Rising above.

I tried being friends, try to rise above. I really tried hard doing it. But now I'm over it (trying) so now I'm going to the more traditional way of totally hating your guts. I tried to convince myself in these few months that I'm the bad person, I even said it out loud but it just doesn't work that way. I don't deserved it, I treat you with nothing but love and respect, but have you ever tried to stop and think what is it like to try for me. I don't think you did, all you did was you dismissed my dreams and you don't even give a sh*t whether I'm happy or not all you care was you're done. I don't trust you, why would I? Hate the fact that they thought the ego was about something else when the truth is I don't give a damn about that tiny issue as what important to me is that you've hurt my loved ones. I need to focus and keep rising above and there's no chance for them to hear me talking trash about you, all this while only smile can I give to them. A bitter one that is. Enough of words, I'm tired people.