
Thursday, October 13, 2011
God is Great.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011
I'm a BIG girl.
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss you much
Miss you much
I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside
Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end
I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
Just another story.
I'm just going to appreciate my life and the friends I have with me all this while and like what In-chan told me,'I believe there is nothing sadder than lose a friend, but lose a faith in yourself, is even worse, right? So don't let it affect u in any way'. Just remember one thing,I will be your friend if you need me, even if you've hurt me because I just can't bare the thought of being estranged from anyone I've always care about. Completely hate it,it's my worst nightmare.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Boboy goes PLKN.
There was a phase in my life where I hated, despised, and detested my brother. Like SERIOUSLY. And now as we both grow up, nothing has changed much really. But being the wiser one I can say that now days I have slow down my role as ‘the mean bad elder sister’ and let him do all the thinking as what’s best for his life. That’s basically 1 of my mission this long break, to not to stressed up over petty things and keep calm even when I feel the need to jump on him and strangle him but I need to let go. As much as I’m over the moon about the calling from National Service(NS) there’s a tiny part in myself where I feel a bit worried about him handling the world outside, surviving among strangers and others since all this while we have provided him with almost every comfort an ungrateful brat ever wished for. Well I need to keep it positive, he’ll be fine I guess. He’s not a little boy anymore, he’s like 6 feet something, 3 times my size, and all his big talks come in handy now that he has the chance to prove he is capable of taking care of himself. I know my parents are damn worry too although they show a sign of happiness that their little boy is now in a mission to serve the country (exaggerate!) but deep down inside I just pray and hope that he will become more responsible (as if he is all this time!) and grow up to be a kind son who respects his parents and treat them like how normal children will do. That is my only wish.
I wanted so bad to join PLKN during my time but too bad I wasn’t selected!
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Thursday, September 29, 2011
1 line
With this 1 line, I hope there will never be even 1 day where I have to live without the smiles and laughters of you girls; 'Can't imagine how's life going to be after 5 years having you in the house, now we won't having you walking with us to campus and back.But pretty sure exciting stuff is waiting your way out there!'.
Love them sincerely.
How's life going to be alone out there,that's the question.
Scared and freaking out(as usual) but I'm eager to go out and create my own stuff.It's about time I guess.
I'll be fine I guess.Hopefully.With all the prayers and wellwishes I believe I will succeed.InsyaAllah.
Ya Allah please let tomorrow's paper be my last FINAL final paper after 5 struggling years in the law school.Please.
With that 1 line I'm going to go all out.Amin.
Friday, September 23, 2011
I'm not talented.
There's reason why we respect,love and look up to MALE/EXPERIENCED lecturers;simply because they won't entertained ASS-KISSERS!They are totally impartial and they are the real epitome of what a 'teacher' should be. YOU and your cronies should include in your teaching guidelines that we don't need to open our mouth in all freaking tutorial class and just be a YES MAN to all your ridiculous antics to get the high marks those undeserved people got.That will do to be your favourite student in this mean world right?!
Mode: The worst course marks in my 5 years as a law student,I mean for us who are not blessed with the talent of kissing a$$!!!
F: 'Sabarlah Cheda,sesungguhnya Allah bersama orang-orang yang sabar'.
Thursday, September 22, 2011
What comes after a Summer break?Soap-opera(s)






Ok back to misery;Evidence Law,Criminal Procedure Law & Professional Practise are the only 'shows' I should be watching now!
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Aftermath.
And for today's paper,I just want to dedicate the 'successful' attempt in answering those 100marks questions only to the only bunch of no life people, who liked to over think such simple issues and bring nothing but misery to our life even after they are long dead and gone.Yeah, to all Jurisprudence scholars out there or where ever you guys are please accept my sincere dedication of my 'A+' result later. Updates for the next 3 papers I hope will sound a bit more cheerful than this 1. Amin.
Saturday, September 17, 2011
What it takes to ' Tear Us Apart'
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
2nd thought.
I feel very..very very tired (just to show how tired all of us are) and my legs were seriously killing me (I feel old,very old indeed!Thanks to the cold weather and long hours of standing and going here and there to settle stuffs) so out of no where I said,'Feels like getting married,so that I'll always have someone to rub my feet whenever I'm tired' and they laughed their heart out hearing me saying that since I never really see myself getting married.The best question I think was when they asked,'Are you sure you need a husband?I think a maid will do.' ha ha ha.Well,moral of the story is please get married for a BETTER reason ok.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Lazying theme song
Forever young!
Friday, September 2, 2011
Jealousy.
Maaf.
I would also like to quote my friend P;"You ask for my forgiveness but you can't find it in your heart to forgive mine?? Well, that is plain selfish and redundant. Don't bother sending me Raya wish".
