Awe-inspiring rollercoaster ride.

Bye bye 2009, year of full dramas, telenovelas and short stories.1 of the memorable chapter which I will cherish and definitely remembered forever as it is an unforgettable year.

You have indeed a wonderful, amazing, mind blowing, exciting year with fair share of sad and happy moments and I've learn so much from each seconds, minutes and days in this year. I may not accomplished some of my so called resolution, I never really intended having 1 its more to what I wish and looking forward in each new year so proudly I can say I did quite well this year although not all wish are ticked but hey at least I feel good about myself. I love myself and appreciate life more each day.

I’ve enjoyed life more than I used to and that makes my life more meaningful than before. Maybe the number 21 give me a little sense of independence and wise towards what's wrong and right in this life, it opens new doors, gives new platforms and awarded and reminded me the worth of some people who are to keep in this life. So many events that I went through this year which gave great experience to remain forever in my heart, hope for more coming thrilling occasion in store in 2010. Better that is.

People say life is too short to wake up with regrets but still it is my choice to always bear in mind all those qualms so that I can be a better person from yesterday, we should love the people who respect and treat us the way we are and don’t comprise with those whom doesn’t. I believe that everything happens for a reason and there’s always a silver lining behind dark clouds, because if not there will be dozens of regretful things I wish I never did it. From now on if we get a chance grab it only if we confident with the decision and know for sure that’s what we really want and if it changes you let it be, maybe for some reason it makes us more mature towards life. Nobody ever say life is easy nor it fair but they just promised it would be worth it.

On, that notes just want to wish everyone a great Happy New Year and have a wonderful journey ahead. Going out for a Robbin & Baskins date with my lovely family, a great way to celebrate last day of 2009 is not by attending concerts and jumping up and down for no reasons but with our loved ones while looking back the journey we went through all this year. Pray that we will stick together through good and bad time. Amin.

p/s : Congrats MU for the best game so far this season,with 5 goals I hope more glory moment for us.GLORY GLORY UNITED.

me, going to explore this life more this coming year :)

Alhamdulillah.

When they left I felt like a piece of my heart walk away and when they are finally back 5 days ago after 40 days in Mekah I feel so much happiness knowing they are healthy and happy as well and it seems that my heart back to its perfect shape again.Syukur Alhamdulillah both my parents are here at home,their warm hugs&kisses give a huge reason for smilling and enjoy life towards new year.And now the house back to its normal chaous and hecticness,I wont change it for anything in this world and pray that we will live together as big loud happy and lovely sarcastic family ever after.Amin.




I ♥ my family like I ♥ myself, they mean the world to me and I wont be the person I am to day(please look at the good side!hahaha) without their love.

me, a family girl:)

Ought to happened.

The week that wasn't part VII [last part]

You and me facing the same dilemma. Same questions in head and heart. We might be thousands miles away but you are always by my side,so its my time.I know that you know that.I'm here to stay,not going anywhere unless you leave me which I know you wont. Take a chill pill and take life as how it comes, just go by the flow and live the moment.InsyaAllah everything going to be awesome!Its not a promise nor a guarantee but lets face the world together as it makes the journey sweeter than ever.

Dont ask me why I say so, its because I know so (",)

p/s: xoxo lots of love♥

me ♥ you dunia & akhirat:)

Only time will tell.

The week that wasn't part VI.

Wow, it was indeed a rare day[so,let me enjoy the moment!] where I can just walk around malls when they are having massive year end sale without actually splurge on anything except those stuff which are necessary for coming weeks. Although the CR, Sembonia and Sacha handbags and shoes were literally screaming my name to get my attention. How tempting to see sales at The Executive, Nicole and PDI but only from far. Same goes with the Titus and Guess watches. I went greet them, say hi then walk away.

Come to a conclusion that I’m heading towards the right way; the road of being a sober person from a shopaholic. I guess when parents are away I decide things more wisely about which are priority and which are just simply lust.

