Perlis Phase ~ The Voyage [ under construction!]

As it will be damn hard for me to put the whole experience before and after the journey to and in Perlis in writing so I will put pictures and caption for each of it:) Plus since coming back from the most happening kg there;Kg.Perit I dont feel like writing much because there are like thousands of pictures in my collection so let them do the talking ok.And this would be probably my longest post till date.

~15TH jAN 09 : We during the Fasi Camp,suppose to be learning&training session for us who listed to be the Fasi at primary/secondary school at Perlis INSTEAD it became the monkey camp!we've been attacked by the hungry&disturbed monkeys!!!S.C.A.R.Y!



~17th Jan 09 : The day we're leaving for Perlis,still window shopping for bigger bags/backpacker/roller bag!And some of stuff that needed by most girls which is like nitty gritty stuff like mini container for all the toiletries.Plus before that we were put into quarantine in the exam hall and need to sit there and finished a set of Modern Math questions paper as we are the chosen 1 to become the Math teacher(GOD,save the kids at the school!haha)In the process I meet some POYO friends who think they are math genius when they are not,hahaha..that include us kcot!:p



~On the journey to Perlis 9.40pm until 8.40am the next day we've taken quite some pictures also which completely shows of the excitedness in us(OK,ME!)of going to a REAL kampung for the 1st ever time in my entire life!The first picture basically all of us the girls who went there except for the girl who taken the picture,SORRY:P then the 2nd one is me and my partner in love+crime,miss kcot who sitting beside me in the bus.Than we atleast stopped at 3 R&R(Rehat&Rawat)which are at Seremban,Bukit Merah and Gurun to pray and get some refreshment.

~ 18th & 19th Jan 09 :

The adventurous started the moment we land our huge bags, haha..on the land of Kg.Balik Guar and heading to the Balai Raya where the opening ceremony took place.Moment of truth was when my name been announced by the MC with 2 others name who is my foster sister;Sal & Put(THE BEST SENGETS!) and then and there we met our foster parents En.Desa bin Seman & Pn.Rokiah bt Ismail and guess what we get the most warmest welcome by Mak.:) Then that night after prayers at the mosque we ate kuih-muih made by Mak Lang(Azmi's mak),and all of them were deliciously finger licking good man!The best seri muka till date,yumm..yumm..make my mouth watering even thinking about it!The next day sports division started our 1st job which is set up the much awaited DT race which I can said after last minute alteration it run quite a success.Regardless what others might think,Im very proud with my team.On the event all the contestants(4 groups of 5-7)have to find route using the clues we've prepared around the Kampung and the winner is Nonot's team!Karim & some of other international had to be excluded in certain checkpoints,poor them:)

~20th Jan 09 : Today I do not join the IT workshop at both schools(SK Chuping & SMK Dato Jaafar),obviously its because of my lack of IT streak,in short for my kuno-ness.So as the peson in charge for all indoor activities we went to the kindergarten for our colouring contest and given away the huge hampers to the tiny but talented kids:) Then its all about wrapping the hampers and fr the 1st time I tried my hand on carom game,me and my partner Izzat and look like this is 1 of those thing I dont have talent in!hahaha,all scores scored by Izzat! T_T

~21st Jan 09 : I am Miss Cheda the Faci & Teacher for the Form 5 students at the secondary school,never imagined I'll be in this position not even in my dream!I dont think I have the quality of a good Teacher or a Faci which is for me PATIENT!The students were very down to earth,superwarm it almost feels like they had know me for years before,seriously.The attached to you quite easily and fast,we still keep in touch till today,I wish hem all the best for SPM as well as future.Dont let the talks bring you guys down,just remember the 'I Believe I Can Fly' moment and it will make you guys feel invigorated all over again.Evening is when we show our hardworking side by joining the villagers in gotong-royong held at several places around kampung,joined by representative from CIMA(Cement Industries Malausia Berhad) who was our biggest sponsor thanks to Saiful & the whole team of sponsorship division,well job guys.Do you think I stay till the end?Yes,the answer is NO.Our parents took us to the Padang Besar!weehoooo:)Sal bought the whole jersies store,haha..then ayah brought us to eat the most famous dish in Perlis which is Pulut Ayam. Before the full rehearsal of Malam Kebudayaan took place that night,Im so proud of myself that at last I've learnt how to ride a motorcycle,thanks to Cikgu Fateen and supports from the crowd(Sarah,Not & pakcik2 kampung).This is absolutely my 1st step in pursuing my dream in getting license for huge bike,damn excited!And the 1st time also I karoake along with the girls.

~22nd Jan 09 : Never will I forgot all the love I've received from the Perlis students,I will really cherish the experince for the time me being the Faci to them.If not because it really does happened to me myself I wont ever believe that LOVE spread that easily and that it attached close to your heart the moment we click with others.Now do I strongly believe that 'strangers are only people than not yet become our friends'.(",) Being link to someone:) Gossip momento!haha..Malam Kebudayaan is truly a bight to remember,Mohabbatein 's violin tune from the mini orchestra grabbed my attention the most and obvioulsy my own perfomance,duhhh:p Congrats to Not and Pza from all of us!Each of perfomances were a treat,all gave their best in the spirit of M.B DT 09. Around of applause to Pza & Nik for the mind blowing back drop as well as stage design,we love!Photography session was unevitable being us,so all night long continue till 1-2 am we posing here and there and I would like to take this opportunity to thanks from bottom of my heart to my personal cameraman,Tandi.hehehe..he been very responsible since the start of DT till the end,TERIMA KASIH BANGAT YA!

