Anniversaries ♥

The fact that my elder sister and my younger brother share the same birthday date (1st November) is so cool, and I can’t stop wondering how weird it would be if the 3 of us actually shares the same date. But being me I just have to be different kan, it’s a middle child thing you guys will never understand it unless you are one. There’s one special coincidence as well shared on their birthdays; when my sister was born in 86 it was a Deepavali day and 8 years later when my brother was born guess what? Clever.It was indeed Deepavali day also, a little irony though. They are not the one who interested in Bollywood compare to someone who was not born on a Diwali day (pointing to myself). I never give them a proper gifts as far as I can remember, but once I made my own money I’ll promise myself I’ll buy them (at least for my sister) a decent present. InysaAllah. I still remember when I was 6 or 7 I gave her a packet of Kit Kat, ya that chocolate Kit Kat(Take a break,take a Kit Kat) which was given by our late grandmother to her but I took it instead and give it ‘back’ to her as birthday present. How cheap, even back then! Hope they will lead happier years to come with me by their side,hahaha.

I don’t think I have ever failed to celebrate Shahrukh’s birthday every single year(2nd November) , no less this year as well. Janamdin mubarak jaan, hoping to ‘see’ more you in 2011, missing you ♥. I don’t even like the colour blue but you look too good in it, so it’s now my new pink.

Nikah night, yup my father has beard since like forever.

Bersanding day, the only day where my dad had clean shavened. All the years I've growing up except for the time when they went for Haji, there's not 1 day where he has his 'bersanding' look. Most people take his beard as part of him, RM without beard is like me without SRK(not related at all,but that's the only thing I can think of now)

November is also special to me because it’s my parents’ wedding anniversary(9th November) And this year it’s their 25^th silver jubilee anniversary. I hope one day I found my true love like life partner like my father who loves my mother more than everything. They are the most important persons in my life, praying that their love will continue forever. Amin.

Cakes cutting month,I miss cc :)

No new news?

Reasons to avoid reading the newspaper nowdays, although (once upon a time) law library used to be one of our favourite lepak place where we can sit there for hours and read almost all the newspapers for the day while catching up with latest cases (liar) or gossips. Not any more when all the news keeps repeating themselves:

1) 1) More babies found! Either under the bridge, in the bush, etc. Kes buang bayi sangat2 teruk kebelakangan ini(like seriously!not that before we don’t have such cases but..), poor babies bitten by bugs, dogs, and some even were purposely drowned in the river. Don’t they ever heard about using protection? Do not bring innocence life to this mean world knowing they won’t be loved.

2) 2) More divorce cases. Not helping, scary.

3) 3)More girls (especially Malay, 99% of them I think) running away from home to follow their so called true love who they just known for like less than a month (most cases) Lombok guys. Come on lah, seriously why do we even need to bother and waste our money to help them when the government has been spread awareness regarding this issue for countless (millions!) times plus don’t your parents ever teach you not to trust a stranger? Malaysian are so kind-hearted, every time these ungrateful people start to crying out loud once facing trouble living ‘abroad’ we will start a fund to support their finance or bring them back.

4) 4) Some more divorce cases.*gulp* Where is the love people?

5) 5)More underage or unmarried girls carrying pre-marital pregnancy, which most of it lead to the first news above or was lead by another social issues or problems. And thanks to Melaka gov for starting a shelter or more like a school actually for those ‘unfortunate’ girls which provides education, and other necessity for life. Yes, parents did all they can in providing their children with all the learning they need which teachers or schools can’t provide but sometime we need to teach them the hard way, when they can get all the things easily where the space for improvement?

6) 6) More tragic bus accidents, more death and misery, all the images are so traumatize for some people. Yes, malang tidak berbau but all of us (who takes bus as main transportation going back to hometown) beg to all drivers please be responsible towards others’ life.

7) 7) More divorce cases, believe me! If you an avid newspapers’ reader you’ll notice this.

Filmfare anyone?

This date last year.

