This date last year.

How fast time flies, tell me about it again and again and like the rest of us I’ll never get tired listening to it nor will I do anything to change my habit of procrastination . They say I’m good with dates, numbers, and in remembering every little event that occurred in my life but the truth is I’m not. Because it doesn’t take me that much effort to remember all that stuffs, all of them are in me so they come out automatically. They are all stored at the back of my mind so all it needs is just a reminder or a déjàvu and pop! This date last year, 1 t-shirt, 1 drama, 1 argument, 1 accusation, 1 friendship and 1 big change have stirred my life.

1 t-shirt: It took me by surprise; mini heart attack was this close (while doing the finger thingy)! They say it was too soon, they gave me the look, they say it won’t last and what did I say? Does it matter now? I don’t think so because I guess they know better than me back then and maybe even now.

1 drama with a pinch of argument and an accusation: It takes two to tango; well it takes a group to do a bhangra. An unnecessary drama driven by an unnecessary argument created by unnecessary accusation, it all started with vague and confusing confessions lead to a terrible outcome.

1 friendship: To think of it people with shallow mind who attacked me using family, religion and race element just for the sake of talking bad and spread awful rumours about me does not deserve to be called a friend. I don’t think they even know what that means.

1 big change: Well, gain some and lose some. Gained awareness how to protect our privacy and the information that we display for public’s eyes in our social network page and lose the ability to judge people no matter how long have we known them, how deep we care for them and how sincere is our feeling towards them.

365 days in a blink :'(

Double dose of KKHH ♥

When I need all the reasons to cry or to be emotional Kuch Kuch Hota Hai is the best choice. I can watch it again and again, countless times maybe thousands of time by the time my life ends without getting bored by it(pretty damn sure about it!). It was my first serious Hindi movie, meaning the one that really captured my heart into Bollywood. Sort of a turning point before me becomes a legal Ms.Khan, a loyal and biggest fan of Shahrukh Khan and Kajol as well as Karan Johar’s movies. Today, simply in the mood to watch it again, one of the best ways to celebrate my Diwali is to end the day with this classic love story. For me KKHH is the perfect Hindi movie, great storyline, script, casts and especially the songs. Hummable for decade now. With that memory, I’m going to post a trailer of its remake in an animation movie as well with the old trailer. Coming out soon, by the marvel director’s protégé this time hopefully he has the same magic touch.

Kuch Kuch Hota hai -1998-

p/s: my favourite lines/quotes:

SRK: "Hum ek baar jite hain, ek baar marte hain, shaadi bhi ek baar hoti hai, aur pyar....ek hi baar hota hai" ( We live once, we die once, we get married once and love, love also only occurs once.)

Cute silent sardar boy: "Tu si ja reho?Tu si naa jao"...sobs='(

Koochie Koochie Hota Hai -2010-

Pyaar dosti hain(Love is friendship)-Rahul Khanna in KKHH a.k.a Shahrukh Khan-

Guilt can kill.

It kills me slowly each day; when unpredictable things take place it really hurt you especially when you’ve prayed the best and really hard for the one who you care deeply. I won’t lie by saying that I’m not happy, grateful and relieve because I’m truly do but at the same time I really feel sad because that person doesn’t deserve the outcome at all because that person worked way harder than me, that person gave me supports and encouragements more than anyone else when it comes to that particular subject and that person loves it more than I would ever be in this lifetime. I wish I could say life is not fair, I could give you a big and tight hug and cry but for what? It would just add more heartache to that person, and that is the last thing that person needs now because for now all we got to give that person is best wishes and lucks. I have completely belief in that person that that person can do this and survive like that person always does. So don’t give up my dear friend, there’s always first time for everything and I do sincerely hope this is your last first time. Amin. See you at the end of this journey with a smile and don’t hate it because you didn’t make it but love it even more because you know you will endure it like you always do. Thanks for always be there for me even when I have no desire to do the best but you push me to perform reasonably well. I know God has his own agenda behind all this so don’t worry and just do your best. Why just me, all of us have faith in you even when you are not.

How long will I live with this guilt?

1,2,3,4 yes I can dance:)

Dancing is an art of one to express their feeling, the freedom in the movements somehow is so rejuvenated especially when you do it in such a carefree manner, no force, more like to the willingness in enjoying them. Being exposed to Bollywood choreographers and their routines since my younger days developed the soft spot in me towards dancing. My idea of perfect routines and choreographies starts and ends with Farah Khan’s school of dancing. For me to dance is actually to have fun with ourselves and make others happy watching them although it may not turn out as perfect as what we practise. The humiliation is just for a moment, however the memories are for life to be treasured. Never in million years I would ever think I’ll get involve in naach gaana experiences, especially not in my University life but it happened and that’s why people say never say never. Sincere from my heart, I love doing it but they are not as a career backup or something, it’s just a way of me spending quality time with my loved ones when we still have the opportunity because once we leave student’s life we’ll be on different path and only time will tell whether we’ll be able to keep the bonding. InsyaAllah. The next best thing about joining all this new find hobby is meeting new people, making new friends and just enjoying our passion.

Shall we dance?Waiting for the time to learn Indian dance.

Break Ke Baad Theatrical Trailer

Seriously God?You can't be funnier than this.From 'I hate luv storys' to 'Break ke baad'?Irony.Thanks, cant wait for this movie to come out.(doing the two thumbs up!)

Hindictionary: Break ke baad = after break up.


p/s: feel free to ask for translation for the dialogue :)

I simply love ironies. *sighhhhh*

Baking over cooking any day.

It's not because I don't know how to cook, well to be precise I'm not good at it rather than I don't know(it's not brain surgery,duhh) it's simply because for me cooking is boring and predictable. Baking on the other hand is way fun, challenging and adventurous. People who facing trouble to sleep at night should try their hands on baking, I don't say it'll help you into sleeping but at least for me it helps a lot in releasing stress and we’ll start to focus on other things. In short baking is a good friend during bad times. Plus family and friends love whatever I baked,(not that much of variety though,still learning) that's an extra points of happiness for me.

I guess baking is 1 of my hobby :)