LOST

I believe everyone hate the feeling of loosing someone or something that we love,or anything that very close to our heart and life.But whatever it is,I want to believe that everything happen for a reason.There is always a silver lining behind dark cloud.I don't consider myself as full optimistic because sometimes I do act or feel pessimistic towards this life,whoever says life is fair I think they need to rethink!It is very disheartening to see people leaving us no matter how close or not we were to that particular person,maybe we just being human and cry for times that we think the tears need to come out but the truth is we scare..not sure what but something,the thought that our loved one walk out from our live is scary enough for me, at least.Regardless our skin color,beliefs,religion and even which part of the world we are from, still we will or we did experience such feeling right.And obviously its not the best feeling to go through!To those out there who needs condolences just remember that all this comfort wont be there with you forever,just chin up look forward and live life to the fullest ok.That is what Im going to do in this brand new year,no more hesitation(only when it need to be there then..)

p/s: AL-FATIHAH for arwah Mohd Izzuddin Khair.Amin.

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

Where should i start?Owh let me start with clearing up some issue,sthere are people who questioning my fanaticness,obsession, fascination or whatever they want to name it for someone named Shahrukh. All of that are wrong choices of words actually,exact one would be LOVE,Je Taime(expressing it in french!)haha,cant understand where does I get this gene of adoring the art called Bollywood!Not a single person in my family understand(or atleast try to!),but I love ayah and along for always supporting my passion not directly(no way they will follow me for movies,etc).Except once i did lie literally to along,but technically it was her fault for not asking me what movie we are going to watch that particular day hahaha,funny incident!Should see her reaction once the light goes off and there were the actors who she completely tried hard to avoid.But indirectly they are the spine behind my fixation :) mama & boboy too quite a adherent number of times!

Well well,today I went to pyramid to catch the latest product by the famous combo Adi-Shahrukh-YahsrajFilms(to those who are totally,absolutely&wholly no idea what am i talking about..they are the reason behind supersuccess of DILWALE DULHANIA LE JAYENGE!Please tell me you guys did heard about this movie atleast once in your lifetime?!)Its ok,if never heard about it before..REMEMBER,im the 1 who told you guys ok!Lets make way for me the movie critique :

STORY OF A LAYMAN.To all ordinary people out there.From the perspective of a normal person.Those 3 sentences kind a summed up my view on this movie,Shahrukh once again play himself(if you want someone else,than go watch someone else!)but this time he just playing a middle class guy who works in a 4x4 cubicle in the office,who friends are just ordinary like any Tom,Dick and Harry,his house extra normal and not as gigantic and out of nowhere like those in 1 of Karan's movies.Plainly he is not the super charming RAJ or Rahul again this time!Good news right.The performance,dialogues,songs,scenes,screenplay are just simply at the right place and at the right time.Love the debutant also,Anushka is better than Deepika(personal opinion!).She had no qualms in acting opposite the biggest star in the fraternity,by that she scored big time!Wish all the best for her in the Filmfare next year.OMG2,the moment Kajol appeared I was like "they are so made for each other"and enjoy throughout the songs as well the movie.And seriously all it takes is just Kajol's cameo appearance for less than 5 minutes for the audience to completely forgot about the debutant!

In short Shahrukh has again proved his mettle and yet another jem from the King himself.His not the boy next door anymore but the normal geek who happened to be super cute!After all what do we expect from Adi other than emotional,sensitif,and romance saga although cant reach the same like the predecessor one.All in all i give 2 thumbs up after a long time!Maybe I'll consider to go and watch it for the 2nd time as i have exta 1 free stub,it has been forever since I want to try the new cinema at Capsquare so maybe that is my next destination!

Big date after a year : MY JODI!:)

First of all let me apologize for those(as if there's anyone who read my blog!)who feel irritates or annoys with the audio of Shahrukh's new movie..bottomline is do i CARE?NO!ngehehe,how mean right..but i love this widget,cant help it!okay,the reason for this posting is because the big day tomorrow..


REMINDER!

DATE : 26TH DECEMBER 2009; TOMORROW!

