I'm a sloth.

Been in a sabbatical unintentionally, geez feel like ages since the last time I log in here. Its been so long that I almost forgot what is my password, and I actually took few minutes to scroll and find which button should I click to post a new entry. Seriously!I miss the feeling of wanting to write something, posting pictures and put up all my recent exciting updates because the truth is there were so many things happened in between posts. For starter I am no more a pupil of SBR & Co, the unmotivated jobless who is counting the last 3 days before my call. Catch up soon, I promise! So much to write so I need to list down first before I forgot all of them and become sloth lazy all over again. Hey check out the invitation card for my call,courtesy of Nadea.

McFreak

'No matter how much of a freak you end up being, chances are there's still someone out there for you. Unless of course, they've already moved on'. -Grey's Anatomy.

All this hiatus thingy for USA TV shows is killing me, I need my dose of drama.


Missing my Glee,Csi(s),The Good Wife,Happy Endings,The Big Bang Theory,Switched At Birth, and obviously Grey's Anatomy!

TV is my mini cinema:)

1st day.

First day as pupil in chambers, I'm freaking out as usual but this time I play it cool by not showing it off. I play my age,ok saying that make me feel old..really old.This is it,5 years reading law come to its moment of truth.My motto is to ask as much as you want,it's okay to be stupid for 5 minutes rather than paid the price for the rest of your life.Alhamdulillah everything went well, need to buck up because this is totally a different game compared to attachment, INDEPENDENT is proven to be chambering students' middle name.


When I was 7,on my 1st day in school my father couldn't stay with me for the rest of the day like other parents because my mother gave birth to my brother and today my 1st working experience in the real sense, I felt the deja'vu vibe because once again I'm surviving alone as they went to send the same boy to PLKN.


Just like that 17 years have passed.


That 7 years old cute girl whose ambitious is wanted to be a lawyer when she grows up now is so close to her dream.InsyaAllah.

Just be yourself but wiser each day:)

What's in the pointer?

Here I am, after 5 long years of journey being a law student I end up on this hot chair of various interviews to get a place to do my Pupilage. I started pretty late since only in December I start eyeing for firms and stuffs compare to my friends who some of them already gaining experience for more than a month now, my philosophy is chill until the completion letter is out.LOL. This is another phase I can't wait to get over with and get on with my life, 1001 questions running in my mind right now of what will they expect from a fresh graduate. Will they test me solely on the education part or do they want to see how we carry our self, our confidence level or maybe like most of the stories I heard they will be most impressed with how a street smart survived in the real world.


That brings me to 1 thing that I regret the most for not be able to accomplished within my 5 years, you know when we done with school we listened to a lot of people who aim for 4 flat when they entered an University and so do I.That was 1 of my dream, seeing my own sister who was a JPA's scholar as well as later a TM's achieved that really drives me to at least tried my best but sadly I never get to fulfilled that because the truth is I'm such a procrastinator and I just have to be satisfied with my highest GPA of 3.78 and CGPA of 3.64. I was never the smartest in the class, nor the straight As student like I used to be in school therefore I just have to be grateful to finally graduated as a 2nd class student. I always envy few of my classmates in the special small batch, they are supersmart and they know how to divide their time smartly without jeopardize their future. I guess I'm a bit too late to regret all this but I will not give up from here.There are so much out there need to be discovered so I will not stop here. At the end of the day I like to believe and endorse to people out there, pointer might be crucial but it is not EVERYTHING that will decide how you'll shape up your future.Yeah I might sound like a loser who try to feel good about herself, but think about it and you'll agree with me.Don't feel down, there is still time for YOU to do your best!



Like they say,'Tuntutlah ilmu hingga ke negara China dan hingga ke liang lahad' meaning there is no boundaries of where and until when you should strive for more educations.

December:Honeymoon period ends for this lazy fat couch potato,time to pull it together & get serious..Wish me luck people!

Aftermath.

