Take 27, action!

I cant express how much I love watching movies.I'm OK if not be able to involve in my 'imaginary' movies industry but the idea of anyone or anything stopping me from enjoying movies kind a killing me! Just throw me anything I can watch with passion, getting know the awesome background score,the amazing screenplay and storyline, mind blowing cinematography, great script and lyrics,performances by excellent actors as well as credit to the man behind each art; the director give me satisfaction as if I've worked towards it.

Paid television channel give me the opportunity to watch various and across the borders of films and know what movies alone can make my day. It can be foreign language that I've never heard before(turkish,norwich,burmese,etc) nor do it come as natural as languages that I'm using in daily life(french,iran,etc). This proclamation came out all of sudden because holiday makes me more addicted to movies.If I'm not at home means I'm in cinema,if I'm not shopping means I'm watching movies,if Im not talking about Law or study or gossips or talking about Bollywood or Shahrukh or Ranbir means I'll be talking about movies.

My dad keeps reminding me to stop buying dvds or cds as the place I'm storing them already explode with massive number of them, but still my dearest dad keeps supporting me every time I'm going out hunting for new movies.I'm the person who enjoy movie thoroughly means I shout to the screen if baddies coming after the hero, I cry for the simplest or the tiniest amount of sensitivity in a scene, I smile from ear to ear and gushing over the actors in any romantic moments, I sing and humming with them[hindi movie that is!but now days even English movies have em] so I hate when people who accompanied me to cinema have no reaction or feeling.Its kinda boring because we are not in the same page and he/she kind a show some awkwardness towards my over the top feedback[which is normal for movie goers like me!]

Any genre will do for me although I'm a sucker when it comes to romantic movies.hahahaha*wink2*

p/s: Just watch 2 movies back to back yesterday and going to do the same tomorrow.TGV here I come^_^

me think, talk and dream of movies :)

Terbaek!

That describe my feeling for this raya, 'terbaek' (right spelling is terbaik means the best)kinda the 'in' word for now days kids including most of my friends who refuse to grow[doesn't exclude me!] up so we remain stuck in the world of young people,hip language and cool dresses.

Raya is all about forgiving, contrary to popular belief but for me 1 word that made 'the essence' of Aidilfitri is gathering. Its always terbaek as we meet back the people that we sometimes don't even talk during schooling days but when we do now its like we have been knowing each other since forever. We start back at where we left out before, we may come from different classes, opposite side of click of friends, or even rivalry way back then but as we growing old the maturity is there even we are childish and immature by nature.

It was so immensely stupid when we look back at the jealousy, arguments or 'fights' if we may call during our pre-teenagehood because eventually all of us will forget it and move on with our own life.Only great things worth to be remember so when we dont have any memory on those negative incidents it must be a worthless one so chin up and lead a happy life!

Its a baggage that we carry as a student that every festive like Hari Raya wont be complete without final exam or other things in Uni but that doesn't stop us from continuing the spirit forward till the very end of the 30 days. Although I wish there are some topics if could be deleted or not being brought up during each rendavous but I guess other people seems ok with so why dont I try to fit in or atleast play along.

What I trying to implied here is that life is too short to be anything but happy, life is too worthy to be worry about what future lies and abandone our current priorities, life is too exciting for us to be friends-less and the bottom line is life is all about to live on your own terms so start live your life now!

me, love my life because all the love around me from the people I love:)

Insecure is it?

Why me?Why not them?Why not her?Its because you are insecure only when it comes to me right?Why don't you just ask me or him or her straight to our face?Although I don't really get the reason behind it, I do really hope you know that whatever idea you are having since like forever let me clear it once and for all; 'Its totally,definitely,absolutely not true!' so throw away the dirtiest and cheap thoughts you always had in your shallow little mind.

I glad there are nice people around me who lashed back when I'm down,when I thought I'm the one who wrong,when I've no energy to shut your mouth they came to rescue me like always because its 'terang lagi bersuluh' that you just plain insecure and jealous!Let me tell you one thing for sure,we lead a very happy life according to our own terms so where's the need for you to think that I'm thinking the way you thought I do!As confusing it sounds,that's how it bugging my life with your buzzing voice and irritating looks.

As Shahrukh always say,people only think and talk bad behind you when we are IMPORTANT! So, thanks to you and the time you w1asted all this time hating me.There are so many words for you in my head[the X rated words] but why should I turn into a bitch for the sake of you, counting 1 till 10 is enough for me I guess.For now.Try mess with me again and you'll get what you've never imagine not even in your wildest dream.

1 thing for sure,I know what I'm made of and 'stealing' someone else's right doesn't' at all sound like me so stop focusing on what you think I've done but rather put all your heart into getting back your life on the right track OK!Thank you,for nothing!

me,never think about that person in that way!

Wow!It's 19th Syawal.

Bak orang tua-tua berkata,'pejam celik dah besar anak-anak kita' and for young people like me(ahemm!) I prefer to say 'gila cepat dah hujung tahun!' or for short time flies really fast without we even realizing it.