~23rd Jan 09 : All we do was eat on this day,the event was Kenduri Sekampung.We cooked and worked together with the aunties/uncles from both kampung,1 cow sponsored by CIMA unfortunately I dont eat beef soup nor all the veggies & ulam but being there itself give me satisfaction of hanging around people that I care the most.Me and Put travel across other district to meet my juries for tomorrow event,alhamdulillah all my work settled without much delay nor major problem.After helping them with the coconut thingy and give to Shahmi's house our foster parents took us to Bandar Kangar,ronda2 and eat the very nice 'pasembor'.It kind like rojak but with noodle and not so thick gravy.Today is the eve before my/our biggest event which is the Family Day DT09 tomorrow.Every single things need to be taken care today itself,Juza falls sick.I had minor nervous attack,so worried whether everything will go smoothly as we planned.We had Forum Perdana at night,the topic was family and here and there touched about the Gaza issue.Somehow I felt that the panels do not make each subtopic connected in a right direction,just an opinion.

~24th Jan 09 : The DAY!Aerobic & poco2 were the best part until I almost broken my glasses & finger in the netball games still doesnt make us the WINNER!haha..Indoor part was tense but still manageable with the help of Kak Ana,Kak Ros and Jannah,May GOD bless them.Tradisional activities were fun to be watched as well as laughed at the people spontaneous bahaviour during the game.:) We enjoyed throughout the day although damn exhausted!The closing night was a huge success thanks most importantly to Head Of Marketing,Sarah who without her none of these things are possible to be achieved in a short time under pressure somemore.

~25th Jan 09 : FLASHBACK took place,we cant believe its the end of the road of journey for us!The 1st day was a bit tough but the last day was tougher,tears follow the goodbye moment.:( Going to miss foster family,the kampung and the life there!NEVER will I let go this sweet experience slipped from my memory.HATE to say this but seriously deep in heart I will miss both my crazy+cenget foster sisters too,they're the best I could asked for.No one to quarrel with during breakfast,lunch or dinner.No more bed sharing and no more all those stupid jokes moment between us.I'll miss all the people who directly or indirectly contribute to the warmness in their smile and attitude.Tour around Perlis;went to Padang Besar again get souvenirs,Gua Kelam and journey continues to KL.

~26th Jan 09 : ZzzzzZZZZZ + Hahahahaha + Clik..clik = 3am reached home after sent Pza and Yusof.Hugs and kisses with all for the last time before we heading to enjoy(TRY TO!) the rest of holiday before new sem started.

me,the `st timer kampung girl:) LOVING IT!

HELLO!

Wow,its been what..like 3 weeks since the last time i dropped by here,and i feel really good to be back home sweet home.But still I do miss the other home,family and sisters.The Perlis chapter will always remain one of the sweetest memories in my life,ever!I'll post some of the pictures from the 2 weeks journey later because somehow not in the mood just yet,thanks to my injured finger I guess,hehehe(the other reason being that I left hp USB back at E.P) 1 part I hate the most is this oily and darker skin,arghhh!It just wont go away no matter how hard I scrub everyday :p Obviously not 1 of my plan this year to turn into a ugly duckling AGAIN!

Hard to make a summary when every inch of the experience feel hard to let go,for the past 1 year I think that was the best time I've spend and socializing with people,I had a blast for that period and hopefully our relationship between foster parents,sisters and the whole committee as well as members of Desa Tercinta 2009 will bond forever even if we will not join the next DT event because I cant afford to open my heart to other family as mine is the best a foster child could have,Alhamdulillah...May GOD bless them,insyaALLAH :) I've learn alot from the process making this event a successfull one,congrats to sarah for all the hardwork which paid off when the closing saw the arrival of Chief Minister of Perlis,bravo to nora for the really nice poems,hoorey to pza for the mind blowing backdrop,last but not the least to ksya well done for being the best MC.Not to forget to all the High Com ofcourse who without them none of these will be able to fulfilled,especially to Sports Division where I appreciate every and each of the members.Thanks to Juza for giving me this opportunity and for bear with me all this time and to Ucop,Bob,Haziq,and Duang I'll miss you guys.I have such a great time being one of the boys,hehehe..

I know this might been way to late but I miss you man!1 of my bestfriend had left Malaysia to pursue her studies at New Zealand,man ( Siti Alya ) thanks for the I miss you notes!Our hangout will never be the same,as one by one of you guys had fly away and left me alone :( Enough of sad mode,I wish the best for us dunia & akhirat ok!

p/s : to all who invovlved in the making of the story above,sorry for anything that might hurt your feeling with my jokes or gestures!:) Happy New Semester,ALL THE BEST!

me,hate this sparained finger and broken spectical!

not so QUICKIE anymore!

They made my 16 journey so sweet and 5 years after they still make me feel good being a Malaysian teenager who don't really have superb English because we can always campur-campur our language maa! They made my night never been the same again,full of cheerful&laugh all the way mid night hour.Im talking about my favourite ever TV host Rina & Phat Fabes of the 8TV Quickie team,on the 1st day of New Year of 09 they left the show after effortless put a smile on millions of viewers faces(including mine!).

So sad for not having the opportunity in watching them again make a fool of themselves day after day,talking to callers as if they know us long enough like a buddy and all that were just to make the show full of life,I'm going to damn miss that!Seriously!I dont just like them for all the prizes I've won(grateful though!) but also just being themselves on national television,infront of thousand they just being the normal shorty Rina O and the fatty Phat.

