Worst case scenario

Worst case scenario is not only applicable when you are trapped in a dead end situation, but it also applies to the time when you started to eat all your words and be friends with someone you despise, someone you never like for God know what reasons, someone who have and live a complete opposite different principles from what you believe in, someone who you thinks portray a plastic or fake image in front of others, someone who doesn’t even care about you and only use you when they need you, someone who (before) you would never suggest to others to be friends with, someone who when be talked about in front you (before) in a good manner you’ll be automatically do faces or give negative comments, someone who you would never thought in 1000 years to be your emergency friends in these kind of time, someone who you don’t even bother to know about them personally or socially, someone who....this...and that...and a lot more but when worst time comes even the worst is better than nothing I guess. It’s a shocking situation to see some people stick/stuck with their so called ‘friends’ for the sake of having ‘friends’ at the end of the day.

Well everyone have the rights to define what a ‘friend’ is to them, for me a friend is someone who dare and care enough to correct me when I’m wrong but still we manage to sustain the same value of respect towards each other and maintain and cherish the sacred relationship for the rest of our life despite our differences. Don’t treat a friend like a liquid paper, where we only need them to correct our wrongs or when we need someone to back us up when we think we’ve screwed up. We may not like certain behaviours of our friends (and vice versa) but with tolerance and sincere confession everything is InsyaAllah will be well at the end of the day because a friendship is not a 1-2 days relationship, it should be for the rest of our life regardless whether we are taking the same path in the future or not. I’ve learnt the hard way I guess in judging who is actually our true friends are, but it’s better to realised it now than never because true friends do stick around forever. Amin.

I'm blessed with great F.R.I.E.N.D.S for life :)

Am not strong.

True strength is keeping everything together inside when everyone expects you to fall apart.

p/s: You'll always remain inside me forever and after although you've made me exit yours.

Thanks Taufik Thum for the line:')

Just

Looking for something else but instead found another. Planning to do that but stuck with this. Hoping to go somewhere but feet firmly planted on the ground,not moving. Missing things but not motivated to go after. All the songs aren't helping.

p/s: Thanks Jo :)


Insomniac sucks!

Roon runs

Just when u think things cant get any worse, they do and when people ask you to stop talking about the sores of the life its never that easy especially when bad things keep happening. No matter how hard you try to be positive somehow there will be bits of life reminding you to the dark side of it every now and then, moreover when you are away from your loved ones. For me personally sports is one of the way that manage to keep me away from stress, either watching them(recent Commonwealth Games Delhi 2010, recent addition to my list of enjoyable sports is addicted to tennis,table tennis and hockey), cheering for your favourite team(Manchester United), involve yourself in a competition(a healthy one,like on weekly basis), etc. This week's hottest news (devastating for us Red Devilians) from EPL is when Roon announced that he wants to leave the comfort nest of Old Trafford to another team and refused to continue his contract with MU. After CR7 left we just cant afford to lose another gifted player like Roon but as what we know, behind every dismissal of star player in MU is that one famous mastermind called Fergie for short. He can be the one who bring you to the limelight of stardom of a living legend in the football world but in a second he also can destroyed your life if you give him the shit of 'I'm a bigger star than the manager'(attitude problems!) just because you earn 700k pound sterling in a week. As an avid reader of ESPN website and also ardent visitor to the team's official page (love the visual visit, hoping that one day I will be there in person) I've found a letter written specially to Wayne Rooney.Can't help but to agree with our correspondent, so read on.








ESPN Soccernet - Correspondents - Manchester United - An Open Letter to Wayne Rooney

Dear Mr. Rooney,

In light of your statement of intent to leave our football club I, on behalf of Manchester United fans, would like to respond with a few thoughts of my own.

Firstly, I would like to thank you very much for playing for us with such distinction for six years. It has been a pleasure to see you terrorise our opponents and kiss the club badge every time you scored a goal. It is a testament to your abilities as a footballer that a Liverpudlian should be so welcomed into the arms of Mancunia.

In light of the quality of your football, it was no drama at all for us to rally around you after your petulant sending off in the 2006 World Cup. It was also a matter of duty for us to support you after your abject displays in South Africa.

We have chanted your name, and thrown the full weight of our support behind you, despite consistent off-the-field incidents involving cigarettes, alcohol and ladies of the night.

