Now I truly understand why is it hard to make decision.Its not about making choice between a good one and a bad one but between 2 great things as well as 2 bad things. I'm in dilemma,seriously this not like the 1st time this thing ever struck me but it just that all this time I've been delaying some stuff,some decision that needs to take action because we are not growing younger by each day,no 1 does logically thinking except certain mr.Benjamin Button(dying to watch that movie,if not because the unwanted incident T_T)
What if we made a wrong decision and taken a wrong steps when we thought its the best could happened but it weren't?After what happened 4-5 years ago I just cant afford to take those tiny little wrong steps all over again,I may carry the burden all my life but what about them,my loved ones..arghhhh!This is when I pray that I could turn back times and enjoy life to the fullest like I did during schooling days.Though there were tons of problem but it seems like they swept in a second and it never ever put me in such a dilemma situation.
*Sigh* this is my 277 times for the past 3 days,there is something in my heart that need to be released out but just CANT..or maybe I just refused to do so!Who knows that maybe I capable of juggling 2-3 stuff at a times,or maybe I was just thinking too much when things actually not that hard as I thought they are,or maybe I just being NORMAL & should worry about it!Well I hope weekends at home will sure help me in deciding,or again..maybe I just should delay it! :)
me,confuse+dilemma+dizzy = tiny little thing called...
What if we made a wrong decision and taken a wrong steps when we thought its the best could happened but it weren't?After what happened 4-5 years ago I just cant afford to take those tiny little wrong steps all over again,I may carry the burden all my life but what about them,my loved ones..arghhhh!This is when I pray that I could turn back times and enjoy life to the fullest like I did during schooling days.Though there were tons of problem but it seems like they swept in a second and it never ever put me in such a dilemma situation.
*Sigh* this is my 277 times for the past 3 days,there is something in my heart that need to be released out but just CANT..or maybe I just refused to do so!Who knows that maybe I capable of juggling 2-3 stuff at a times,or maybe I was just thinking too much when things actually not that hard as I thought they are,or maybe I just being NORMAL & should worry about it!Well I hope weekends at home will sure help me in deciding,or again..maybe I just should delay it! :)
me,confuse+dilemma+dizzy = tiny little thing called...
1 comment:
We all make mistakes... some small, some great. But the greatest of mistakes are born of innocence and fuelled by pride. It is the mistakes that make you human.
If you want to release, you should talk to someone you can trust to keep a secret. Take care and pray for the best.
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