Delay.

That short word defines most of us as student. I said most not all. Most includes me; delay is 1 of my many terrible middle names. I wrote a list of things to do this holiday and although number of them successfully done there are important things I purposely put it on delay because I just realised what the hell was I thinking when I even decided to listed them down. They are so not me. I mean the real me know I won’t do the chores so why even bother give them a chance. Maybe the ‘new’ me thought this brand new year will bring little more sense of prudent and start acting like my age which is so young indeed! The things that didn’t make it to the cut, not even get the chance to see the sunlight:

1) Study! Hahaha. Wishes to finished the 3 Law books I brought back, I’m so embarrassed to even state the books’ title as they are simple reading yet I never seems to finish them since 1^st year of degree. 3^rd year sounds like a good number to start reading habit or I’ll end up being just a student forever,hint: repeating papers! CHOYYYYYYYYY!

2) Seriously start saving as I have 3 vacations for this year, and bunch of ‘must have things’. InsyaAllah if they are on but that’s not really the highlight here as all I need to do is cutback my expenses. In 2 weeks of holiday I’ve spent extravagantly RM400 in 2 days and manage to keep five 50 cent shilling for my Mickey Mouse tabung, which is like ridiculous as when my dad asked did I bought new handbag?shoes?dress?dvds? the answer is always no! It shows that I spent for unnecessary stuff. Here is my another unwanted middle name; spendthrift!*sigh* And aunties and uncles who so keen on match making for me as if I’m 76 years old and desperate to settle down, please find a millionaire if you guys are like SERIOUS.

3) Kick off the laziness of learning some ladies thingy. Not that important but I want to do it. No motivation except for the moment my mom literally screams to my ears, hahaha. Definitely the gene successfully passed down to us, we quite good in screaming business.

4) Have a balance lifestyle meaning please start eat and exercise well SINRM! Well does not mean jog for 1 day and leave it for next 2 weeks then start back with playing badminton and aerobic. Hopefully new semester new regime. Btw, is it just me or you guys also find The Biggest Loser Asia is so unmotivated, Asian can be such bummers at time!

5) Try to spend more time to read the books I bought, I love reading, period. Until last year I’m a booker (the term we came up with for those who buy books but takes time in finished them from cover to cover) but not anymore, I will be a complete reader this time. Totally not related to the same title movie by Kate Winslet.

6) Control my addiction towards watching movies in cinema, buying dvds, etc and channel the equal if not more passion towards books and cases. While I’m writing this me and sist planning for another movie outing day tomorrow, and about to tune in to TV3 for ‘Snakes in the plane’*sighhhhhh* The addiction getting worse I guess, as now every single incidents in daily life make it to my ‘movie draft’. Even if I mad at people I just sit down calmly and in slow motion punch the person, swearing so many bad words in Hindi, finally strangle that person to death and all of these only happen in my world of imagination.

7) Find affordable way to start a small business especially for a student like us which now is the right time to start stabilising my financial for long term plan. The talk we had couple weeks ago just can’t walk out of my mind. Money is indeed EVERYTHING.

8) As I spent most of my past 3-4 years away from home, I try my best not to be the old rebel middle child and stop quarrel or fighting with that boy but every single steps of calming down that I read or learn never seems to work when it comes to him. ‘I HATE YOU’ is definitely our tagline and not going to change for some times now as it’s been like 10 years. Owh how I wish my world is annoying child proof!

me, not going to delay anymore.Hopefully!:)

Wake up S.I.N!

Club Remix of Wake Up!Sid.

Wake up Sid and S.I.N! Love the movie for the young storyline, great cast especially Ranbir and of course this song,so happening and yet such a good wake up call kind a song. Feels great to be able being a brand new person this new year, 7 days and counting.InsyaAllah♥ Enjoy!

p/s: New filmfare cover, get Ranbir people!Clear the shelf now!hehehe.

me ♥ Ranbir Kapoor :) Yes.yes.yes.

Rayban Aviator Original (Shades/Sunglasses) - Other Fashion - mySimplifieds.com

This is for Pza's sake, she's been asking for quite a while now but as been so busy with stuffs so finally now I'm done with advertising it.Chehhh,sounds so big aight?No lah just wanted to help a good friend.I've posted on my page at

http://www.simplifieds.com

and thinking what the heck why dont I just publicized it everywhere in order to help her cash in a bit faster.hehe.