When, in March, you stated your desire to stay with the club until the end of your career, till death us do part, it was a terrific boon for us all. That vow of allegiance really gave credence to the values of support that we so cherish.

As you know Wayne, we fans have been doing it tough of late. Our love of the club has been horribly muddied by the ownership issue and the fact that the money we spend in good faith is being used to finance debt we didn’t accrue.

It would be lovely if our hard-earned cash were being spent on people like Leo Messi and Fernando Torres, men who would probably keep you out of the team. But the thing is, United have never really operated like that. We usually either raise or buy players young and blood them in the first team, onto greater heights.

I suppose you would have known all that. But it is irrelevant now because you’re leaving. I suppose you’ll end up in Madrid and Barcelona. I wish you good luck with the Spanish lessons and if you need any tips on how good life is after United give David Beckham a call, he’ll tell you.

Alternatively, you’ll end up in London with Chelsea and John Terry. The nightlife down there is fantastic and if you ever get lonely there’s no need to worry. All of your friends from the press, the guys who’ve been so terrific to you over the last little bit, are just around the corner. All the time.

Of course, you could choose to stay local and pop down the road to Manchester City. That’d be nice wouldn’t it? Although I can’t speak for all of us, I suspect being ‘out and about’ in the town should be removed from your schedule if that’s the case.

You could have stayed at United Wayne, as you pledged to do, through thick and thin, but after the last week that’s not really an option. The options open to you look peachy and free of grief. Good luck with the big decision.

Anyway Wayne, we’ve got to get busy with the two things that concern us the most now. Winning football matches and getting rid of the Glazers. You’re obviously no use to us on either count now so you’d better get going.

We wish you all the best with the next club badge you kiss.

Try not to let the door hit you on the way out, there's a good lad.

Regards

Mark Payne

Manchester United Correspondent, ESPN

Not everyone deserved a second chance

'iRobo un kathil,I love you sollatta?'

There’s Ajith,Surya,etc but if you want to watch your first Tamil movie in cinema make sure it’s by the Superstar himself, Rajnikanth. To be honest I’m not his biggest fan; I prefer Kamal Hassan any day for his intense serious roles or slapstick funny characters. But growing up watching Rajni’s movies like Muthu, Padayappa, Chandramukhi, Sivaji,etc it just have to be his movie or nothing at all and that’s why when Endhiran been declared the biggest and the most expensive project from Indian film fraternity, plus the hypes and positive reviews especially the animation and graphic we decided to join the bandwagon of the actor’s well wisher this time around. Oh boy we have not been disappointed, not this time although there are some flaws but they just ought to be there or else it won’t be called a Tamil movie. Fortunately most of my friends also shared the same passion about experiencing our first Tamil movie in the theatre, I must say AR Rahman music does influence me more than Rajni himself. I’m a big fan of the music maestro’s works, although I don’t understand most of the words but I love ‘Kaddal Anukkal’, ‘Kalimanjaro’, ‘Irumbile Oru Idhaiyam’,etc.They all are so hummable. Being a Malaysian this is one of the way to express our freedom either to join other races in celebrating their excitement or to watch whatever movie we want, but some people still have this sceptical mind that ‘No way you’ve watched a Tamil movie. You are a Malay, you don’t speak Tamil’. So what? I’ve watched this movie twice already and to all who have second thought about the so called bombastic or exaggerated statements made so far, go and enjoy it yourself.

ENDHIRAN

We don’t have to speak the language to fall in love with the people

Little did I know...

Little did I know that I will be chocked up during the first day itself,

Little did I know that they will start giving the cynical smile on the first day itself,

Little did I know I will miss the person we avoided last time on the first day itself,

Little did I know they are sweet bunch of strangers on the first day itself,

Little did I know it’s hard to breathe although the glimpse was just for a second on the first day itself,

Little did I know time and luck is not our side on the first day itself,

Little did I know I will miss their presence badly on the first day itself,

Little did I know I will commit such mistakes on the first day itself,

Little did I know that they would even bother to find out on the first day itself,

Little did I know the movie would be such a great issue and topic on the first day itself,

Little did I know that I have to be on my toes starting the first day itself,

Little did I know that these mischief ideas would developed on the first day itself,

Little did I know it will takes forever so first day itself is a big failure,

And little did I know that I know so little.

So little people know about this.

'Euwwwww please lah!'

