Just SAY if you MEAN it!

From 1 hot news to the other,

1 sizzling gossip to the other,

1 bad day to the other,

1 avoidable argument to the other,

and the list just wont stop there, no signs of slowing down as obviously we can never expect what is going to happen in our life as we are talking.[or blogging] Wish I have the power to see the future, at least my future so that I can stop doing whatever it takes in order to avoid bad tudung days,moody peoples, or worst case scenario when is the time I will broke big time due to our shophaholicness! [Raven from Disney is my favourite when it comes to future prediction]


3 weeks without LOVE from home I guess have made me down a bit, we may look happy on the outside but who knows what is going on inside if not us ourselves.... T_T It comes with the territory I guess, its your wish to study away from home so just take and learn how to live with it!Face the world and dont weep like a baby!


I may not like 1 of those people who can just snap and throw tantrums to whoever they wants and the next second you know they are cracking some jokes with you but I do have the intentions of doing that everytime people showing some attitude problems. I try not to treat people with disrespect(throwing nasty attitude simply because you think you are right even the whole world know its WRONG). [its not stand for your right,its STUPID indeed!] Because I know I hate people who does so to me! I can but I just wont do that because my parents taught me way better than that.Most of the times when we are in the bad mood we tend to say not so good things or act in bad ways which we MAY regret later but I believe no one would say anything that we didn't meant to say!



And its absolutely true about 'respect & treat people like how you want them to respect you".



Once,1 of my bestfriend who is totally opposite from myself in the sense of short temperness had told me that as long as you can keep the monster inside you,keep it grounded there! It's really important to take care of the feelings people around you although sometimes you may suffer but atleast it can help you improve the level of patienceness. And somehow it shows how well you carry youself. I dont listen simply because she's telling me,I listen and try to follow slowly because I do really respect her.Most of the time I may take her for granted but deep down inside she is 1 the nicest human being I ever come across in my entire life so far.


She calmed me at times when I about to lose my temper. She guide me when Im about to go down the wrong path. She is the 2nd sister I never had. She somehow made me appreciate whatever I have in life more than ever. She's the angle side of me(if i ever had!) because we are completely different but we clicked right away since the 1st day.She is Siti Sarah Julgafli,or now better known as Sarah Joel. I never tell her this,but I know that she knew I LOVE her!


So,when you feel that you cannot take it anymore just think about great things in life that you have accomplished and more good things coming your way if you channel your energy and positive attitude towards them. Beacuse you are worth more than these stupid-wasting time-and happiness thingy-!

P/S : Thanks alot boys for having me during the MU match,really appreciate it to be the only rose among the torns!hahaha(",)

me,the dreamer who have forseen MU will win the game this morning!:)

ALERT : Confession Mode

Breathe in and out!I have foreseen this would happened!(Saiful's words!hehe)

I knew I would delay this confession as long as possible,the excuses: no right time,I was trying to tell you but you were too busy,no mood,etc. Who knows me better than me myself. But back to the reality world I have to settle this thing as soon as possible.You can stopped people from talking but can you make your head silence from asking loads of question.Reasonable ones I must say.

Listen!I want to tell you something,it may not worth a million dollars kind of secret but because you are among the important & beautiful pieces of puzzle in my life so you do matter for me :) If this going to be 1 of many sweetest memories in my life,I seriously want you to be part of it simply because you does matter in my life and those who mind about this thing doesn't matter.

I think I have developed a bit of nonjudgmental attitude each day started this year so I really hope you wont judge me like others are doing!

P.S : Dying to know the result of Chelsea v. Barcelona. Purposely didn't go to watch the game,waiting anxiously for sleepless night tomorrow as Manchester United is playing tomorrow against Arsenal. May the best teams win and give us a great game for final!GLORY..GLORY UNITED!

me,addicted to paper planes.M.I.A rocks! :)

How to start?

Its been almost 2 weeks I have this thing going round my head and heart. I wish I could just let it go.But its too burdening and I have no plan whatsoever or appropriate lines on how to kick start my 'confession'. Its not something wrong or illegal like murder or complicated like love thingy but still it takes my focus+energy+the cHedaness for quite some times now.


InsyaALLAH tonight everything will be settled. All the love gurus be prepared. You have no idea what is coming your way.


I miss my freelance adviser cum love guru in Poland & Sabah, cant wait for July to come :)



p/s : I really hope to know the readers from Italy,Germany and Arab Saudi who always drop by here.Just want to say hye & thanks for reading:)

me, who have broke some hearts :)

G.L.O.R.Y.

Last night/early morning my phone keeps beeping(my ring tone wasn't the normal beep..beep but just want to give you the picture) but i didn't even bother to open and read the messages coming in as was damn sleepy after a long-tiring-shop till you drop day. Yesterday was our historical day in Malacca so no classes and chill out all the way BUT only after we have discussed and divided our works for the assignments and presentation OK!Just to sound a bit responsibility kind a student. The bad part was that I haven't start searching for any materials yet!