So come 1 come all people, do visit the link below and call if interested in buying or negotiating.Thank you.

Rayban Aviator Original (Shades/Sunglasses) - Other Fashion - mySimplifieds.com

me,involve in business?No profit for now:)

Its new year,so?

A friend says or more to wondering, "Its new year, everyone seems so happy celebrating it jumping up and down with strangers. For what exactly? Can you remind me again, I just don't and never going to get it as why they do that. Why can’t I feel the same excitement?” well all I got to say is that different people got different way of rejoicing a new phase of them making the same or maybe new mistakes along this new year so whichever way you prefer to welcome this new year all I want to say is,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010 PEOPLE!

Even while wishing or screaming that I don’t really know why I feel so excited, hahaha. For some strange reason I just feel like doing so each year, all I know is that I’m happy to face a brand new year with my loved ones all healthy and still sane and InsyaAllah will continue being so for the rest of our life. Resolutions are not my thing but I do believe in setting target, this year I want to try and explore new things in life and that doesn’t include skipping classes or killing anyone who is in my hate list people! Please, like I say I’m still sane. For now.

Well, my dear mother always reminded us each year the importance of doing good thing on the 1st day of new year as she believes or maybe it’s true psychologically we will continue doing so for the rest of the year, for example she loves if we wake up early in the morning, recite Al-Quran after prayers, reading,etc and for my dear father he would be happy enough to make sure me and my brother don't fight all the time(IMPOSSIBLE!) or I don’t shop on the 1st day as he knows how much I love shopping. But that will never work as I shop last Friday, sadly I would love to do that like FOREVER.



Well this year started with number of wedding invitations, 3 days have passed and I went to several weddings. Looks like the myth is true after all, with matchmaking here and there, perfect view of guys with baju melayu, sampin & songkok I have nothing much to complain actually. Have a great year guys!

me,love January:)

Awe-inspiring rollercoaster ride.

Bye bye 2009, year of full dramas, telenovelas and short stories.1 of the memorable chapter which I will cherish and definitely remembered forever as it is an unforgettable year.

You have indeed a wonderful, amazing, mind blowing, exciting year with fair share of sad and happy moments and I've learn so much from each seconds, minutes and days in this year. I may not accomplished some of my so called resolution, I never really intended having 1 its more to what I wish and looking forward in each new year so proudly I can say I did quite well this year although not all wish are ticked but hey at least I feel good about myself. I love myself and appreciate life more each day.

I’ve enjoyed life more than I used to and that makes my life more meaningful than before. Maybe the number 21 give me a little sense of independence and wise towards what's wrong and right in this life, it opens new doors, gives new platforms and awarded and reminded me the worth of some people who are to keep in this life. So many events that I went through this year which gave great experience to remain forever in my heart, hope for more coming thrilling occasion in store in 2010. Better that is.

People say life is too short to wake up with regrets but still it is my choice to always bear in mind all those qualms so that I can be a better person from yesterday, we should love the people who respect and treat us the way we are and don’t comprise with those whom doesn’t. I believe that everything happens for a reason and there’s always a silver lining behind dark clouds, because if not there will be dozens of regretful things I wish I never did it. From now on if we get a chance grab it only if we confident with the decision and know for sure that’s what we really want and if it changes you let it be, maybe for some reason it makes us more mature towards life. Nobody ever say life is easy nor it fair but they just promised it would be worth it.

On, that notes just want to wish everyone a great Happy New Year and have a wonderful journey ahead. Going out for a Robbin & Baskins date with my lovely family, a great way to celebrate last day of 2009 is not by attending concerts and jumping up and down for no reasons but with our loved ones while looking back the journey we went through all this year. Pray that we will stick together through good and bad time. Amin.

p/s : Congrats MU for the best game so far this season,with 5 goals I hope more glory moment for us.GLORY GLORY UNITED.

me, going to explore this life more this coming year :)

Alhamdulillah.

When they left I felt like a piece of my heart walk away and when they are finally back 5 days ago after 40 days in Mekah I feel so much happiness knowing they are healthy and happy as well and it seems that my heart back to its perfect shape again.Syukur Alhamdulillah both my parents are here at home,their warm hugs&kisses give a huge reason for smilling and enjoy life towards new year.And now the house back to its normal chaous and hecticness,I wont change it for anything in this world and pray that we will live together as big loud happy and lovely sarcastic family ever after.Amin.




