Only time will tell.

The week that wasn't part VI.

Wow, it was indeed a rare day[so,let me enjoy the moment!] where I can just walk around malls when they are having massive year end sale without actually splurge on anything except those stuff which are necessary for coming weeks. Although the CR, Sembonia and Sacha handbags and shoes were literally screaming my name to get my attention. How tempting to see sales at The Executive, Nicole and PDI but only from far. Same goes with the Titus and Guess watches. I went greet them, say hi then walk away.

Come to a conclusion that I’m heading towards the right way; the road of being a sober person from a shopaholic. I guess when parents are away I decide things more wisely about which are priority and which are just simply lust.

Or maybe it was just because the fact that I'm in Malacca.Wait till the real challenge came,KL here I come[after final exam] then only can I be proud of myself and who knows even give a pat.hehehe.

me,love watches!:)

The week that wasn't part V


You : Life so unfair.

Me: Whoever says life is fair?Its not.Its a fact.

You: So,we should just sit and see people step on us?

Friend: Its a world where power step over weak people babe.

You: But still its not fair!

Me: Yeah,even when they say everything is fair in love and war they just telling lies.Seriously.


~Silence~

me,living in an unfair world:)

Time to go.

The week that wasn't part IV

1 of my all time favourite song : I go by Pete Teoh


Whats life?

Life.People come and go
Hope you will be by my side forever.

Life.People come and go.
Hope when you left the love remains

Life.People come and go.
Hope I will never forget the great times.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the meeting awarded sweet reminiscences.

Life.People come and go.
Hope there's no grudge nor hatred.

Life.People come and go.
Hope the time we spent are memorable.

Life.People come and go.
Hope this will be the best life we could ever wish for.


me,missing you:)

R.I.P 1988-2009

The week that wasn't part III


Its been a week, but we still trying really hard to digest the fact that 1 of us have gone.For good.That night when I read the obituary segment in The Star I know its for real.


This Monday wasn't as normal as it used to be when Mei Yi texted me when I was in Ethic class, the news which we really hoped to be false turn out to be true. Calls and smses pouring in.We can't fight the faith, nor what have been written.But we were really grateful that Lynn was there to informed us,or else it will be damn sad ending without goodbye.


The moment everything is confirmed my tears were[still are] unstoppable,she will be miss for sure.Such a heartache I could see her for the last time,stuck in Melaka when they got to do that.Thanks Cva for the calls, Krun&Nadea for the infos. Slowly all the good times and unforgetable pieces started to show up 1 by 1 in my mind.How I miss you to bully me.


All the memories and time we spent shall remain there in our heart,nothing going to change.The night we had BBQ should be our last rendevous for Damaian girls.


My deepest condolences to Aunty Mary,her brother and the whole family.


3 friends in 3 years.Absolutely speechless.Only thing left to do is to pray the best for you no matter where you are.We love you and will miss you.


For the last time I know how you hated us calling your full name;

Rest In Peace Germaine Punitamalar d/o Francis Xavier a.k.a always be our Gemy♥

To : Me---->Life goes on as it never ends.

Walk the line,will you?

The week that wasn't part II


Johnny Cash : You're scared aren't you? You scared to fall in love.

June Carter : Just walk the line and I'll give you the answer.

Quote of the day : 'We both might be 2 screwed up people,but we complete each
other world'

At last I've watched 'Walk the line', Reese Witherspoon totally deserved every inch of the Oscar and applause to Joaxin Phoenix.


p/s: Still believe infidelity and force is not the way in getting your love. 15 years of patient in chasing your true love might sound too good to be true but hey its happened in real life.

me will walk the line that I've set:)

I'm SICK of you Mr.SICK!

The week that wasn't part I

I ♥ handkerchief,Mickey&Minnie is just 1 of my many Disney collection.

Countless sneezes, inseparable flu, inevitable headache, weak joints,severely sore throat and cough, and some other symptoms made the perfect combination to get this weakening fever. I hate it. No TLC , no parents attention no and chicken soup from home, make it even worst. Sick season makes me feel lonely inside. DRAMATIC.