Well the title of this entry got to do with the Manchester United's victory today!They qualified (as usual!) to the next round of UEFA and will be meeting Arsenal while for Chelsea; they will go against Barcelona. The messages from Afif,Kamil,Ady,and some other friends are enough to make me smiling all day long. They are my MU buddies, and once a MU's supporter we will always be one. Take my words!OTW to class, inside the lift Andy excitedly told me again about the news that I'm willing to hear again and again; Ronaldo scored the winning goal.As soon as I landed on the chair in the Criminal Law I class me and Saiful giving each other look /signs that we indeed proud we'r moving to next round.


Its my 10th year being a fan, and everytime I watch their game I will always remember among my early experience watching the Red Devils's legendary player (my favourite!) Ole Gunner Solskjaer a.k.a The babyface assasin. Seriously who can ever forget the magic moment when he scored the winning goals at the final game of UEFA 1998-1999 ,and they were against Bayern Munich if I'm not mistaken. My dad who is my football gang have been a great supporter when it comes to watching weekly games or go to stadium to watch games as well ( the 1st game I literally watch was when I was still inside my mother's tomb as my father is a footballer since old days)getting me MU's stuffs when he himself not a MU fan.


The phenomena I hate these days is that people tends to hate Manchester United for the reasons that of their greatness and capability of sweeping off away all the trophies that up for grab each season!Stop doing that because its obviously not done in sport spirit. Its more towards jealousness and for the sake of following the team that their bf/click/partner is supporting.Watch the games first girls that speak your mind!


With new talented+young faces coming out I really hope my team will stay GLORIOUS along the road and I wish more and more victory for us in the future and Old Trafford wait for me, I will for sure be there 1 day!

me,+ love my namesake 'MACHEDA' & will stick with MU forever :)

Cut it short

Yaikss!It takes me 59 entries to at last realized that I'm not just talk too much but write as many as if not much than what I've said in real life. Somehow it shows how slow things progressing lately, its not the age factor people!It's kinda bother me to read long entries as if I'm writing the whole screenplay of a movie.

I've planned to start to trimmed a bit all my words for each entries because the purpose is to write like what I used to do in my diary, which is absolutely not a novel or short stories!Well, we see how it goes as I cant promise when it come to stuff like this, I'm not an expert in shutting my mouth up so what makes I think I can possibly do this. I don't know how it goes with my writing after this.We'll see.

It's not a bad thing though for me.Either talk too much or write too many things. As they say there will never be too much in this world. One is too much but thousands will never enough.

Time to go, time for me to write as many words as I can before 5 pm tomorrow for the Torts assignment or else I'll be dead(Selen's words)

me,the girl with many things to talk about :)

I hate my-not-so-pretty-self!

When there are loads and tons of works need to be done that is when my laziness strike hard! It’s not an old habit as my middle name should be lazy after crazy after shopaholic, seriously. It just won’t go away and leave me alone. Sometimes I’m wonder where the hell I get this trait because it certainly did not runs in the family except for certain son in the family!*evil me-mocking-the not so little brother- of mine*

* Instead of looking for and finish the stuff I need to pass up next week & the weeks after (4 tough assignments lining up!) I busy filling my time listing up stuffs I want to buy/get/won before I turn 21 in couple of months (",)

* Instead of completing the Publicity & Public Relations letters, works as well as the sponsorship thingy I went out and explore my city (Shah Alam) as if I’ve been away for years. The places of RRCM(Ronda-ronda cari makan) today were SACC Mall, Plaza Alam Sentral, Plaza Masalam, Ole-ole, Kompleks PKNS, and last but not least my favourite kedai mamak(which means more and more calories stuffed inside my stomach and every inch of my body!) The thing is that I missed driving so much that it’s like mandatory for me to drain the car tank before I left for Malacca. :p

*Instead of saving cash for our BIG VACATION early plan early next year, I’ve spent most of my money on DVDs/CDs(Hindi movies + Korean box set, books (non-academic), MU collector stuff, new casing for my 5300, accessories replacing the old ones, foods and more foods plus the stupid-money wasting-stuffs like the Princess bag! Why owh why! T_T

*Instead of preparing for the final exam of this semester which around the corner says our tu-to lecturer (her around the corner means 3000km for us! hehehe) I’ve spend quite a quality time sketching/drafting my 1^st movie. Nothing has been finalized just yet as it too early and too many uncertainties need to be clear. And because of that I need to watch more movies, I love it! Watching movies made me content, but will turned sad the day after when I know I’m going to die (like Selen’s always said!) with the untouched works!

* Instead of not thinking of someone I keep thinking of that person and the question, and the offer and the possibilities and the outcomes and the future! Because I chose to.

me, the never so pretty girl :)