I learn alot from them and the most important thing that I do strongly believe is that no matter what and how your look is it shouldnt be a barrier of how far can you go in searching and fulfilling your dream.Other host may come and go(Adam,Marion,Kesh,Edlin,Aisyah,Razif,Belinda,Henry,Prem&Zehr)but there will be no other like both of them,in short QUICKIE wont be the same anymore!They wont be quickie after all because the 15 minutes will felt like forever to reach the credit moment.There's nothing different about them after this,I may still watch and support them but not as full hearted as I did before.Merely because the pioneer or the important pieces are not there anymore :(

I do think QUICKIE & 8tv rock!

Last minute..till date!

I may have forgotten to include this one in my new year resolution.I guess it just meant not to be change forever,in my life at least.Hehehe :p But on the serious note,I do want to study and have revision like normal student does,which is on daily basis.

Oh come on,who really does that?Seriously?(not anyone that I know so far,not even the Cots!kidding girls!)If there is,he/she must have been originated out of this galaxie,okay fine Debob/Sha/Azam/Cva(just to name a few) are among that clan but that is because they are born genius![being a modest girl I am :) ]

Ehmm,my goal next semester(as this semester already comes to its end with FINAL starting tomorrow) is to endeavor to have consistent revision hour every single day(back to old days at school,yes as hard as for you guys to believe it I'm quite organize+diligent back then!) I don't have to sit at my desk and read books/acts/cases from cover to cover but to possibly make sure I understand thoroughly rather than memorising it for the sake of answering exam papers!But for us it just inevitable right to read the notes till the 11th hour,nevertheless if there a wish there will be a way somehow.

It really a big deal for me simply because we're going to be a 2nd year student in couple of weeks!How scary man with the line up of super intimidating(in a truly good ways actually)lectureres like the Dean of School of Law;the strict Madam Flora Techner,My Academic Advisor;the cool Madam Isabella Wong,the Constitutional expert;Dr.Ahmad Masum and others.Interesting part is that I'm going to be a dancer next semester(insyaALLAH)for my choice of co-curriculum and guys this is the time for me to shows off my hidden talent!Hahaha.Cant wait,seriously!Till next semester,I'll be updating the level of hardworkingness.

Me the not so good planner!

LOVE does HURT :)

Universal language for LOVE it is(for me atleast!)

Its that time again,
I met him,loved him,lost him,
And we met again,
This time he is completely stranger,
By my choice,
I can see him smilling,
Yet still I walked away,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
Our 'song' on the airwaves,
I love it,
Humming all the way,
Bring back good memories,
As well as the bad one,
Yet still I switch off the radio,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
40 full moons have passed by,
But why does the same name appear,
Why the pain still there,
Why the scars still visible,
Why the tears still dropping,
Why is there no space for new love,
Yes,love does hurt.

Its that time again,
He WAS my friend,
And it stays that way,
Aah,just let it go!
But I cant,why?
Because,Love does hurt.


The virgin in LOVE & HEART matter :)

Wishing & wanting for 2009

Last year sure did end pretty fast(we tend to repeat the same thing year after year don't we?)but seriously time flies in a blink in 2008,I cant believe that it almost a year we spend as Degree Law student and as well as have been a Malacca resident for that period (have to not that I want to!).I want to go straight and just listing up my so call new RESOLUTIONS for this brand new year of 2009!

1 thing for sure this time I want to get it right,not that completely fully right but if I could accomplished at least half of it than it would be such satisfying as if I fulfilled all of it.The same sense of victory I would say if I able to achieve,but we will see with my perseverance and GOD's willing whether all the wanting can be pull off successfully.Here it goes :

• It is important for me to LOVE myself before I love others so; I want to be a better Muslim,citizen,daughter,sister,student,friend,in all I want to improved myself as a PERSON!In order to become a better person in whole I need to get rid this short-temperness of mine,hate it not just because the higher B.P from day to day(hahaha!) but also want to eradicate the negative side of me!Its crucial for me as well to just be ME(the usual flamboyant+nonchalantly cHeda) without need to portray someone else's image and personality just because its cool to do so.
  

• Develop a more serious view in what I am currently studying,LAW it is. Crucial for me to expand my skills & knowledge for future benefit.Hopefully I can have proper schedule starting 2nd year,most vital thing is to actually FOLLOW it rather than have 1 without practising it.

• Pick up on my reading,I guess its about time since I do think I enjoy reading for the last couple months of last year. Amcorp Mall sure have numbers of book store that selling affordable reading material from a lot of field whether its teenage novels,investigation kind a type,biographies,etc.Plus want to master some of languages that I love to use in daily life as well as been influenced from the movies,tv serial or short films I watched all this time.
  

• Financial stability.Yes and no(recession factor).Basically Im turning 21 this year so I do think I need to increase my bank balance,don't want to just rely on Ayah or festive angpaus but I should have my source for financial as well right.Wish for a more luck this year in joining whatever contest so that there's posibility in me joining the businesswomen clan.Hahaha..But on the serious note,insyaALLAH no more wasting money on baseless stuff.

• Wardrobe makeover.No explanation needed.

• Exercise and healthy lifestyle.Same here,just need to be more consistent and full of determination as I believe in myself.

• Live life to the full.Now the priority would be to focus on things that I've always passionate about so I want to try my hands on all the things I always dreamt of such as outdoor activities,learning instruments,go out and meet new people,etc.Should stop hesitate and just go for it you know,because all this time so much of delaying took place and nothing seems to work out.