Or maybe it was just because the fact that I'm in Malacca.Wait till the real challenge came,KL here I come[after final exam] then only can I be proud of myself and who knows even give a pat.hehehe.

me,love watches!:)

The week that wasn't part V


You : Life so unfair.

Me: Whoever says life is fair?Its not.Its a fact.

You: So,we should just sit and see people step on us?

Friend: Its a world where power step over weak people babe.

You: But still its not fair!

Me: Yeah,even when they say everything is fair in love and war they just telling lies.Seriously.


~Silence~

me,living in an unfair world:)

Time to go.

The week that wasn't part IV

1 of my all time favourite song : I go by Pete Teoh


Whats life?

Life.People come and go
Hope you will be by my side forever.

Life.People come and go.
Hope when you left the love remains

Life.People come and go.
Hope I will never forget the great times.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the meeting awarded sweet reminiscences.

Life.People come and go.
Hope there's no grudge nor hatred.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the time we spent are memorable.

Life.People come and go.
Hope this will be the best life we could ever wish for.


me,missing you:)

R.I.P 1988-2009

The week that wasn't part III


Its been a week, but we still trying really hard to digest the fact that 1 of us have gone.For good.That night when I read the obituary segment in The Star I know its for real.


This Monday wasn't as normal as it used to be when Mei Yi texted me when I was in Ethic class, the news which we really hoped to be false turn out to be true. Calls and smses pouring in.We can't fight the faith, nor what have been written.But we were really grateful that Lynn was there to informed us,or else it will be damn sad ending without goodbye.


The moment everything is confirmed my tears were[still are] unstoppable,she will be miss for sure.Such a heartache I could see her for the last time,stuck in Melaka when they got to do that.Thanks Cva for the calls, Krun&Nadea for the infos. Slowly all the good times and unforgetable pieces started to show up 1 by 1 in my mind.How I miss you to bully me.


All the memories and time we spent shall remain there in our heart,nothing going to change.The night we had BBQ should be our last rendevous for Damaian girls.


My deepest condolences to Aunty Mary,her brother and the whole family.


3 friends in 3 years.Absolutely speechless.Only thing left to do is to pray the best for you no matter where you are.We love you and will miss you.


For the last time I know how you hated us calling your full name;

Rest In Peace Germaine Punitamalar d/o Francis Xavier a.k.a always be our Gemy♥

To : Me---->Life goes on as it never ends.

Walk the line,will you?

The week that wasn't part II


Johnny Cash : You're scared aren't you? You scared to fall in love.

June Carter : Just walk the line and I'll give you the answer.

Quote of the day : 'We both might be 2 screwed up people,but we complete each
other world'

At last I've watched 'Walk the line', Reese Witherspoon totally deserved every inch of the Oscar and applause to Joaxin Phoenix.


p/s: Still believe infidelity and force is not the way in getting your love. 15 years of patient in chasing your true love might sound too good to be true but hey its happened in real life.

me will walk the line that I've set:)

I'm SICK of you Mr.SICK!

The week that wasn't part I

I ♥ handkerchief,Mickey&Minnie is just 1 of my many Disney collection.

Countless sneezes, inseparable flu, inevitable headache, weak joints,severely sore throat and cough, and some other symptoms made the perfect combination to get this weakening fever. I hate it. No TLC , no parents attention no and chicken soup from home, make it even worst. Sick season makes me feel lonely inside. DRAMATIC.

Once and for all ‘It’s not a pre-exam syndrome,’! I don’t think I ever simply woke up 1 day and decided to play sick just to avoid exam or classes, never was I or will I do that. I have a full attendance record since schooling days ok people [wish to erased the last 5^th semester, the worst period in my entire life. So far lah. Biggest LAZY bug bit us!]

Who will ever like or celebrating if they fall sick? Especially when mid-term and final exam, are just around the corner with datelines for assignment and workloads are chasing us. Perfect time to screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

p/s: Its monsoon season, I’m running out of my popular signature, the famous handkerchief so please rain..rain go away come again another month. I need to wash and dry up all of them, or else you know what liquid will go all over the place right. Please pity the books, people, etc around me.hahahaha.

me&flu are buddies :)