I used to think marriage and love are overratedby society. Obviously I can’t say that out loud though unless I want to get a backlash from my traditional happily married parents or from the religious point of view itself which affirmed that ‘half of your religion is complete once you get married’.
Sincerely I was afraid being me I won’t survive a relationship left alone a marriage, I don’t want to be the 1st in my family to go through divorce although they say there’s always first time for everything but please not this one. Undeniably the freaking out is for my lack of a lots of ladies’ expertise like cooking, motherly attitude, etc but I personally think love itself is overrated. There’s no such thing as love unconditionallyas we love someone for some conditions attached to it.
I was 15 when I read something that I couldn’t agree more, quote from Shahrukh’s interview; “If you feel you don’t love anymore the person you married for love, there’s something wrong with you not that person”, this was asked as many superstars alongside him faced divorces or caught red-handed that year. It’s true, so I’m keeping my love for the person who deserved it. Until that time arrived my ‘I love you’ is not going to be wasted for any guy. Sometimes we fall for person that we think we can compromise for own benefit, sometimes for the wrong person who we care so much but they keep lying to us, sometimes we fall for the person that take us only as buddy and yes it hurts. But we choose to keep smiling for everyone’s good.
In short love is overrated. Full stop. But then again we can’t fight what have written for us by God, can we?
The word is converting to Islam so the translation not ‘dia masuk Melayu’ instead ‘dia masuk Islam’. For once get it right people, everywhere I go, anywhere I read Malaysians tends to favour the former than the latter sentence. Like what Human Right tries to implement is that people can change their religion, political parties, and name but no one can change their ethnicity or race. I’m not the right person to talk about this as I will forever be confusedly indecisive about my ethnicity and racial background.
“It’s personal, sorry I don’t discuss this openly or with strangers”, what come first in your mind when someone said that? For me it clearly shows that the matters are not for public discussion or in ‘short none of your business, so would you mind!’ Why is it so hard for strangers to understand that there are some stories for keep and there are some can be read like a book.I can be politically correct when I need to, but there's a limit.
Personal or private matters means something close to your heart as an individual and only those who you trust or love deserved to know, and that is when you decide to let them know instead of knowing from others. I’m sick of people who query about me from people but me; they never dare enough to straightforward come asked face to face with me in order to know the truth. Really respect those who does, instantly click with them as I know these are people who I can put my faith on.
Since this whole network profile came out from nowhere our private life has been a discussion publicly whether we like it or not, we just have to blindly LIVE WITH IT! Owh how I wish we can sue those people and became millionaire overnight, as we cant that’s why I hate law! hahaha. How I wish I live in a world where murder is legal and how I wish you never be part of my life. 1 thing that never fails to make me wonder why lah those people so interested in me, I’m not even a celebrity or a pretty girl like 1 of those popular girls. I guess it is true after all that 1 man’s pain is other man’s pleasure.
Bluntly, only those who don’t know what the words mean will keep bothering others, I mean please do concern about your personal issues and those who matters to you and leave me alone. Frankly speaking I won’t mind having this issue if my communication skills are great or I have the best confidence ever, see how self centred one can be.hehehe.
That short word defines most of us as student. I said most not all. Most includes me;delay is 1 of my many terrible middle names. I wrote a list of things to do this holiday and although number of them successfully done there are important things I purposely put it on delay because I just realised what the hell was I thinking when I even decided to listed them down. They are so not me. I mean the real me know I won’t do the chores so why even bother give them a chance. Maybe the ‘new’ me thought this brand new year will bring little more sense of prudentand start acting like my age which is so young indeed! The things that didn’t make it to the cut, not even get the chance to see the sunlight:
1)Study! Hahaha. Wishes to finished the 3 Law books I brought back, I’m so embarrassed to even state the books’ title as they are simple reading yet I never seems to finish them since 1st year of degree. 3rd year sounds like a good number to start reading habit or I’ll end up being just a student forever,hint: repeating papers! CHOYYYYYYYYY!