• Seriousness.Take my role of film critic and a wannabe movie director more seriously,want to have basic and complete knowledge(try to!)in movie making.I always been a movie buff and always have my point of view so why not I try to made it my bread and butter,maybe as a 'part time job'.Who knows what will happened untill I try right,so thats what exactly I will do.
  

• Dreams.I cant remember since when,but always been a travel&living huge fan so savings starting now on so that I could cross the globe when time is right.EPL,world cup and others extravaganza sports events also are under my list place to be.
  

• Passion.Basically this is related to the point above,desiredly want to turn my hobby/enthusiasm in living or breath in the Bollywod world or for collecting its bits and pieces into something that people appreciate or at least value as time goes by.

• I love my family to death so I desperately from day to day always want to impress them and made them happy in every way I involve.

Thats it for now,hope this new year give me new spirit in discover new world out there!
HAPPY NEW YEAR:)

sincerely,
SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR BT RAZAK MAIDEEN

LOST

I believe everyone hate the feeling of loosing someone or something that we love,or anything that very close to our heart and life.But whatever it is,I want to believe that everything happen for a reason.There is always a silver lining behind dark cloud.I don't consider myself as full optimistic because sometimes I do act or feel pessimistic towards this life,whoever says life is fair I think they need to rethink!It is very disheartening to see people leaving us no matter how close or not we were to that particular person,maybe we just being human and cry for times that we think the tears need to come out but the truth is we scare..not sure what but something,the thought that our loved one walk out from our live is scary enough for me, at least.Regardless our skin color,beliefs,religion and even which part of the world we are from, still we will or we did experience such feeling right.And obviously its not the best feeling to go through!To those out there who needs condolences just remember that all this comfort wont be there with you forever,just chin up look forward and live life to the fullest ok.That is what Im going to do in this brand new year,no more hesitation(only when it need to be there then..)

p/s: AL-FATIHAH for arwah Mohd Izzuddin Khair.Amin.

Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi

Where should i start?Owh let me start with clearing up some issue,sthere are people who questioning my fanaticness,obsession, fascination or whatever they want to name it for someone named Shahrukh. All of that are wrong choices of words actually,exact one would be LOVE,Je Taime(expressing it in french!)haha,cant understand where does I get this gene of adoring the art called Bollywood!Not a single person in my family understand(or atleast try to!),but I love ayah and along for always supporting my passion not directly(no way they will follow me for movies,etc).Except once i did lie literally to along,but technically it was her fault for not asking me what movie we are going to watch that particular day hahaha,funny incident!Should see her reaction once the light goes off and there were the actors who she completely tried hard to avoid.But indirectly they are the spine behind my fixation :) mama & boboy too quite a adherent number of times!

Well well,today I went to pyramid to catch the latest product by the famous combo Adi-Shahrukh-YahsrajFilms(to those who are totally,absolutely&wholly no idea what am i talking about..they are the reason behind supersuccess of DILWALE DULHANIA LE JAYENGE!Please tell me you guys did heard about this movie atleast once in your lifetime?!)Its ok,if never heard about it before..REMEMBER,im the 1 who told you guys ok!Lets make way for me the movie critique :

STORY OF A LAYMAN.To all ordinary people out there.From the perspective of a normal person.Those 3 sentences kind a summed up my view on this movie,Shahrukh once again play himself(if you want someone else,than go watch someone else!)but this time he just playing a middle class guy who works in a 4x4 cubicle in the office,who friends are just ordinary like any Tom,Dick and Harry,his house extra normal and not as gigantic and out of nowhere like those in 1 of Karan's movies.Plainly he is not the super charming RAJ or Rahul again this time!Good news right.The performance,dialogues,songs,scenes,screenplay are just simply at the right place and at the right time.Love the debutant also,Anushka is better than Deepika(personal opinion!).She had no qualms in acting opposite the biggest star in the fraternity,by that she scored big time!Wish all the best for her in the Filmfare next year.OMG2,the moment Kajol appeared I was like "they are so made for each other"and enjoy throughout the songs as well the movie.And seriously all it takes is just Kajol's cameo appearance for less than 5 minutes for the audience to completely forgot about the debutant!

In short Shahrukh has again proved his mettle and yet another jem from the King himself.His not the boy next door anymore but the normal geek who happened to be super cute!After all what do we expect from Adi other than emotional,sensitif,and romance saga although cant reach the same like the predecessor one.All in all i give 2 thumbs up after a long time!Maybe I'll consider to go and watch it for the 2nd time as i have exta 1 free stub,it has been forever since I want to try the new cinema at Capsquare so maybe that is my next destination!

Big date after a year : MY JODI!:)

First of all let me apologize for those(as if there's anyone who read my blog!)who feel irritates or annoys with the audio of Shahrukh's new movie..bottomline is do i CARE?NO!ngehehe,how mean right..but i love this widget,cant help it!okay,the reason for this posting is because the big day tomorrow..


REMINDER!

DATE : 26TH DECEMBER 2009; TOMORROW!

VENUE : PYRAMID

PARTIES : ME & SHAHRUKH

STATUS : MR&MRS KHAN TILL ETERNAL :)

p/s: MERRY XMAS to all my friends who celebrating this joy celebration..hope everyone having a blast after quite a hectic year!GOD BLESS..

im SORRY ayah+mama :(

mama,I'll always love you!

