People say that it doesn't matter what you give to someone for their special day because the thought that counts!Do they really meant it when they said it?Let me tell you something,its totally bu%lsh#t! So what if I think like that,sue me if you want but don't be a hypocrite by saying that you actually stand strong by that statement!*booooo* 1 thing don't get me wrong,its not all that grand, luxury stuff(but if people are kind enough,I cant say no kan?haha) that Im talking about but simple wishes or cake will do.It could put a wide big smile on my face.
I believe that all of us has expectation from the loved ones around us,right?When I was a lot more younger, finding presents for my parents,siblings and friends are not as tough as now because believe me its pretty hard nowdays since there are millions of choices compared to last time! Buying presents never been my niche nor it will be but when we already have this concrete ideas and images in our mind which suit perfectly with the personality or passion the person who we wanted to buy the present but could'nt find the thing till the 11th hour its kinda frustrated, not just time wasted but also as we emotionally involved with the person we care and it does matter to me,personally.I always get this panick attack everytime those kind of situation occured; whether the person will think that I forgot,or on purpose,or that I dont care about them anymore.This month is a month where my calendar almost full with reminders for each day about birthdays,anniversaries,etc.
This frustration actually been expressed due to my mission finding 3 stuff that I've been planning since early this year(yeah,thats how sure I was till...)but just cant found it yet!Maybe I have to jump to my next plan(which I dont have & yet to be discover!).
Whatever it is I want all the people to know that they play an important role in my life and thats why I want everything to be 'perfect' in this field atleast and give them a great day to be remembered and it was the least I can do as a friend.
I believe that all of us has expectation from the loved ones around us,right?When I was a lot more younger, finding presents for my parents,siblings and friends are not as tough as now because believe me its pretty hard nowdays since there are millions of choices compared to last time! Buying presents never been my niche nor it will be but when we already have this concrete ideas and images in our mind which suit perfectly with the personality or passion the person who we wanted to buy the present but could'nt find the thing till the 11th hour its kinda frustrated, not just time wasted but also as we emotionally involved with the person we care and it does matter to me,personally.I always get this panick attack everytime those kind of situation occured; whether the person will think that I forgot,or on purpose,or that I dont care about them anymore.This month is a month where my calendar almost full with reminders for each day about birthdays,anniversaries,etc.
This frustration actually been expressed due to my mission finding 3 stuff that I've been planning since early this year(yeah,thats how sure I was till...)but just cant found it yet!Maybe I have to jump to my next plan(which I dont have & yet to be discover!).
Whatever it is I want all the people to know that they play an important role in my life and thats why I want everything to be 'perfect' in this field atleast and give them a great day to be remembered and it was the least I can do as a friend.
me,wishing Happy Birthday to all my friends especially those who had/will celebrate our 21st :)
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