WORST birthday ever!

1st,it was the worst birthday because as this is my 1st ever b'day w'out ayah and mama being there for me physically to celebrate it..but of course they did called and wished me like others did!friends did text me wishes as usual,but some i guess maybe slipped the date out of their mind and some maybe just being busy..i knew cva would be the last to wishes me plus she's now in her orientation days so its hard for her to find time to call me as her seniors waned about no using hp for this 1 week..im very2 proud of her..i am!she has proven what is the real determination is,she succeed greatly from stpm to UM now..wish i have that kind of preservation!

secondly it was so suck because the fact that certain best friends 'forgot' to wish me..i dont give a damn to presents or whatsoever surprise party but just WISH me will you!i cant believe that i actually cried and weeping like a baby on my b'day ..i am super emotional,remember?!even along shocked to know the truth,but she bought me a piece of cake(secret recipe,thanks!)and giordano shirt&pants..when cva called me that was the point where i cant longer hold my tears so i bursted into it,then call to chat with z..then fif call me!he made my day actually by making me forget(for a moment!)about all my sadness and pain feeling..we talk everything under the sun(basically all about me!)and him also..haha..he is someone that i can talk to anytime,abot everything..thanks fif,tq a lot!

3rdly im so frustrated with myself that i cant seems to change old habit,you can!SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BOLEH!!!!!!!i need to try..HARDER PLEASE!

i cut my b'day cake this evening,clicking some photos!i wanted to give ayah my hp but dont think so he will accept it..im chatting with debob after a while,she's now in m'sia so hopefully could possibly spent more time 'hanging out' at ym..today we went for 'HANCOCK',enjoyable kinda off movie with a shocking twist where i kinda expected it though..i this is one of those day where i shop till drop man!owh yeah,chatted with sanjit(that handsome medic boy from KU,he'snow at Indonesia doing dentist)..borak2 biasa je..he's an anime lover,never knew that and plus he's also movie buff as there the tics& popcorn are damn cheap,im feeling damn jealous!alya asked to go out tomorrow but i guess i have to passed it for another time,maybe ena and my plan will come into force..hehe..ok till next post..

phir milenge=)