Yesterday night,the night before Raya Haji i fought AGAIN with Boboy!This time he sure had cross the limit,i was so pissed of with him but never thought(ok,i did!)at that point of time he will do & said that to me.I'm his sister although he always treat me like I'm his brother maybe because I'm not as feminine or soft like Along but that is not an excuse for him not to respect me!This is not the 1st time we fight,yell or curse each other but after all these years I had enough.I'm so sad,me and Along actually cried because of his rudeness but he remains the same,HEARTLESS!I don't want to end up like not talking to each other for more than 2 years(its not Along fault at all!),like ayah said we are the only family we have so why cant we act like 1.I hate him!Call me childish if you want but I'm not jealous or whatsoever I just think like a sister should!

I dont really give a damn about him but it such a devastating for me to just watch without doing anything his bad manner towards my parents and when ayah and mama feel sad each time we quarrel like there is no tomorrow.I scream my lungs out every time his rudeness doesn't affect him at all,for GOD sake his not a child anymore why cant they get it!Just because his the only 1 staying at home that does not give him the passport in doing so,talking.screaming rudely to ayah and mama!I'm not saying I'm the angle in the house but sometimes someone need to teach him a lesson or two,cant simply act the same way when you were like 3 years old!I know my parents love us equally(there'r occasions where I've doubt it!:p)

ayah,love you till death!

I love my parents to death,maybe I'm the most emotional child to them but GOD knows how deep is my love for them as they are the only family I have,for a 20 years old girl I'm quite non dependent when it comes to surviving in the world or home without my ayah and mama! All I do is want to give them as many happiness as I could,I may not declare my worship for them from the roof top but they know whatever it takes for me to fight for their love or attention I will do it!I may not the best daughter in the world but 1 thing I will never stop to do is trying to be 1,for their eyes atleast :) One thing for sure they are the best parents a girl can have!With the new year just around the corner I wish I will be a better person all around!

raya haji 2008,

saiyidah izzati nur :)

DATUK for them,always SHAHRUKH for me :)

Datuk SRK,mine always...

First of all congrats to Shahrukh for this award,he had been knighted with Datukship for those who came in late.No one else(in Malaysia at least) feel as happy+excited+thrilled for him as i am!I may be the unofficial Datin for him but he is always the official King Khan in my heart,*wink*!At the ceremony I seriously think he looks sharp and charming in those baju melayu and samping,it cant be more perfect than black can it?Regardless what people have been criticizing since the news came out I always support the idea because they don't know the true reason behind it,or they pretend do not know about it as they just cant accept the fact some one else get the title without having to pay for it!This Bollywood heartthrob really deserve it,period!

srk : where are you cheda,i need you now in this special occasion :p

What made me feel so bad was that we were actually so close yet so far away because of the dates and information misunderstanding,the ceremony took place at a place that very close to my place in Malacca plus all the route he went,all the places he visited are all there right infront of me!This sad+disappointed+heart broken feeling wont leave me at least for the next 3-4 weeks, I really need times to swallow this bitter fact,arghhhhhhh!Hope he will fulfilled his promise to come back,at near future hopefully(I know he will!)Never felt so distressing about leaving Malacca for home but this time it really torn my heart in pieces :( But its ok i think,GOD sure have better plan for me in future(insyaALLAH).Glad Shahrukh took this opportunity to talked about Islam and tackle the issue of jihad in relating to the Mumbai blast 26/11,well spoke I must say.I know people out there sure will argue about his stand when it comes to religion,he may appears to be not a perfect muslim but who are we to judge?Are we perfect ourselves in this sense,honestly?He is like so intelligent,smart and brilliant for me as he thinks and talks really super fast and all got substance not just politically correct.

He may be Raj or Rahul in the reel life but you can't miss that effervescent winsome charm that serenades your affectionate attention effortlessly even in the real life!He may not have the greek god looks nor the abs like a washboard but he will always be MY SHAHRUKH forever eventhough he is a Datuk now.Here comes the hindi part,hehe :)
PYAR woh hameesha!

Take 1...ACTION!

I always knew there's a hidden talent deep down inside me (so selfproclaimed didnt i?)but what the heck i know i adore the world of directing not as a bossy but in the art field i meant.Movie buff as well as tv's addict but for a reason which is i have a secret and ambitious dream of becoming a FILM DIRECTOR one day!I love the work of Yasmin Ahmad the most when it comes to local talent(she's really well known across the globe as well!)not because all the controversies made up by the medias but i think without doing so much she actually did awesomely many things,means simple but perfect to the T!From China i really fond of works done by Wong Kar Wai where simplicity brings us to the root itself where we don't have to look far away from our daily life itself!Khabir Bhatia and his better half,Mira are also among those who influenced the types of my directing school will look like.Hollywood wise im sure there are tons of talented director,hard to really have a pick!

Don't know where the future will lead me after graduated with degree in law but NYC is always be part of my plan,im in my way of collecting,watching,living and absorbing every little inches of material in the world of cinema right now..im considering all the listed and suggested films by the well known director or the people who have dedicated their life in learning & breathing films(Ranbir and Imran that is)

Will start the storyline,cast,screeplay,songs(a must!)etc(cheWAhhhhh!) early next year,still brainstorming though..always been influenced by k.jo's classy+drama+romance+emotional type of story but i need or more to want to include social messages as for my satisfaction and we do need that don't we in this urban-i dont-even know-my neighbour's name-world because to create awareness about small things is harder than educate people about huge issues that has been always potrayed in daily soap opera/movies/ads,etc.Its takes effort,creativeness(lack in this department!),sincerity and so much more to make this works!Will i or wont i succeed just work,wait,pray and see :)

Miss old DIARY to miss cool BLOG!