Until being told I didn’t realised[in denial] that I used ‘euwww please lah’ quite often in my daily life, but most of the time I used it when the girls, all whom of course such a sweetheart in their own way trying to be a match maker. Seriously I tell you, if they even have second thought or have doubts in continue their studies to be doctors, lawyers, accountants, etc they can anytime open a match making company and making millions out of it. They live, breathe and play the role as cupid to the T. Blame the influence in Hindi or Tamil movies, thanks to the marriage pundits now even the girls bring the chart of compatibility of behaviour and things that both of you like if not zodiac signs[extreme no? That's what the Tok Sami are doing]. They just being nice, no one can deny their sincere intention. Although they never do it seriously but when suddenly if their guys friend added you at FB, or send message or something you know something is wrong somewhere. And the turning point is when they say, ‘he’s my good friend, very nice you know, love this like you, act like that, vagera vagera.[etc etc] Sounds like a perfect match for you’. Yup this is when I give that look and say..........clever! Euwww, pleaselah!

Sometimes you being treated as if you are 57 years old, living as a spinster with 17 cats in your apartment. And I would like to make a counter statement that I have nothing against mamak guys ok, I’m proud to be half of that blood so no need to make assumption I don’t like them just because my eyes are only for Ranbir now. When the method of telling them in the nicest way won’t work, like text message, face to face although I try to put it in a humorous way, try to tell them at straight at their wall[FB wall that is,the so IN thing these days people!]. Believe me most of the time it works, although not long but until they find another ‘suitable candidate’ you’ll have time to chill and breathe before all this process start all over again. The only reason that makes me smile behind all of this drama is that I know they worry, love me, and actually give a thought or two about my life. Owh I feel loved because they just want me to be happy like they are. But for now thanks, but no thanks.

All the greatest love stories are between strangers.-Anjaana Anjaani-

Sincere wish

"A woman's heart should be so lost in God that a man must seek Him in order to find her." -So, be a good one in order to get better one. InsyaAllah. Amin.

I'm not a good person, yet.

Strangers and their stories.

Sometimes it takes a stranger to say or do something in order for us to find back our smile, they might just say something simple but somehow it brings back old memories, do an act which reminds you to some people from your past and those little little things that makes you happy although it may not last long but indeed those moments are to be remembered because after so long you can actually see that wide grin on your face.

I was in the cinema last week, while waiting for the movie to start there was this bunch of 3 aunties sitting at the seats behind mine. I found their conversations were very funny and their humours were as bad as when I listen to my Mom’s. Not that it’s a bad thing but it gives me a sigh of relief knowing that actually my mother’s sense of humour similar like how women her age joked.

They are like in their middle age, having a day off from work and decide to go watch Eat.Pray.Love ( An awesome movie I tell you!)

Conversation 1: ‘Do you guys know that Fauziah from our Management Department? She’s like the same age as ours you know,43 or something but look at her lah so slim. Life is so unfair!’

Hahaha: It makes me laughed for the reason that although all 3 of them are overweight and mocking how life is so unfair to them, they were saying all those stuff while munching all the junk foods. Really help eh?

Coversation 2: “I’m so angry with the change of my position in the company, memanglah its a higher position and they say it’s for our own good but I don’t care I’m going to give them a piece of my mind through FB!Do these people have one?’.”No lah,I don’t think they have, that’s make our job easier what, just bash them all we want*Evillaugh*

Hahaha: It gives me a stomach pain when Mama asked me about how to open a FB account, these aunties really act like teenagers and seriously not just me even the girl beside me was laughing.

Conversation 3: When they were gossiping about something I don’t understand suddenly 1 of them says.”Kau ni cakap macam keling lah!”, all of them were laughing nonstop until 1 of them reply back “We are what?”.

Hahaha: I never find calling names or being racist as funny but the way they put it, as they all are Indians who speaks really good Malay I find it so Malaysian in a way.

Coversation 4: “Ok2, the movie start already. I simply love Julia Roberts since ‘Pretty Woman’.”Owh I love Richard Gere more, give him to me for 1 day I know what to do with him. He’s so good looking since the day we were younger and slimmer than now”.

Hahaha: OMG!Can you believe, these aunties talking about their crushes so openly in public, reminds me to the girls when they talking about their ‘cupcakes’. LOL.

A mantra people always said; Never takes yourself too seriously, no one will survived this life alive anyway :)