I miss writing!

I hate to see the condition of my blog, it looks like a haunted place since it has been abandoned for moons already. I have so many things (like crazy many!) to share and write but all of them are stuck in my head with 1001 other things that come with the title as a pupil I’m living with for the last 7 months. In between office, courts, here and there I find myself rather settled on my comfy bed at the end of the day rather than facing my laptop. It’s so tiring you know, not just for my eyes (facing the PC, damn thick books and cases) but emotionally tired as well because never had I have to work for straight 9 months without any leaves (exception to weekends, public holidays because all that flew in a blink).

Now days, life is no more about rainbow and butterflies, adult life is very dull and sad. Given any chance I prefer my student’s life over anything else. I’m willing to continue my studies until the highest level but at this age everything comes with responsibility and it’s about time for a 24 years old to give back to the people that matters the most to us, our parents and family.  Yes I love the fact that I’m chasing my dream (the one that I had since I was 7 although back then I don’t even know what a lawyer does) and am this close to be a litigator myself by its not the profession that suck but the life as a litigator is....Basically there’s no life for us (litigators) at least for the first 10 years of us trying to build your career or set up our own firm (InsyaAllah). 

In short I have so much respect for those who can juggle their career and personal life wonderfully at this stage regardless what lines are they in, I have few friends getting engaged and married end of this year and early next year. This left me wondering, why can’t I be like them or positively I like to believe Allah is waiting for the right time to put all the pieces in its places.

Going to end this entry with some mouth watering pictures from our iftar!

Dinner with Shrekians at Chilis while cheering for LCW!Lovely moment after months:)

I miss my coffee badly this Ramadhan!

Cheers to me for another day without rice this month!

All praise for HIM :')

There has been few happy occasions lately,especially the convocations of my girls.Although its not my turn yet but I'm indeed very proud and happy for all of them.They are my person,who always wish me well and pray for my success as well. It feels like just yesterday we were still in school,I grew up with these girls and I'm so glad and excited to get the chance to be there and shared their happiness on their convocation day.I'm blessed to share the warm love from their big family as well,congratulations again girls!Love you all and wish you all the very best with future undertakings :)

And Alhamdulillah,syukur Ya Allah after celebrated Along and Boboy's birthday yesterday.1st of November and my jaan Shah Rukh today I received the long awaited good news.Syukur again,after 5 long years I am now a Law graduate.Its a suspense final semester though,but I'm so grateful for His blessing and everything in between.It seems my 'work' starts tomorrow,hope I'll get through 1 phase at a time.Amin.

I wish all my friends the best in whatever they decided to do:)

I'm a BIG girl.

Emilia- Big Big World

The reason why Mix.Fm is my favourite radio station regardless of the fact that they keep changing their djs and contrary to popular belief that they were designed for middle aged people is simply because they play the tracks which bring good old memories to me every time I tuned to them. This song transported me back to the year 1998,when life was so much more uncomplicated,and in 2011 I'm still listening to this easy catchy tune.I'm going to dedicate each verse of this song to the person who I wrote last entry of mine.

I'm a big big girl

In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much

I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone

We never get to old to miss our friends :')

5 years ♥

'Because when the sun shines, we'll shine together, Told you I'll be here forever, Said I'll always be your friend, Took an oath,I'ma stick it out till the end.'

That's a promise my friend, a promise we made 5 years ago under a rainbow coloured umbrella.You'll always be here in my ♥ whether you still are my friend or not. Just because you have left doesn't meet I'm not going to stay around..a bit longer. With the hope and continuous prayers you'll take a detour and come back.

Its raining but we are here to stay :')

Ma.

Happy 53rd birthday ma, pray that you will always happy having us by your side and healthy so that you can continue being the best cook in the whole wide world and loved by us for the rest of your life, Amin. Love you.

I think this is my first time away from home on my mom’s birthday. When I’m deprived of home’s TLC I’m a bit emotional for all the wrong reasons, even the tinny ones. Melaka has been great to me, my friends here are like my extended family for the past 4-5 years but nothing can beat the love and nags (sorry ma) you got from your own mother. My Mama and I have completely different mind and personalities, and that even the least to say. Not just the look (stop it people, I WASN’T adopted!) but we are like chalk and cheese in most of the things like she’s kind a soft spoken while I’m pretty loud but we both love to talk, she’s this typical great woman who does all the feminine stuff while I’m not but we both have eyes for handbags, she doesn’t like certain things that I do because they are a bit ‘inappropriate’ from a mother’s perspective for their daughters for example riding HUGE BIKES (she doesn’t understand I guess why I’m so into them) but I always counter attack her thoughts by getting my father’s support and he always have to give politically correct answers so that both of us doesn’t get hurt and many more but at the end of the day I love her with all my heart. The thing I missed the most about her when we are apart is that she knows what my likes and dislikes in life, in general without having to agree on them.

You know how most people say that, ‘My mom is like a friend, we can talk about anything under the sun’, well I would like to say my mom is my mom. She doesn’t have to be a friend for me to tell things, she is THE only one who has the privilege to be called Mama by me so why would I want another friend when I have enough of them. When I pray, regardless of how many sins I’ve committed and many more to come I never pray for my happiness, success or whatsoever but I always pray that for my mom(and dad, obviously! He’s my favourite person in this world, not even mom can beat that. hehe.) to be happy for the rest of their life, because they are only content when we kids doing fine in our life so if they are happy means everything is great in our life. Get it? It’s my way of being selfless in a selfish way *evil grin;)*

A mother is a person who seeing there are only four pieces of pie for five people, promptly announces she never did care for pie. ~Tenneva Jordan