From writing to typing,it doesn't really change me much though..still cant avoid the trait of babbling non-stop for almost every post but if those days i have to think carefully before doodlling anything this time in this way modern world i can write,delete and write again..hehe :) Its really help me as a indefinite people who cant think straight of what to say,keep changing my mind every 3 seconds!I don't write stuff that might made the world shattering nor bring huge changes in this man eating world but at least i hope my thoughts(sound serious but believe me its NOT!) can add some salts,spices and sugar to our life :)

i hope by starting to be an avid reader(novels,even FILMFARE used such a great medium in delivering although it just gossips al the way! )i could improve my English,writing is easy but not communicating with such a full confidence!it makes me choke sometimes!hate it,because i know i can simply handle it without this unprepared nerve wrecking moments!

There were times where people who constantly blogging bugs me off,in short its kind a annoys me!i know..i know,for no reason why should i felt that way!for sure not because of jealousness,NO WAY because i admired them in some way(creativeness + ability to make people listen to you without have to speak!).Its not easy to do!Well for me,this blogging thing happen incidently,from a final project in our last sem of foundation in law till now it just a time pass for me.

But now officially,im ADDICTED to blogging..not at malacca(for some reason,read : Privateness) only at my home! :p dying to keep writing as cool thoughts as possible but only when i have time,don't want to keep writing for the sake of new entries!

MONEY ~ MONEY~MONEY

In short it defines universal happiness for most of people,and i wont pretend that im not 1 of them..i am but maybe at different level of understanding and perception of the importance!its almost 4 in the morning,im not sure what am i babbling right now..haha..i would say money play such a massive part in our lives that sometimes im feeling like screaming my lungs out every time i cant afford to buy something that others can but you have to work for it right or else it wont come flying from the sky and straight to your bank account!i always plan to keep all my winning cash but at the end it wont fulfilled my wishes instead all of them will be spent to stuff that i cant even appreciate after a while(most of the time as fast as i reach home from shopping complex!)so because of im reaching the number 21 in 8 months i think it cant be more right time for me to start thinking about my future..i have a list of things i want to try my hands on before atleast i reach 30 years old,the question is do i have the capacity of fulfilling it..its all in my mind as well as my effort..hopefully if there's hardwork it will pays off 1 day..better be late than never!

• HAJI
  
• whatever for my family!
• Charity that close to my heart
  
• traveling backpackers,around the globe!
• my dream houses & collection of cars and superbikes i fond of!
• vacation abroad,luxury items!
• my swatch collection!
• wardrobe makeover!
• BOLLYWOOD & srkajol
• Manchester United & EPL
• Master/Phd NY/Harvard in Law & Film Direction
• Direct movies,become somebody in any field i LOVE!
• Continue my Taekwando to higher level!
• Musical instruments; piano,guitar,violin,etc
• Adventurous activities; mountain climbing,go-kart,skiing,paint-ball,etc
• Charity works close to my heart!
  
• Foundation helping others
• Gadgets (IPOD family,Macbook,games,etc)
• Collection of Magazines,DVDs,pictures,etc..
• Each continent.
• Perfect & dream wedding :)

if there another wishes i keep track of i will write it down later k,chow~

Lyrical jammed~

For some reason i find this part of lyric from the song of 'Coba' by Faizal Tahir is very some kind of connected with my feeling most of the time as i think..repeat,THINK i always fell for wrong guys time after time not because they are bad guys or what but they just the wrong choice as they are either taken or TAKEN! *sigh* i never ever planned to have a crush on this 1 particular guy from my past but as they say the heart never listen to us did they!but believe me i rather keep the best friend tag forever then having a romantic or lovey dovey thing for a while and not be able to become friends after let say unfortunate things take place..

TOUCH WOOD!not in thousands years will i become that 3rd woman..plus im not in a state where i can afford a serious relationship right now,i dont think i will ever be ready!yup,i am a relationship phobic so here it goes,1 of among my millions my favorite song..

Cuba kau dengar
Cuba kau cuba
Diam bila ku cuba
Untuk berbicara dengan kamu

Pernahkah kau andai
Bila ku perlu
Tuk meluahkan rasa hati

Dan bila kau bersuara
Setia ku mendengar
Agar tenangkan merasa

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Pada mu

Cuba kau lihat
Cuba kau cuba
Renung ke mata aku
Bila ku kaku melihat mu
Pernahkan kau ada
Bila ku perlu tuk menyatakan
Rasa sakit dalam diri

Dan bila kau perlu
Setia ku menunggu
Agar senang kau merasa

Maafkan kerana ku tak pernah
Terlintas tuk menulis padamu
Salahkan ku
Tak mungkin lagi aku meminta
Untuk kau mendengar..
Untuk kau melihat ke mata ku..