Gosh,it feels like yesterday I started my degree and wallahh now final exam for my 2nd year 2nd semester ends already. It feels like yesterday we started our fasting month,and weehooo now we finished two-third Raya already.It feels like it was yesterday I was 40kgs and see now who's added extra 10kgs.And this weekend we might having a mini gathering with a friends whom last time I met when we were 12 and with the help of super-duper technology we met again virtually 2-3 years back and well well,guess who from shorter than all the girls grew up as a tall handsome guy(I really hope he'll miss this entry!).He's actually a year junior by age from me but we were in the same class.Never knew we would be such a good friend eventough we barely talk at school(as far as I can remember lah)

Seriously.We are 21?!People say we feel the time flies unnoticed because we waste most of our time but I strongly disagree as my whole life been filled with great,exciting,mind blowing stuff and will continue so.InsyaAllah.

None above are bad things as they happened at the right phase of everyone's life but..haihhhh...it just too soon I guess.Or maybe as usual I refused to accept that we are indeed growing each day.

Ok,enough talking about age[literally] its time for me to actually OFFICIALY start my Hari Raya Aidilfitri thank you to our final exam.Hope you guys are happy &smilling where ever you are. ^_^ Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!

me,appreciate Raya to the max!:)

'Eccentric Art of Aidilfitri'

Riang Ria Raya 09 with The Cots ^_^

On the 090909 we shoot this video for the sake of repeating a tradition that we accidentally did last year so carry to this year and InsyaAllah for years to come. If Sarah didnt keep pushing and reminding us maybe the preparation would be as laid back as last year's as we just wore our pjs and made a medley of numbers of raya songs sitting on 1 of our bed,as last year was in Sarah's room this year we(literally!as I can't say NO can I?hehe)decided on shooting in my humagous room. Other than to wish all our friends, we also want to show that Law Students do have the crazy side in us, we do have a lot of fun apart from reading thick books & cases :) This is among the sweetest memory that I'll keep inside my heart moreover after I finished study as I bet it will be hard to keep in touch as regular as now with the girls. Love y'all!Enjoy 'The Eccentric Art of Aidilfitri'.

p/s: Sorry for the ad lips as well as for our unplanned acts,FIY after 11 takes initially this wasn't the video we decided on but as it shows the real meaning of spontaneous so here it goes.

me,LOVE Ramadhan&Syawal :)

Kaminey

Date : 21st August 2009
Cinema : TGV Capsquare KL

Film : Kaminey

Director : Vishal Bhardwaj

This movie is the best attempt of a genius director cum composer to bring out the delicious talent that Shahid Kapoor has in him as a cinema actor rather than having this chocolate boy image stamped on him for the rest of his career like in all his previous movies. For once he didn’t give much attention on his hair, looks except for the 6 packs(justified for the role he portrayed), and focus on other significant criteria such as delivery of dialogue with panache means doesn’t seem he tried too hard in delivering them, he get into the skin of the character. I believe it’s not easy to carry characters that have trouble in their speech when you have been normal your entire life. Guess that’s a challenge every actor should take on in order to proved their mettle time after time. This is movie with so many flaws that makes it so flawless, it imitate life so well that we wouldn’t realize we are watching ourselves.

The dark side of this film help the audience like us who used to be bribed with picture perfect life to learn appreciate the real life rather than the reel one. Shahid portray 2 completely different characters, twins that is where Charlie the bookie is the risky guy who dream high while Guddu is the guy who follow the rules all his life and Priyanka Chopra who play Maharashtra role to the tee(applaud to my favourite actress in recent time) was his other half. Both shares same flaw and both came from gloomy history that mould them to who they are today.The 2^nd half was better and much more entertaining for the fact that I enjoy action more than slow pace scenes, all the drama by the subs-characters makes us wondering deeper about what life is when sky is the limit in getting what we wish for in life. I made a right decision this time by choose to watch this movie despite the comments given by a friend who watch it during the 1^st premiere. Maybe it’s high time for Shahid to get a black lady for himself during next year award function, rather been invited every single year for performance for songs that he does not even sings.

All the tracks are a treat to music lover like me (Hindi music generally), they have sheer energy in them that make we fall and hum every single time. Pehli Baar Mohabbat( first time in love) is definitely my favourite, sweet and nice tone captured my ears since the 1^st time. Kaminey and Dhan Tan Nan is a must too simply irresistible. Other than that the cinematography is simple yet eye catchers. 4 out of 5 stars for this masterpiece.

me,loving Shahid & PC :)

Little little things.

Does it matter either its 1 word or 1 sentence? Some people think it does. Depends on our understanding as sometimes forever needed to get what a simple sentence means, and it takes a genius to identified what a word portray and I do believe great minds think alike.

What if we disagree with other’s point of view, does it put us on the wrong side. It just a matter whether we are on the same side of the coin and there is a saying of better to be hated for we are than be loved for what we are not.

Sometimes even the tiniest thing like a smile from someone you care makes your world go around. But doesn’t mean when we didn’t do it we are heartless...something are better left unexplained, time will tell if you seek for the answer with earnest and sincere heart.