How fast time flies, tell me about it again and again and like the rest of us I’ll never get tired listening to it nor will I do anything to change my habit of procrastination . They say I’m good with dates, numbers, and in remembering every little event that occurred in my life but the truth is I’m not. Because it doesn’t take me that much effort to remember all that stuffs, all of them are in me so they come out automatically. They are all stored at the back of my mind so all it needs is just a reminder or a déjàvu and pop! This date last year, 1 t-shirt, 1 drama, 1 argument, 1 accusation, 1 friendship and 1 big change have stirred my life.

1 t-shirt: It took me by surprise; mini heart attack was this close (while doing the finger thingy)! They say it was too soon, they gave me the look, they say it won’t last and what did I say? Does it matter now? I don’t think so because I guess they know better than me back then and maybe even now.

1 drama with a pinch of argument and an accusation: It takes two to tango; well it takes a group to do a bhangra. An unnecessary drama driven by an unnecessary argument created by unnecessary accusation, it all started with vague and confusing confessions lead to a terrible outcome.

1 friendship: To think of it people with shallow mind who attacked me using family, religion and race element just for the sake of talking bad and spread awful rumours about me does not deserve to be called a friend. I don’t think they even know what that means.

1 big change: Well, gain some and lose some. Gained awareness how to protect our privacy and the information that we display for public’s eyes in our social network page and lose the ability to judge people no matter how long have we known them, how deep we care for them and how sincere is our feeling towards them.

365 days in a blink :'(

Double dose of KKHH ♥

When I need all the reasons to cry or to be emotional Kuch Kuch Hota Hai is the best choice. I can watch it again and again, countless times maybe thousands of time by the time my life ends without getting bored by it(pretty damn sure about it!). It was my first serious Hindi movie, meaning the one that really captured my heart into Bollywood. Sort of a turning point before me becomes a legal Ms.Khan, a loyal and biggest fan of Shahrukh Khan and Kajol as well as Karan Johar’s movies. Today, simply in the mood to watch it again, one of the best ways to celebrate my Diwali is to end the day with this classic love story. For me KKHH is the perfect Hindi movie, great storyline, script, casts and especially the songs. Hummable for decade now. With that memory, I’m going to post a trailer of its remake in an animation movie as well with the old trailer. Coming out soon, by the marvel director’s protégé this time hopefully he has the same magic touch.

Kuch Kuch Hota hai -1998-

p/s: my favourite lines/quotes:

SRK: "Hum ek baar jite hain, ek baar marte hain, shaadi bhi ek baar hoti hai, aur pyar....ek hi baar hota hai" ( We live once, we die once, we get married once and love, love also only occurs once.)

Cute silent sardar boy: "Tu si ja reho?Tu si naa jao"...sobs='(

Koochie Koochie Hota Hai -2010-

Pyaar dosti hain(Love is friendship)-Rahul Khanna in KKHH a.k.a Shahrukh Khan-

Guilt can kill.

It kills me slowly each day; when unpredictable things take place it really hurt you especially when you’ve prayed the best and really hard for the one who you care deeply. I won’t lie by saying that I’m not happy, grateful and relieve because I’m truly do but at the same time I really feel sad because that person doesn’t deserve the outcome at all because that person worked way harder than me, that person gave me supports and encouragements more than anyone else when it comes to that particular subject and that person loves it more than I would ever be in this lifetime. I wish I could say life is not fair, I could give you a big and tight hug and cry but for what? It would just add more heartache to that person, and that is the last thing that person needs now because for now all we got to give that person is best wishes and lucks. I have completely belief in that person that that person can do this and survive like that person always does. So don’t give up my dear friend, there’s always first time for everything and I do sincerely hope this is your last first time. Amin. See you at the end of this journey with a smile and don’t hate it because you didn’t make it but love it even more because you know you will endure it like you always do. Thanks for always be there for me even when I have no desire to do the best but you push me to perform reasonably well. I know God has his own agenda behind all this so don’t worry and just do your best. Why just me, all of us have faith in you even when you are not.

How long will I live with this guilt?