Siapa sebenarnya aku padamu
Mungkin sama dengan teman lain
Yang bisa kau buat begitu
Dan bila tiada lagi teman bermain
Kau pulang mendapatkan aku
Itulah aku
Padamu

p/s: dont you guys felt the same way like me at certain points of our life?come on,ADMIT!

new circle of friends :)

Its the same as what had happen during my foundation days..and it happen again where we took at least 4-5 months to really break the ice and gelled together quite well and show the true colors of ourselves rather than trying to be nice and polite all the time towards each other(not that i insist we should be rude!) happy to found and add the numbers to the present friends i have,they are nice,cool although i can confidently say we are quite similar in different way!regardless our background great sense of humour i think is the major reason behind our new found friendship and that is because laughter does make people bond in great ways and hopefully we will continue becomes friends a long term :) i very comfortable with them so far, i mean some of them like put,sha,fateen,juza,saiful,neo,meiyan and colin(miss him,did'nt even met him once this new sem!)others are nice too but somehow we haven't had time to hangout as everyone is busy with their own stuff!and i also have a futsal team now, we call ourselves as GLORY FIAT JUSTITIA means winning by fairplay!its not that we played for serious tournament or what but just to burn up some calories and to stay fit(YES!main reason though) we even have our own coaches adha and ku,others girls in my team are fatin,aliah and hana..they are our juniors,but a team its not about that but its all about the spirit we have during each games!i really love football so hopefully through our futsal hours i can polish my hidden talent as a samba player..hehe..meet you at the next game,pritttttttttttt(whistle that is!) :)

3rd sem + HECTICNESS 1st level!

As a normal,totally,completely normal and full of excuses kind of student (",) i must say that this short semester will be an adventurous journey for me although its a super short one!i already survived two weeks,struggling though..this new sem i felt a little bit left out,i need my own space,my own air(literally) to breath rather than sharing almost everything with everyone..it makes me kind a gasping for air!call me drama queen if you want but i really..really indeed fell suffocate with restlessness,boringness,and moodiness(of others) above all!i wish i have the super power of making everyone feels happy and stress less all the time:) its not a noble intention nor i pretend to be one but i just want to passed this year with great sense of cHedaness!(i will explain about that in 1 special blog!)

This time im taking two subjects which is Family Law & Evidence and Procedure in Syariah Law,initial planning was to include national dance but the class full already so maybe next time.Lucky us this time we'r having blast at each and every class or tuto because our lecturer who is miss Asmida and miss Magesh are funny and knowledgeable at the same time!they are really good in their field,i couldnt help myself from laughing my heart out everytime they are in the 'goofy' moments..hehehe :) i have had great time each classes but hopefully it will affect my results and perfomance in a good way!

Meeting is this sem middle name i must say,all the time i have meeting for most of the events took place next year and they are :-

1. Desa Tercinta 2009, sports division
2. LawNight 2009, Le Banquet, funding division
3. Law Seminar 2009, publicity division
   

i pray everyday that i will be able to carry all my responsibilities to the perfection,insyaALLAH.i just need to balance my schedule as a student,person out of U and also comT members.im hoping to gain lots of new experience as well as friends through this activities.Hope each task will be completed without much problems and if does occurred then i hope i learn a thing or two during the way which if not make me a better person than i am now just make me wiser than i am now :p till next post,chow!

DOSTANA

AM I GAY?DOSTANA IT IS :)
Well..well people!let us dont jump to a conclusion so easily there,what i meant was am i GAY(HAPPY!) after seeing so much of gayest acting in the past 24 hours.Basically i was trying to express my huge disappointment after watching the most anticipated movie of this year(mine at least!)ok,i did enjoy listening to couple of songs(desi girl,jaane kyu,my fav:khabar nahi) the beautiful shots of places in Miami and ofcourse the hot bod of john and PC but there is nothing beyond that!please,dont even remind me about all the gay scenes,it does not justified the situation in real life for god sake..so many times have we seen these kind of jokes,gay jokes that is!I really thought the film will bring some freshness in this taboo issue as how will they tackle the sensitive parts but it seems that they didn't instead they just portray of how to pretend to be a GAY!After nikhil tried pretty hard to prooved his mettle once again karan johar's assistant tarun failed miserably but although for me the storyline,script,music etc just OK but for sure the box office collection will sky rocket as its a Dharma Production's baby right!all the best for karro and his team though,their films no doubt has always been a classy,picture perfect,addictive music but not this one for sure.For some reason karan just cannot passed his greatness(maybe its in the genes!)in direction or style because both of his asst although has been under k.jo's wongs for years since KKHH still they did not manage to get it right.Wow,i have discovered the new side of me which is the films critic :) its easy to sit and judge others but are you up for challenge?i don't think i ever will be ready but bring in on!That is how life functioning isn't it?we must always expect the unexpectable,all the time!next hindi film in my list is of course shahrukh's Rab Ne Bana De Jodi(RNBDJ),wish all the success & luck for adi and yashraj(they really need it!)believe me..till next movie~

next plane home..when?

its time for me to going back to where i should stay for the next 3 years,Malacca it is..hate it this feeling,feeling like crying+shouting+beating someone because leaving hme sweet home is never a nice feeling you know!hope to write as regular as i would like but we'll see how it goes in this new sem,1 thing for sure it will be HECTIC!hope shahrukh will be down here on 29th,ok got to go now..packing time!

at last someone..backup!

When i ask people of why they say Shahrukh did not deserve the title Datuk they just simply backlash as 'He is a foreigner,that is why!'..well2 people,it clearly shows that none of you guys really pay attention to whom the datukship title been awarded all this time, dont you?but it just the way malaysian mentality are,so i dont necessarily blame anyone but hope this post along with Tun M post regarding this issue will at least made public have a wider perspective..i have read about the friendship budding between shahrukh and Tun M when they met at Langkawi years ago and due to that as well as sense of respect between them does not have anything to do with this article though..


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DATO SHAH RUKH KHAN

1. Saya berasa malu apabila anugerah Dato kepada Shah Rukh Khan dipertikaikan. Kita kerap juga memberi gelaran Dato Kehormat kepada orang asing bagi menghargai sumbangan mereka kepada negeri atau negara. Jasa mereka ini kebanyakannya kurang daripada jasa Shah Rukh Khan.