2)Seriously start saving as I have 3 vacations for this year, and bunch of ‘must have things’. InsyaAllah if they are on but that’s not really the highlight here as all I need to do is cutback my expenses. In 2 weeks of holiday I’ve spent extravagantly RM400 in 2 days and manage to keep five 50 cent shilling for my Mickey Mousetabung, which is like ridiculous as when my dad asked did I bought new handbag?shoes?dress?dvds? the answer is always no! It shows that I spent for unnecessary stuff. Here is my another unwanted middle name; spendthrift!*sigh* And aunties and uncles who so keen on match making for me as if I’m 76 years old and desperate to settle down,please find a millionaireif you guys are like SERIOUS.
3)Kick off the laziness of learning some ladies thingy. Not that important but I want to do it. No motivation except for the moment my mom literally screams to my ears, hahaha. Definitely the gene successfully passed down to us, we quite good in screaming business.
4)Have abalance lifestylemeaning please start eat and exercise well SINRM! Well does not mean jog for 1 day and leave it for next 2 weeks then start back with playing badminton and aerobic. Hopefully new semester new regime. Btw, is it just me or you guys also find The Biggest Loser Asia is so unmotivated,Asian can be such bummers at time!
5)Try to spend more time to read the books I bought, I love reading, period. Until last year I’m a booker(the term we came up with for those who buy books but takes time in finished them from cover to cover) but not anymore, I will be a complete reader this time. Totally not related to the same title movie by Kate Winslet.
6)Control my addiction towards watching movies in cinema, buying dvds, etc and channel the equal if not more passion towards books and cases. While I’m writing this me and sist planning for another movie outing day tomorrow, and about to tune in to TV3 for ‘Snakes in the plane’*sighhhhhh* The addiction getting worse I guess, as now every single incidents in daily life make it to my ‘movie draft’. Even if I mad at people I just sit down calmly and in slow motion punch the person, swearing so many bad words in Hindi, finally strangle that person to death and all of these only happen in my world of imagination.
7)Find affordable way to start a small business especially for a student like us which now is the right time to start stabilising my financial for long term plan. The talk we had couple weeks ago just can’t walk out of my mind. Money is indeed EVERYTHING.
8)As I spent most of my past 3-4 years away from home, I try my best not to be the old rebel middle childand stop quarrel or fighting with that boy but every single steps of calming down that I read or learn never seems to work when it comes to him. ‘I HATE YOU’ is definitely our tagline and not going to change for some times now as it’s been like 10 years. Owh how I wish my world is annoying child proof!
Wake up Sid and S.I.N! Love the movie for the young storyline, great cast especially Ranbir and of course this song,so happening and yet such a good wake up call kind a song. Feels great to be able being a brand new person this new year, 7 days and counting.InsyaAllah♥ Enjoy!
p/s: New filmfare cover, get Ranbir people!Clear the shelf now!hehehe.
This is for Pza's sake, she's been asking for quite a while now but as been so busy with stuffs so finally now I'm done with advertising it.Chehhh,sounds so big aight?No lah just wanted to help a good friend.I've posted on my page at
A friend says or more to wondering, "Its new year, everyone seems so happy celebrating it jumping up and down with strangers. For what exactly? Can you remind me again, I just don't and never going to get it as why they do that. Why can’t I feel the same excitement?”well all I got to say is that different people got different way of rejoicing a new phase of them making the same or maybe new mistakes along this new year so whichever way you prefer to welcome this new year all I want to say is,
HAPPY NEW YEAR2010PEOPLE!
Even while wishing or screaming that I don’t really know why I feel so excited, hahaha. For some strange reason I just feel like doing so each year, all I know is that I’m happy to face a brand new year with my loved ones all healthy and still sane and InsyaAllah will continue being so for the rest of our life. Resolutions are not my thing but I do believe in setting target, this year I want to try and explore new things in life and that doesn’t include skipping classes or killing anyone who is in my hate list people! Please, like I say I’m still sane. For now.
