Jealousy is 1 of the 7 evil feelings, if we able to stay away from being jealous people say we will succeedly avoid the other evils.Is it true?I don't know.But 1 thing for sure I am feeling jealous.As much as I hate it, I just can't help it.I'm a normal human being after all.
But they told me its good to feel that way as I'm channeling in to the right way,really?I did?*huh* This is what girlfriends tell us when we feel down,they lie to make us happy, they wont tell the truth because they know we can't handle it, they say nice things because they want to make long story short.
But again I hate to feel jealous as she's 1 of my good friend I shouldn't feel that should I?It just doesn't feel right, feels like I've been pretending in front of that person that I'm okay with it,I'm happy for her,etc2.Know what,bunch of lies that are.
Well I guess I'm big enough to know what is real and what is reel so I've decided that our friendships is far more important than anything else,so why don't I just play the game with the hope that Allah will guide my heart and keep this jealousy far..far away!Amin.
But they told me its good to feel that way as I'm channeling in to the right way,really?I did?*huh* This is what girlfriends tell us when we feel down,they lie to make us happy, they wont tell the truth because they know we can't handle it, they say nice things because they want to make long story short.
But again I hate to feel jealous as she's 1 of my good friend I shouldn't feel that should I?It just doesn't feel right, feels like I've been pretending in front of that person that I'm okay with it,I'm happy for her,etc2.Know what,bunch of lies that are.
Well I guess I'm big enough to know what is real and what is reel so I've decided that our friendships is far more important than anything else,so why don't I just play the game with the hope that Allah will guide my heart and keep this jealousy far..far away!Amin.
me,typcal girl with typical jealousy:)
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