Ramadhan always makes me happy and tranquil for the fact that :-
- I know whatever I'll be doing throughout this month is absolutely my decision and not affected by the devils' whispers so if I able to go deeds and avoid all the negativeness than I'll be content with myself for the whole year.
- The only month we 1 family sit and eat together, put aside all the works,busy&havocness of life and just enjoy our meal without any disturbance.
- Chances of doing as much as ibadah with no rushing and hoping to get rewarded with as many as pahala and forgiveness from GOD compare to other months.
- Time where I can meet and catch up with old friends as most of them coming home for holiday, most of my BFF studying outside the country so it feels good to meet the faces you familiar with after such a long hiatus.
- I would like to think I'm a bit softer and calmer in this month as each year during Ramadhan me & Boboy less or didn't fight at all(except at dining table as his old habit hard to stop!)
- Spend and talk less I guess, as we grow older nothing really excites me at the bazars we went every day compare to the years when we were little kids where we think all the kuih need to be on the table during berbuka when the fact is NOT! I try to safe money in this month so that we can shop nearly to raya as then when it'll have the craziest sale ever.
- And as they say this month is all about forgiving, as well as try to let go all the bad thing in the past. It will certainly help in giving you an exciting new phase of life as no grudge in your heart means no more stress.
me, have to let go the hope to get a full Ramadhan this year :)
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