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Sometimes a stranger’s expression or a friend’s comfort or loved ones’ wise line can lighten up our day or even year and some even life. They don’t have to ask whether they are important in our life or not because they should know they mean the world to us. Something should be felt rather than be asked repeatedly as it shows the level of our understanding towards each other. And if it can’t be realize maybe we are not meant to be in each other space, we need that ‘something’ which we don’t know what but it can just make us bond or click together easily. A healthy relationship or friendship they say doesn’t necessarily need a regular check up but it’s important to be able to pick up from where we left the last time. Some people are expressive about their love and some are not really showing their appreciative side but that doesn’t mean they are selfish, should just value each and everyone’s individuality. What one have might complete ourselves and vice versa and if it lasted clearly that person sees something in us and if they don’t life still goes on isn’t it?

me,tired dancing this tunes.

Quotes of the early sem!

Love quoting nice quotes, so more to come but for now these are what I can recall:

‘Your thought make me can’t breathe for a while, really appreciate it’-Andy Yeo-

‘Whatever you give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm; she will give u a baby. Give her a house; she will give you a home. Give her groceries; she will give you a meal. Give her a smile and she will give you her heart. She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if you give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit’. – Yantie Hamid-

‘I read in Al-Quran that; a man should not be angry if he is really a man because a man should lead and that is why Allah gives man 9 minds and only 1 lust compare to women 9 lusts to be control by 1 mind’. -Karim-

Too much love will ruin your soul!-M-

Behind every super hero there's a woman. Name it; Spiderman, Batman, Incredible hulk, etc. Therefore, every successful man needs a woman. We don’t need you guys; you guys need us! -Atikah Iffah

There's always a woman behind every successful man, that is because we women aren't that stupid to be with unsuccessful man! -Hum Tum-

‘Someone married you for your individuality so why should you change it after married, just be yourself and the rest is history’. –Kajol-

'A man should prove himself rather than asking for proves'. -WHI-

‘Why are they complaining now that they broke up, when they are the one in the first place who display their relationship in public so whatever come your way now especially all the hatred take it as a parcel’, -SIN-

‘Keep your mouth shut when you are angry, because if you do talk you will only regret it later’. –RM-

And my favourite is: ‘With your existence my life will end up a wonderland’. – Cheong Yip Keong-

me,want to quote someone but there's too many that I cant decide:)

♥ Shahrukh Khan ♥ Kajol ♥ Karan Johar

Star struck?Obsession?Fanatic?None of those words can describe why I love them. Genuine love. I still cringe watching them create magic together on screen, their perfomance or the so called 'chemistry' is such sheer brilliance. Its not like a crazy fan's fascination towards a movie star, not like a stalker's craze towards the biggest Bollywood actors ever nor do like a psycho's desire towards the person they go gaga in dreams. I just feel...love! Cant really define that though.

Been watching, adoring, living, and breathing the essence of this awesome jodi(couple); Shahrukh Khan and Kajol for my entirely life, thanks to Karan Johar who brought them into my life(literally). Now after been waiting patiently for 9 years, you heard it right nau sal(in Hindi) finally this day arrived with so much joy, smiles and happiness for me and I hope the people around me can bear with this excitement for long enough if they really love me :)


Have many invitations and trips to the cinema for this movie and guess what I can never get tired of them!Bring it on!

My Name Is Khan

Nothing going to change my LOVE!

LOVE them hamesha!

My name is SIN, and I'm not a terrorist!

The best jodi!


me,can never get enough of them ♥

Lust overshadows love

Standing there, waiting for my banana chocolate and being a observant, I fill my free time looking at people around me who’s waiting for their waffle, etc. In between I’ve changing smiles with strangers, glancing at few pretty faces and admired them secretly, and watching real live soap opera.

My eyes stopped at 1 couple, they were giggling in front of me. His hands all over her but nothing happened. I thought she will say something as it’s at public place but the drama continues. She smiles cheekily every time the friends teasing how romantic they are. And guess what they barely 17 years old. At that point I can’t take it anymore feel like puking out and go away from that scene but lucky I’ve paid for my take away so have to wait lah. That have nothing to do with me being angelic or what, it’s just there’s a hope inside my heart that young girls would protect themselves more than they do now despite their race, religion, etc. Hope they will portray a respected image that of how guys should treat them, and don’t accept a guy simply because they are popular, sweet talker and such reason. At this point I was thanking God for not given me a burden of taking care a younger sister even with my brother I act like step mother(and so they say I am!) I just cant imagine how my act would be towards a younger sister. The journey is still a long ride for these youngsters but them wasting it for the sake of so called love. What will love give you at 16?There’s a limit and boundary that should be follow, no one says that loving each other is wrong. No, but how you carry off yourself matters.

Love might seems sweet on the surface but when that ‘3rd person’ comes in between, you just might lose your dignity, future and faith from loved ones. So why put on risk something that really sacred for us. Suddenly somehow it reminds me to an interview I read not so long ago that says ‘lust overtake love from all possible angles’. Yes, it’s indeed true now days it’s hard to find love. I mean pure and true love, without having it overshadowed by lust. The lamest thing used as defense would be’ all men think alike about this matter, so why are you exaggerating it?’ Well my answer would be if all men are like that then what’s harm living without one?None, absolutely none.

Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, jauhkanlah diriku(dan keluarga serta rakan2 ku) daripada segala kemungkaran dan kemaksiatan.Amin.


p/s: Religion has nothing to do with this, just talking from a girl/lady/woman point of view.

pp/s: I'm not a girl not yet a woman.

me, love to be loved:)

Freedom of...

Dr.Azmi Shahrom's writing always makes or gets me thinking. I mean the real thinking not the dramatic or fiction one where suddenly I can see people flying, running around the tress while singing, delivered dialogues after being shot for dozen of times, etc. I really ‘feel’ what he’s trying to say in his writing on freedom, that was the latest concept delivered by him that I read many weeks ago as been too busy now days rarely have time to follow his column every week. For someone who's coolly brilliantly man like him when he talks we tends to listen and most of the time AGREES and nod all the way.

The idea of people actually create new types of freedom as we are breathing doesn’t make them legal nor make them practicable, but by saying that doesn’t impede us from actually performing them. With or without it written down in the Federal Constitution (FC) people still self proclaiming that we are indeed deserved each and almost most of the rights or freedom. Forget that I’m talking as someone who is going through a course of law education but as human we do want certain rights to be implemented just because we feel strong about it no matter how ridiculous others might think about it. Basically its human nature when we mad at someone, hate at something, angry with the world, we cant really think straight although we are straight in real life(not intended to be funny but just feel to write it,hahaha!sue me!) So what Dr.Azmi trying to say is you can practice whatever right you think you have but at the end of the day does anyone care to make it lawful? Will those people work towards it if it doesn’t benefit them? Or can it possible to be achieved without big names and stronger power and position to back us up? All questions are hanging without be answered because essentially they are meant to be think about. And it stops there, just to be think about and not bring into action.

Lets see the conclusion we can draw from those thought; all that can I say here is that ‘People, it is true that you can lie, cheat, backstabbing, racist, etc as that’s your right but morally speaking do you want to be known as person that knows his/her rights but when asked what are they stand for you cant reciprocate its positiveness? It didn’t really make any sense as why we were fighting for it at the first place when we know at the end of the day those rights only build more rivalry and crushed down more friendship or relationship’. It may sounds as if I’m trying to hard or to be good but it’s not as I know for sure most of us believe or support the same thinking. Plus I'm nobody and last person on earth to be talking about what is morally right or wrong when me myself still learning and will continue doing so forever

me,wishing for my TRUE freedom in future:)

My own Along.

Below are conversations between two sisters who are totally diverse in each characteristic and every cell in their body. The only thing made them click and stick with each other is for the fact they are nuts and share same set of parents and annoying younger brother.

1^st January 2010

Adik: Alongggggggggggg, jom turun makan.( calling my sister, let’s eat dinner)

Along: Woiii, aku kan dekat je dgn ko nape nak jerit. Aku x pekak lagi lah! Ko ni mcm gergasilah!( why do you need to scream when I’m so near to you, I’m not deaf ok! You sound like a giant!)

Adik: Mana ada aku jeritlah,ni suara normal. Azam baru xnak jerit2lh, nanti dpt high BP! (Where got I scream, this is my normal voice. Plus my new resolution doesn’t want to scream anymore, chance of getting high BP is high!)

Along: Hahahahahaha, azam ko tu da berzaman aku dgr! (Sarcastically says; you and your resolution will never work! Been hearing that for ages!)

P/s: Seriously I scream/shout less this New Year. I stop says a lot of things like shut up, calling names to my brother, keep most of things to myself, etc.

Pp/s: Feel better as a person when I cut off my anger, short-temperness, reacting to annoying & ignorant people and know what I’ve even been a role model to dear ones without realising it. Love is all what I’m going to spread after this. Only to those who deserved it.

Ppp/s: Screaming or shouting does rises up our blood pressure so stop doing it unless you want to get heart attack and die young.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,me not screaming just practising high notes!haha:)

So true but so not wrong!

"The qualities we love about a person in a relationship is not real, but the qualities we try to change about them are",

"In a relationship we don't really love a person the way they are but we love the changes they willing to do for us", quotes from The Legend of Zorro.


So true?But so not wrong in doing that?Its up to each individual to agree on that. No one have the rights to prejudice if there are people like this, if they happy together so what?

me, love Mexico:)

Forever uncivilised!

بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ

Allah augments one's honour who forgives.

That’s the only possible reason I can think of as why I feel the need in forgetting your fault even without your apologize. But it’s all changed the moment you give me your wicked witch look and arrogant-stupid stare after my so polite ‘hi’. I guess some people do not look as stupid as they appear to be but stupider, dumber and ignorance AND if there is such award for such loser you will absolutely won it hands down!

I’m sorry God, but I’m still a learning Muslimah who can’t shut her mouth up neither can I fully stop doing what You hated! I guess the ‘Nur’ thingy in my name does make it sense after all. But with Your & their love I know for sure I'm heading the right way.InsyaAllah.

Sincerely pissed off,

SINRM.

me, can never be so assured as now about HOW MUCH I HATE YOU!:)