Well, my dear mother always reminded us each year the importance of doing good thing on the 1st day of new year as she believes or maybe it’s true psychologically we will continue doing so for the rest of the year, for example she loves if we wake up early in the morning, recite Al-Quran after prayers, reading,etc and for my dear father he would be happy enough to make sure me and my brother don't fight all the time(IMPOSSIBLE!) or I don’t shop on the 1st day as he knows how much I love shopping. But that will never work as I shop last Friday, sadly I would love to do that like FOREVER.
Well this year started with number of wedding invitations, 3 days have passed and I went to several weddings. Looks like the myth is true after all, with matchmaking here and there, perfect view of guys with baju melayu, sampin & songkok I have nothing much to complain actually. Have a great year guys!
Bye bye 2009, year of full dramas, telenovelas and short stories.1 of the memorable chapter which I will cherish and definitely remembered forever as it is an unforgettable year.
You have indeed a wonderful, amazing, mind blowing, exciting year with fair share of sad and happy moments and I've learn so much from each seconds, minutes and days in this year. I may not accomplished some of my so called resolution, I never really intended having 1 its more to what I wish and looking forward in each new year so proudly I can say I did quite well this year although not all wish are ticked but hey at least I feel good about myself.I love myselfand appreciate life more each day.
I’ve enjoyed life more than I used to and that makes my life more meaningful than before. Maybe the number 21 give me a little sense of independence and wise towards what's wrong and right in this life,it opens new doors, gives new platforms and awarded and reminded me the worth of some people who are to keep in this life. So many events that I went through this year which gave great experience to remain forever in my heart, hope for more coming thrilling occasion in store in 2010. Better that is.
People say life is too short to wake up with regrets but still it is my choice to always bear in mind all those qualms so that I can be a better person from yesterday, we should love the people who respect and treat us the way we are and don’t comprise with those whom doesn’t. I believe that everything happens for a reason and there’s always a silver lining behind dark clouds, because if not there will be dozens of regretful things I wish I never did it. From now on if we get a chance grab it only if we confident with the decision and know for sure that’s what we really want and if it changes you let it be, maybe for some reason it makes us more mature towards life. Nobody ever say life is easy nor it fair but they just promised it would be worth it.
On, that notes just want to wish everyone a great Happy New Year and have a wonderful journey ahead. Going out for a Robbin & Baskins date with my lovely family, a great way to celebrate last day of 2009 is not by attending concerts and jumping up and down for no reasons but with our loved ones while looking back the journey we went through all this year. Pray that we will stick together through good and bad time. Amin.
p/s : Congrats MU for the best game so far this season,with 5 goals I hope more glory moment for us.GLORY GLORY UNITED.
me, going to explore this life more this coming year :)
When they left I felt like a piece of my heart walk away and when they are finally back 5 days ago after 40 days in Mekah I feel so much happiness knowing they are healthy and happy as well and it seems that my heart back to its perfect shape again.Syukur Alhamdulillah both my parents are here at home,their warm hugs&kisses give a huge reason for smilling and enjoy life towards new year.And now the house back to its normal chaous and hecticness,I wont change it for anything in this world and pray that we will live together as big loud happy and lovely sarcastic family ever after.Amin.
I ♥ my family like I ♥ myself, they mean the world to me and I wont be the person I am to day(please look at the good side!hahaha) without their love.
You and me facing the same dilemma. Same questions in head and heart. We might be thousands miles away but you are always by my side,so its my time.I know that you know that.I'm here to stay,not going anywhere unless you leave me which I know you wont. Take a chill pill and take life as how it comes, just go by the flow and live the moment.InsyaAllah everything going to be awesome!Its not a promise nor a guarantee but lets face the world together as it makes the journey sweeter than ever.
Dont ask me why I say so, its because I know so (",)
*Devoted & dependent person who love her parents & family to death*A learning muslimah *Frustrated ex-science stream head girl*Lawyer in training*Millionaire in the making*Movie buff,t.v addict &music devotee*Bollywood fanatic*Movie Director wannabe*