Life is all about taking little steps that would brings us to a bigger leap but rather than follow and listen to what others might think about you it’s preferable to choose the path you know you would be happy you opt it.

Starting to make little little steps myself, never intended nor do I fancy them but what’s harm in trying. Life is too short to be anything but happy.

me,just go with the flow:)

090909 Sweetest Mini Aidilfitri

Behind the scene : The making of our 'private' Raya videos.

Me having fun exhaling the smoke,the only one I'd would be ok if caught smoking.*hehehe*

Us the Gilaks a.k.a watak utama


me,LOVE our Mini Aidilfitri :)

p/s : Wait for our special appearance on national television(IF got approval!) as well as the 7 Likur FB thingy(",)

7 days in Ramadhan

Ramadhan always makes me happy and tranquil for the fact that :-

• I know whatever I'll be doing throughout this month is absolutely my decision and not affected by the devils' whispers so if I able to go deeds and avoid all the negativeness than I'll be content with myself for the whole year.
  

• The only month we 1 family sit and eat together, put aside all the works,busy&havocness of life and just enjoy our meal without any disturbance.

• Chances of doing as much as ibadah with no rushing and hoping to get rewarded with as many as pahala and forgiveness from GOD compare to other months.

• Time where I can meet and catch up with old friends as most of them coming home for holiday, most of my BFF studying outside the country so it feels good to meet the faces you familiar with after such a long hiatus.

• I would like to think I'm a bit softer and calmer in this month as each year during Ramadhan me & Boboy less or didn't fight at all(except at dining table as his old habit hard to stop!)

• Spend and talk less I guess, as we grow older nothing really excites me at the bazars we went every day compare to the years when we were little kids where we think all the kuih need to be on the table during berbuka when the fact is NOT! I try to safe money in this month so that we can shop nearly to raya as then when it'll have the craziest sale ever.

• And as they say this month is all about forgiving, as well as try to let go all the bad thing in the past. It will certainly help in giving you an exciting new phase of life as no grudge in your heart means no more stress.

me, have to let go the hope to get a full Ramadhan this year :)

Why are we the way we are? ♥

Why are we the way we are? ♥


We scared because others are,
We scared because others telling us to,
We scared because others' experiences,
We scared because we think others know best.


We think too much as there's uncertainty,
We think too much as there's doubt,
We think too much as there's hesitation,
We think too much as there's vagueness somewhere down the road.


We want to do it but afraid it might change later,
We want to do it but can't afford to make more mistakes,
We want to do it but small steps bring huge effects,
We want to do it but something wont let us to.


We lie for the fact to cover own feeling,
We lie for the fact we know we are falling deeply,
We lie for the fact that we know we'll be happy,
We lie for the fact we petrified with what the future holds.


We worried for all the wrong reasons,
We worried for no reason,
We worried for avoidable reasons,
We worried simply to find a reason.




me, the way I am!:)
0510am

You will always be around.

Sometimes the smallest thing can change your whole life. Sometimes a stranger’s words make you realized what you worth of. Sometimes the loss of lives make you grasped the fact that life is indeed very short. I still remember the eve of our Independence Day 12 years ago when I was so young and like 20kgs lighter[that was not the point here] that was the 1^st time I think I’ve ever take a celebrity’s death in a disbelief or shock state. It was Princess Diana horrifying accident which bring to the tragic end of her life that actually make me cry while watching the funeral live telecast around the world, thanks to Elton John’s heartbreaking way of singing 1 of my favourite. This year basically bring back the memory of how I take the news of the death of person I’ve been admire either my whole life or just started in the middle or for the past 5-6 years. There’s not necessary the impacts have to be in a direct way.

Never admit that I was the biggest fan but I do love all MJ’s works, who doesn’t? His songs give inspirations to all walks of life. If 1 year ago I wrote an entry about how I adore her films and ads, how I would love to create even if 1 percent of what she did but now she’s gone leaving behind a great legacy which untouchable for a long time I believe. Yasmin Ahmad is (refused to used past tense) the best! And how irony can thing gets is as I just humming the song ‘Pergi Tak Kembali’ few days ago when this morning the shocking news left nation in depressing period as Ramadhan just around the corner and the fact that we will never listen to his beautiful voice for takbir on the eve of Raya. Al-fatihah to all of them,R.I.P!

p/s: condolences to Aamir & Kiran too who have lost their 1st baby.

me, hate gloomy news.

18th june 2009

In Love with you.

With you beside me,
My heart sings a song,
Without you,
My music is gone.

If I have you with me,
I have everything,
If you're gone,
There's not a thing here.

To have you with me,
is to live a wonderful dream,
When you're around,
it feels like, I've found every joy,
When you're gone, happiness doesn't satisfy me.

It's my life that's asking...for you

When you're with me,
I can find my way,
When you're gone,
there is no path.

When you're here,
There is everything,
Without you, who's left,
If you're with me,
every moment is bliss.

When you're with me,
I feel even the breeze has the colour of love,
When you're gone,
life is without spirit,
When I found you,
I found life.


Tum Ho Tho, 18th June 2009.


me, love humming this:)