VENUE : PYRAMID

PARTIES : ME & SHAHRUKH

STATUS : MR&MRS KHAN TILL ETERNAL :)

p/s: MERRY XMAS to all my friends who celebrating this joy celebration..hope everyone having a blast after quite a hectic year!GOD BLESS..

im SORRY ayah+mama :(

mama,I'll always love you!

Yesterday night,the night before Raya Haji i fought AGAIN with Boboy!This time he sure had cross the limit,i was so pissed of with him but never thought(ok,i did!)at that point of time he will do & said that to me.I'm his sister although he always treat me like I'm his brother maybe because I'm not as feminine or soft like Along but that is not an excuse for him not to respect me!This is not the 1st time we fight,yell or curse each other but after all these years I had enough.I'm so sad,me and Along actually cried because of his rudeness but he remains the same,HEARTLESS!I don't want to end up like not talking to each other for more than 2 years(its not Along fault at all!),like ayah said we are the only family we have so why cant we act like 1.I hate him!Call me childish if you want but I'm not jealous or whatsoever I just think like a sister should!

I dont really give a damn about him but it such a devastating for me to just watch without doing anything his bad manner towards my parents and when ayah and mama feel sad each time we quarrel like there is no tomorrow.I scream my lungs out every time his rudeness doesn't affect him at all,for GOD sake his not a child anymore why cant they get it!Just because his the only 1 staying at home that does not give him the passport in doing so,talking.screaming rudely to ayah and mama!I'm not saying I'm the angle in the house but sometimes someone need to teach him a lesson or two,cant simply act the same way when you were like 3 years old!I know my parents love us equally(there'r occasions where I've doubt it!:p)

ayah,love you till death!

I love my parents to death,maybe I'm the most emotional child to them but GOD knows how deep is my love for them as they are the only family I have,for a 20 years old girl I'm quite non dependent when it comes to surviving in the world or home without my ayah and mama! All I do is want to give them as many happiness as I could,I may not declare my worship for them from the roof top but they know whatever it takes for me to fight for their love or attention I will do it!I may not the best daughter in the world but 1 thing I will never stop to do is trying to be 1,for their eyes atleast :) One thing for sure they are the best parents a girl can have!With the new year just around the corner I wish I will be a better person all around!

raya haji 2008,

saiyidah izzati nur :)

DATUK for them,always SHAHRUKH for me :)

Datuk SRK,mine always...

First of all congrats to Shahrukh for this award,he had been knighted with Datukship for those who came in late.No one else(in Malaysia at least) feel as happy+excited+thrilled for him as i am!I may be the unofficial Datin for him but he is always the official King Khan in my heart,*wink*!At the ceremony I seriously think he looks sharp and charming in those baju melayu and samping,it cant be more perfect than black can it?Regardless what people have been criticizing since the news came out I always support the idea because they don't know the true reason behind it,or they pretend do not know about it as they just cant accept the fact some one else get the title without having to pay for it!This Bollywood heartthrob really deserve it,period!

srk : where are you cheda,i need you now in this special occasion :p

What made me feel so bad was that we were actually so close yet so far away because of the dates and information misunderstanding,the ceremony took place at a place that very close to my place in Malacca plus all the route he went,all the places he visited are all there right infront of me!This sad+disappointed+heart broken feeling wont leave me at least for the next 3-4 weeks, I really need times to swallow this bitter fact,arghhhhhhh!Hope he will fulfilled his promise to come back,at near future hopefully(I know he will!)Never felt so distressing about leaving Malacca for home but this time it really torn my heart in pieces :( But its ok i think,GOD sure have better plan for me in future(insyaALLAH).Glad Shahrukh took this opportunity to talked about Islam and tackle the issue of jihad in relating to the Mumbai blast 26/11,well spoke I must say.I know people out there sure will argue about his stand when it comes to religion,he may appears to be not a perfect muslim but who are we to judge?Are we perfect ourselves in this sense,honestly?He is like so intelligent,smart and brilliant for me as he thinks and talks really super fast and all got substance not just politically correct.

He may be Raj or Rahul in the reel life but you can't miss that effervescent winsome charm that serenades your affectionate attention effortlessly even in the real life!He may not have the greek god looks nor the abs like a washboard but he will always be MY SHAHRUKH forever eventhough he is a Datuk now.Here comes the hindi part,hehe :)
PYAR woh hameesha!