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
Merdeka Raya
I didn't plan to be this mean on this blessed and happy day but who can stop me from bragging about our big win against Arsenal?Its 8-2 ok,come on at least give me a week until next weekend's game. I missed the 1st 2 weeks' games since EPL kick started, I've already missed the Community Shield we won against Manchester City so I'm not gonna let this one passed by.Its so great to finally watching this young squad playing, De Gea gave me heart attack for letting the early goals but its understandable for goalkeeper to get used with English style of playing since in La Liga I personally think the game is a bit too fast and too many tricks played by the players. Its a wise bid Ferguson made to buy Young because that boy can surely scores, the decision to give away Welbeck as a loan player to Sunderland definitely pays back and the magic combination the rest like Smalling, Jones and Cleverly have is unbelievable and need to be witnessed by yourselves to know I'm not exaggerating. Its a nice feeling to be back home after so long,on the comfort of your couch, accompanied by your loud family members and watch your favourite team playing, and the icing on the cake was they win big!2nd history made by them after won 9-0 against Ipswich long time ago. And for Arsene Wenger, do something man! There are reasons why Fabregas, Nasri and the rest left The Gunners.Yes great players just want to play in the 1s squad of 11 but winning trophies boost their pride, confidence and price as well so start buying players especially defenders. This raya is just a simple one for our family, having so many things happened lately I'm just glad and grateful to be celebrating with my small family. Untill next time Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir & Batin and Happy 54th Independence Day to all Malaysians.
Gembira hati tidak terkata,
Ramadhan hampir meninggalkan kita,
Menandakan Raya sudah tiba. :)
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Bye-bye.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Let go.
Being nice to someone you hate or to someone who treats you bad doesn't make you a hypocrite but it shows you have matured enough and your parents have taught you well.Thanks, Alhamdulillah ♥
Friday, August 19, 2011
5 years ♥
Sunday, August 14, 2011
I miss last Ramadhan:')
It’s almost sound as if I'm always finding reason to blame our hectic schedule as a final year student, but I'm not. I'm not that old procrastinator anymore. It’s even impossible to take break and go home for berbuka puasa with family without feeling guilty abandoning the unfinished business in Melaka, we don't even have time to go out berbuka with friends yet like we religiously do every year since I've entered my Degree life, I miss those who have gone a bit more in this month maybe since I know we literally have no one anymore to visit on 1st day of Raya. So I open that one songs’ folder which I hope could cheer me a little bit this cold, lonely morning. Raya songs' folder that is. The calls from Ayah and Mama since early this week until today make me sebak to the max, and the text from Along earlier made me sad, like depressed gloomy sad. Its true this coming Raya we don't really have anywhere to go. The life sad of a small family like us, that is why I can’t imagine how life would be if not for the 4 people I have in my life regardless how imperfect I am they always be there for me. How can one not have tears for moment like this? More than for stress of the works; burden I would like to blame these tears for the melodramatic lyrics of the Raya songs I’m listening right now.
It’s bizarre to think about the things that have changed from last Ramadhan till date, whether it’s for the better or for the worse both have impeccable effect on me for making the person I am today. Somehow this busy schedule give us the opportunity to forget for a little while about things we don’t wish to think, no matter how hurtful it is since you see the problem walks in front of you every day of our life but you just have to give your damn best not to think about it. We have tried our best, now the only thing we can do is tawakal and doa. If He wants to help us, He will. Maybe for now, this is for everyone’s best. Not in million years would I ever think that we would’ve end up here. Never. But yet I’ve been proven wrong. Never say never Cheda. I’ll always cherish all the great fond memories we had shared along the years, till the day I know what’s the problem, you shall always remain part of me. Forever. (Sigh of relief) Ok time to get back to work while waiting for Subuh azan. Life goes on. And ya nothing lasts forever so appreciate whatever you have today because you never know until when they’ll be by your side.
These moments were my BEST Ramadhan I had so far during my University life, I have no regrets meeting and knowing these great friends. Where ever they will be later in future I wish them all the happiness regardless we will be in each others' life or not at that time. Only love and prayers for them, nothing less.
Raya songs mode ON. Sebak. Sedih. Terharu.
Friday, August 5, 2011
That moment when...
That horror moment when...you wake up from a bad dream and feels like its really happened to you when you sleep, sweating, you feel scared, etc.But so sad the feeling was never the same with good dreams!*sigh*
That inferior moment when...you saw guys who wear skinnier jeans that you are!and they even prettier than girls,arghhhhh.Ok that's it.
Tuesday, August 2, 2011
Positively patient
p/s: From 1 woman to another,(euwwwwwwwwwww!) Please women,do not blame the hormon for every single of your bitchiness!That's just plain heartless and selfish!
Insight of Ramadhan :When breaking fast & suhoor, Allah remind us in Qur'an, "Eat & drink: But waste not by excess, for Allah loveth not the wasters." (7:31)











