a good or a bad one,but 1 thing I'm sure this Friday almost a perfect one thanks to a slice of heaven from 'Just Heavenly'. Almost gave up hope and could'nt care less to celebrate but they never failed to make me smile nor to calm me especially in my emo days (which is quite a lot!), so more than my heart I need to take care of theirs.Took me 4 years to learn the art of how to go home beg-less for the weekend,feels incomplete but I control myself not to pack every single thing except for my new handbag *squeel with joy* Ok,1st dinner at home after 4 weeks of my final semester *fingers crossed* well spent in Melaka. Last day being a 21 years old (AGAIN! for the 2nd time) gotta plan what I'm gonna achieve *try* all the way next year.I bet this will be fun...figuring out itsekf will take ages!

To be honest, birthdays aren't my favourite days in a year. Like seriously! Surprises no matter how thoughtful and sweet they can be, they still give me the feeling of being a hostage where people jumping out from the dark, shouting and singing together with their smilling faces. Somehow that can be quite scary, especially when I'm completely unaware of any signs and I dress like cr*p as if I'm coming back from aerobic class, beaten up exhausted with sweat all over. Arghhh,depressing! Ah well,at least looking at the good side of it are the great memories created from it :)

Ayah.

Since the day I start to talk or maybe since the day I have my own mind I proudly keep bragging to all my friends that I have the best Ayah that a girl can possibly have. I talked highly about you the same way they about their mothers. Big part of it is because you are a great son and even better as son-in-law since Mama's late parents love you more than her (hahaha) ; not just that, the way you treat elderly around you like your parents' friends or family friends as if they are yours and I just awe with the effect you have on the people around you, you are just so lovable and respected by them. I can never be even half as good as you when it comes to being a good child. Being the eldest in the family for me you are a responsible brother, to all your 3 younger brothers and 5 younger brother in laws, you are adored nephew by all your aunties and uncles (I'm not making up stories just because you are my father but the fact that you are the 1st person they call everytime for anything even when they have children of their own),wonderful friend not just to your colleagues and neighbours but also to our friends, a respectful leader and you deserved every bit of it since you've dedicated more than half of your life in TM and now since Along has joined TM she feels the effect of respect and love the people in TM have for you. There are zillion other things I can say highly about you but the best part of you for me will always be that you treated ALL women with nothing but respect and I always think Mama is the luckiest woman in the world to have a great man like you as her partner for life. You have sacrificed a lot for us, you think less about yourself and always wanted to give us only the best in the world. Even if I work my whole life I would never be able to pay your every single ounce of TLC. That's why for life I'll always be your little girl and no man can ever replace you.Happy Father's Day Ayah, with ♥ from Adik :')

Don't want to imagine what's life would be without you because there's no life if it happens :)