2. Saya terlibat secara langsung dengan kurniaan bintang-bintang kehormatan kepada orang-orang yang berjasa tiap-tiap tahun. Kerap kali saya tidak kenal pun calon-calon yang dikemukakan.

3. Sesungguhnya ramai yang lebih layak daripada calon-calon ini tidak termasuk dalam senarai dan tidak mendapat bintang-bintang kehormatan. Kemudian saya ditanya kenapa beri kepada orang-orang ini dan tidak orang itu. Saya tidak dapat jawab kerana tiada siapa yang diberi tugas memilih calon-calon mengemukakan nama mereka-mereka ini. Mereka juga tersilap. Tiap-tiap tahun ini berlaku.

4. Shah Rukh Khan seperti kita maklum adalah bintang filem Bollywood yang terkenal. Saya telah usaha untuk menarik syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood untuk membuat filem di sini kerana ia akan memperkenalkan Malaysia bukan sahaja kepada penonton filem di India tetapi di Eropah juga. Tujuannya ialah untuk menarik pelancong ke Malaysia.

5. Antara yang sambut jemputan saya ialah Shah Rukh Khan. Dia amat tertarik dengan pemandangan di Malaysia. Banyaklah filemnya yang mempunyai latar tempat-tempat yang menarik di Malaysia.

6. Kita bukan sahaja dapat menarik pelancong tetapi kegiatan perfileman memaksa syarikat-syarikat Bollywood belanja wang yang banyak. Ramai pekerja dan orang lain di Malaysia mendapat banyak nikmat. Ada kalanya Shah Rukh mengadakan pertunjukan percuma untuk bantu badan-badan amal.

7. Kerana Shah Rukh memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem-filemnya banyak syarikat-syarikat perfileman Bollywood lain turut memilih Malaysia untuk membuat filem mereka.

8. Saya fikir Shah Rukh layak mendapat penghormatan sebagai Dato Kehormat. Ini tidak bermakna artis-artis tempatan tidak layak mendapat penghormatan seperti Shah Rukh. Tetapi janganlah kita tarik balik anugerah ini untuk diberi kepada artis tempatan. Kita punyai banyak bintang kehormatan lagi yang boleh diberi kepada diri kita.

RiaNG Ria dEEPARaYA miss CUNO..again,ME~

As I'm still did not bother in mastering the art of this BLOG stuff; etc: how to post pictures for every paragraphs instead of post all of them on the center,really need to learn from nora lah! So this post is specially for posting all those pictures of me during this holiday!





We the sweet bunch,FLWbers and friends do hang out(if that what we call the time wewent to open houses together then let it be!) and also i as the officially movie buff catched some movies in cinema,and how frustrated for me to know that Karan Johar's Dostana will be in cinema on 14th of Nov which i already stuck in Melacca and there is no where i could fly back to SA as short semester will be like super duper hectic not because the lame excuse of as we the law student but because of the event i will be associated next sem; Law Night & Desa Tercinta in Perlis!GOD please,i really need mentally and physically strenght for the next sem,i do not want neglect any 1 of my work or study i want to give the damn best!

MISS LAZY...ME!

i am truly so disappointed in MYSELF (solely) for not be able to write as many blogs as i wish to,no excuses will be given this time as i believed it was not because of lack of time but plainly because of me getting lazier each day,yup that's why! mainly I am going to sum up all the things took place for period i disappeared which are most of it kind of exciting as we just get over the festive season means FOOD ALL THE WAY & EVERYWHERE! This year EID MUBARAK & DIWALI was celebrated quite in high of happiness spirit and the duit raya also not bad lah for a 20 years old girl :)

Then there was the super hype event of the Malacca government awarding my Shahrukh with datukship .It does created such a buzz and unsatisfactory among the artistes here,they all just dont get it why SRK has been awarded with the title!but I DO!and it needs someone to actually understand what kind of and to what level his contribution to our tourism sector.I really hope and pray that i could meet him during his trip here insyaALLAH on 29th of November to receive the datukship at Istana Melaka near our place.if last time i do not have such stuff to record my most precious moment in life which is like once in a lifetime opportunity this time i will make sure everything is ready to go!

LUCKY2! I guess i have been blessed with such luck from GOD that i won a new studio 15 DELL Laptop from fly.fm; its all about the music!thank you very much Prem for picking up my phone!i was about to join the Bond contest going on up down center these days but the fact that i know IF let say i did won the trip to London or Germany will ayah and mama let me go?the answer is NO so i think better i wait for more appropriate time in future for me to travel around the globe!my goal now is to cover as much money as i loss during my 'bad phase' from all these contest hope i will be able to have saving that i can be proud of for the next 5 years.Then im so damn lucky to won a pair of Baby-G and a G-Shock watches from Quickie :) another reason for the big grin these days.

1001 things going on!

ok,its been a while(did I always started my blog with this famous sentence?!)hehe..but what can i do man,its been hectic,busy,frantic,frenzied,etc..i'm such a awful person when it comes to scheduling my days!this entry just a warm up to what i'm going to say in the next..next..next blogs entry!there have been great events took place lately, not so great fall out, how we patch up& entertaining gossips spreading through our own world,and so much more and i will posted some of the pics..i wish during the next sem break i could spend some time learning about how to make this blog page more glowing than current one..loads of stories needed to be told by mwah :p as it hopefully will going to clear up my chest and mine of course!give me some time yeah..chow!