They say every words count as prayers, I wish I can say good thing after my 1st paper yesterday 'like wow,what an easy test that was and I'm glad I read all the spot topics!' but instead it sounded like this 'damn @$##**% you uncivilized CIVIL PROCEDURE II,why must you combined with so many sub-topics,can't you just like stand on your own!Ya Allah tolong lah jangan failed as I've came so close to the finish line already'. We realised only 1 single thing after each final exams(in particular) that is, why human's brain can function every single day,it functions for 24hours a day,7days a week and its been freaking functioning right from the time we were born and it only stops when we are taking exams! And the aftermath of yesterday's paper was,' that civil II paper just now, had given me multiple abrasions and lacerations, severe brain bruising, grade 2 concussions, and a 2 seconds fail of chest or whatever the right terms are...and exactly, it was brutal'.

And for today's paper,I just want to dedicate the 'successful' attempt in answering those 100marks questions only to the only bunch of no life people, who liked to over think such simple issues and bring nothing but misery to our life even after they are long dead and gone.Yeah, to all Jurisprudence scholars out there or where ever you guys are please accept my sincere dedication of my 'A+' result later. Updates for the next 3 papers I hope will sound a bit more cheerful than this 1. Amin.

Never thought it's going to be this challenging and heart-breaking!

Socrates & Crito

These 2 names have been lingering in our life,our lips, conquered our lunch conversation topic quite a while now. Being a final year student I never thought our life would be this 'serious', meaning no (no would be exaggerating, I would say cut down 70% from before) more hot stories, gossiping, etc but end up having sort of intelligently boring but interesting talks like this. I can never understand Jurisprudence, but that's the best part of it. The more you try to understand the more you will failed, the beauty of learning about these philosophers is mainly to combine or compare what are your thoughts, criticism, comparison with theirs'. Doesn't necessarily you have to agree with them all the time, most of the time I kinda disagree with them for obvious reason like they lived in the totally different era so the way they handle issues were quite LAME I must say but hey we were not in their shoes plus excuse me they are dead like hundred years ago and we still talk about them. Literally worshiping their ideologies ok, can we be that? NEVER! So yeah, in a way they are cool to be the first in their time to came out with such ideologies where no laymen at that time would even though of.


Its so funny to think about when during our lunch time we actually discuss about why would Socrates reject his bestfriend who is Crito's plan in escaping from the prison, why is that their conversation sounds so gay-ish (like seriously,you have to read the whole play.Damn interesting.) and add to our already pathetic life, we now spend our time on youtube no more to watch Korean online drama, Shah Rukh Khan's latest interview, Harimau Malaya latest football match,etc but in a way we were forced by Dr.M-Z to watch the videos about Socrates by a man named Stefbot. There are 6 parts of them, 6 excruciating parts!And all this while people thought I'm emo, hello this guy actually cried when he's telling his views about Socrates's stands ok.Over attached I would say.2 hours of each lecture might killed you at the end of the day if you refuse to listen carefully, because underneath each stories there are superb quotes by these philosophers and I'm glad the presentation just now ended with a satisfied approval and a happy face by Dr.M-Z who is really hard to pleased. I end my Jurisprudence's saga with my favourite quote so far;

'People must find a place in their heart to forgive those who do evil to them' - Socrates-



Socrates & Crito rocks man!

TGIF!

Alhamdulillah. Everything seems to be on the right track so far, everything seems great and going smoothly so far, everyone from both of my masters,the lawyers,the staffs and the chambering pupil are nice bunch of people (so far)who teach me and guide me a lot especially during this early phase of the 3 months journey. I couldn't ask for a better firm for my attachment (its similar to internship, its just that we law students we like to be different from others kan.hehe.) Problems are bound to encountered soon enough but for now I just want to gain as much experience as I could and along the way have fun too, never thought these so call 'professional' people are as crazy and demented as I am or as we are because they are totally normal people behind those black and white attire and those thick books and cases. I laughed a lot too in this first week, so just hope I'll continue laughing all the way during the time I finishes my log book until my final presentation. In between free time, lunch time, and or some lunch date with master here and there along the way I bug my girls about how's their days, got eye candy or not, whats happening in my place, etc. Miss them so much!


New kid on the block therefore I play everything safe and low, get green light to wear other than black and white from my master but I shall show my true 'colour' slowly.hahaha. Its time to observe, who can be your friend and who shall remain your senior or just colleague. Whatever it is I just want to learn everything about conveyancing and litigation (yes,I'm lucky to get both field in the same firm compare to lots of my friends who stuck with the same boring routine of conveyancing) and hope by the end of this attachment I'll get to decide whether I'm going to practice or not after graduated.