I ♥ my family like I ♥ myself, they mean the world to me and I wont be the person I am to day(please look at the good side!hahaha) without their love.

me, a family girl:)

Ought to happened.

The week that wasn't part VII [last part]

You and me facing the same dilemma. Same questions in head and heart. We might be thousands miles away but you are always by my side,so its my time.I know that you know that.I'm here to stay,not going anywhere unless you leave me which I know you wont. Take a chill pill and take life as how it comes, just go by the flow and live the moment.InsyaAllah everything going to be awesome!Its not a promise nor a guarantee but lets face the world together as it makes the journey sweeter than ever.

Dont ask me why I say so, its because I know so (",)

p/s: xoxo lots of love♥

me ♥ you dunia & akhirat:)

Only time will tell.

The week that wasn't part VI.

Wow, it was indeed a rare day[so,let me enjoy the moment!] where I can just walk around malls when they are having massive year end sale without actually splurge on anything except those stuff which are necessary for coming weeks. Although the CR, Sembonia and Sacha handbags and shoes were literally screaming my name to get my attention. How tempting to see sales at The Executive, Nicole and PDI but only from far. Same goes with the Titus and Guess watches. I went greet them, say hi then walk away.

Come to a conclusion that I’m heading towards the right way; the road of being a sober person from a shopaholic. I guess when parents are away I decide things more wisely about which are priority and which are just simply lust.

Or maybe it was just because the fact that I'm in Malacca.Wait till the real challenge came,KL here I come[after final exam] then only can I be proud of myself and who knows even give a pat.hehehe.

me,love watches!:)

The week that wasn't part V


You : Life so unfair.

Me: Whoever says life is fair?Its not.Its a fact.

You: So,we should just sit and see people step on us?

Friend: Its a world where power step over weak people babe.

You: But still its not fair!

Me: Yeah,even when they say everything is fair in love and war they just telling lies.Seriously.


~Silence~

me,living in an unfair world:)

Time to go.

The week that wasn't part IV

1 of my all time favourite song : I go by Pete Teoh


Whats life?

Life.People come and go
Hope you will be by my side forever.

Life.People come and go.
Hope when you left the love remains

Life.People come and go.
Hope I will never forget the great times.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the meeting awarded sweet reminiscences.

Life.People come and go.
Hope there's no grudge nor hatred.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the time we spent are memorable.

Life.People come and go.
Hope this will be the best life we could ever wish for.


me,missing you:)

R.I.P 1988-2009

The week that wasn't part III


Its been a week, but we still trying really hard to digest the fact that 1 of us have gone.For good.That night when I read the obituary segment in The Star I know its for real.


This Monday wasn't as normal as it used to be when Mei Yi texted me when I was in Ethic class, the news which we really hoped to be false turn out to be true. Calls and smses pouring in.We can't fight the faith, nor what have been written.But we were really grateful that Lynn was there to informed us,or else it will be damn sad ending without goodbye.


The moment everything is confirmed my tears were[still are] unstoppable,she will be miss for sure.Such a heartache I could see her for the last time,stuck in Melaka when they got to do that.Thanks Cva for the calls, Krun&Nadea for the infos. Slowly all the good times and unforgetable pieces started to show up 1 by 1 in my mind.How I miss you to bully me.


All the memories and time we spent shall remain there in our heart,nothing going to change.The night we had BBQ should be our last rendevous for Damaian girls.


My deepest condolences to Aunty Mary,her brother and the whole family.


3 friends in 3 years.Absolutely speechless.Only thing left to do is to pray the best for you no matter where you are.We love you and will miss you.


For the last time I know how you hated us calling your full name;

Rest In Peace Germaine Punitamalar d/o Francis Xavier a.k.a always be our Gemy♥

To : Me---->Life goes on as it never ends.

Walk the line,will you?

The week that wasn't part II


Johnny Cash : You're scared aren't you? You scared to fall in love.

June Carter : Just walk the line and I'll give you the answer.

Quote of the day : 'We both might be 2 screwed up people,but we complete each
other world'

At last I've watched 'Walk the line', Reese Witherspoon totally deserved every inch of the Oscar and applause to Joaxin Phoenix.


p/s: Still believe infidelity and force is not the way in getting your love. 15 years of patient in chasing your true love might sound too good to be true but hey its happened in real life.

me will walk the line that I've set:)