Working life made me realised and appreciated weekends more than before. Times seems to be so limited with all the workloads, family time, social hangouts,etc. Wonder if my plan to get a part time job will ever be accomplished, so far I learnt the hard way that part time job does not means only for weekend honey. Thanks to Levi's, Baskin Robbins, Secret Recipe, Subway, etc for telling me that. I will not stop trying though, for THE vacation's sake!

Just peek into the REAL world and it sems wonderful out there, SO FAR! :)

LA phase.

I don’t think I’ve ever feel this nervous, not even when I was about to enter my first day in school. I didn’t cry nor did I threw any tantrums like how most normal kids do when they about to start their standard one. I dropped off from my kindergarten when I was 5 (few weeks after joined) because I felt they teach me things that I already know, so yes at 5 I have the guts to tell my parents to stop sending me to nursery and let me stay at home, basically they and my sister taught me afterwards. I was a home school girl at my early age, and they did teach me a lot of things and I can say I end up quite smart, nicely and beautifully (there’s no harm with some exaggeration) at the time I joined school and at the end of schooling days. That was because when I was 7 my parents were busy expecting my little brother, and he was born if I’m not mistaken during my 2^nd week in school so I was prepared to be independent even at that age. Plus I never thought school as a frightening place to be at, I love meeting new friends because I always regard myself as people’s person. I have no problem with teachers, my peers love me (I like to believe that way, let me be), extra classes or curriculum never tensed me as I love the times I spent in school. But tomorrow as I’m about to start my legal attachment (LA) I feel serious numbers of butterflies in my stomach, I’m pretty sure I want my father to send and wait for me this time at least until break time. I never asked him to do those 14 years ago but now I am. It’s that time, time for us to face the real world. Not that we are all living in an imaginary bubble and unreal world all this while but this is it where every words and actions count, everything will be on your shoulders alone and no one can help you. I need to take care of not only my reputation but also my lecturers’, my parents’, my law school’s and also my university’s. You have to help yourself in gaining more knowledge and experiences which will later helped you in chambering world if not the real tough legal field. All the best to everyone who is doing LA starting tomorrow, it’s ok to be scared because you are not alone and its never a bad thing to feel nervous when you are about to start a new phase. Have a wonderful LA-ing and hope all of us will survived this in 1 piece at the end. Keep smiling!

Relax,everything's going to be fine. InsyaAllah :)

RED

Sweet Bunch ♥

With people from legal field ♥

My Jan intake 2008 (some of them are missing) ♥

Shrekkers ♥

Going to buy more sarees ♥

Its the end of my 4 wonderful years in this exciting(can't think of any better word) LAW School, just realised I wore red for all my law nights unintentionally planned ; Granc Gala as freshie, Le Banquet as committee, Le Prestige as an audience and lastly Grand Royale as final year student who danced and sang(disastrous,on my part!). Each and every law night has their own of great stories to be told and remembered, and for this year I'm so happy to finally live up my Bollywood dream of wearing saree, contrary to popular belief its actually very comfortable. Thanks a lot to those who helped patiently behind the scene with the red gorgeous saree, thanks ♥. Its been a rollercoaster journey both mentally and emotionally since last year's law night till the recent one, untold griefs and happiness bundle up all in 1 night make it more special for me especially when at the end of the day I survived and viable to my very best. These past few weeks really tested our patient in dealing with.....people basically but the appreciations, smiles, compliments, etc that we received that night wash off all the pain, scars and sadness.



I started this journey with the girls and I'm grateful to end this route with them as well, along side many other good friends who I love, respect and will forever cherish to have their friendship. Why am I talking as if we already finished our study when we still have 9 months to go until we officially a law graduated, 3 months of Legal Attachment waiting to slaughtered us, 2 final exams to go through while we tearing our hair off our heads and thousands of dramas to be faced in coming days until that October comes. Till then, lets buried our heads in the acts, cases and law books.


p/s: RED DEVILS scored 5-0 against Birmingham the same night, Berbatov's 2nd hatrick for this season. GLORY GLORY! What's more can I ask for!

I will sincerely miss my Jan Intake 2008 once it ends :')