Once and for all ‘It’s not a pre-exam syndrome,’! I don’t think I ever simply woke up 1 day and decided to play sick just to avoid exam or classes, never was I or will I do that. I have a full attendance record since schooling days ok people [wish to erased the last 5^th semester, the worst period in my entire life. So far lah. Biggest LAZY bug bit us!]

Who will ever like or celebrating if they fall sick? Especially when mid-term and final exam, are just around the corner with datelines for assignment and workloads are chasing us. Perfect time to screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...

p/s: Its monsoon season, I’m running out of my popular signature, the famous handkerchief so please rain..rain go away come again another month. I need to wash and dry up all of them, or else you know what liquid will go all over the place right. Please pity the books, people, etc around me.hahahaha.

me&flu are buddies :)

♥Nur Kasih ♥ Nur in my heart ♥

I would never forget the 1st time this drama [1st episode] aired it created not just sort of phenomenon to the entire nation especially drama goers but as well created a mini stir in my little heart about love not just towards each other but towards Allah S.W.T. Sometimes people tend to see the things that only make them content and feel good about themselves but there are so many things lies beyond that, I'm still looking for it and learning to appreciate it if I’m lucky enough to get the ‘NUR’.

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I am/was an avid follower like other millions viewers even our mothers. It was 30th May a night before we moved out from Emerald Park and the night before Ayah’s 51st birthday and after almost 6 moons away and 25 episodes later today[yesterday,Raya Haji] 27th November 2009 I [we all actually!] sat anxiously in front of the TV and waiting patiently for the ending 1 of the best Malay drama I've ever watch so far[2nd have to be Sephia']. Even 1 of my buddy in our 'Nur Kasih-ains' click texted 30 minutes in advance to remind all of us not to missed it!hahaha.YES,we are so thoughtful when it comes to stuff like this*what to do!simply us!*

I said it once in 1 of my earliest entry and I will say it again, without doubt definitely Khabir Bhatia&Mira Mustaffa is one of my favourite director and screen/story writers. Thanks to them I cried buckets of tears, typical me.*sigh*

Each and every one of the actors carry their role with such elan that they go deep into the skin of the character and portrayed the roles as if we been knowing them for a long time, how we pity Nur, how we respect Aidil, how we hate Siti Sarah, how we feel for Katrina's suffering, how we angry with Adam, and others.

The finale as highly expected was a happy ending, for me its totally credit to the TRP or else TV3 would be dare and different enough to take the risk in allowing the director to offer such twist that were more dramatic yet give some morals to be seriously and critically thought about by us.

The theme song by Yasin;'Nur Kasih' gives me goosebumps everytime I listen to it. It have the simplest yet meaningful lyrics with soothing melody. Among the lines that I adore are:-

Resah hati yang ku pendam pada takdir dan harapan,
Detik waktu dan suratan siapa tahu ketentuan ku mencari
cahaya dalam bayang kegelapan...
Aku kembali pada kerana masih mencari yang hakiki
Sinar pasti...janji suci yang abadi.

Best closing; the line that we all been hearing from our parents and even in the holy Quran:-

‘Apabila malaikat menjemput, terputuslah amalan anak-anak Adam kecuali ilmu yang bermanfaat, sedekah jariah dan doa anak-anak yang soleh’.

me,loving NUR & thinking about getting the DVD box set:)

Am I JEALOUS?

Jealousy is 1 of the 7 evil feelings, if we able to stay away from being jealous people say we will succeedly avoid the other evils.Is it true?I don't know.But 1 thing for sure I am feeling jealous.As much as I hate it, I just can't help it.I'm a normal human being after all.


But they told me its good to feel that way as I'm channeling in to the right way,really?I did?*huh* This is what girlfriends tell us when we feel down,they lie to make us happy, they wont tell the truth because they know we can't handle it, they say nice things because they want to make long story short.


But again I hate to feel jealous as she's 1 of my good friend I shouldn't feel that should I?It just doesn't feel right, feels like I've been pretending in front of that person that I'm okay with it,I'm happy for her,etc2.Know what,bunch of lies that are.


Well I guess I'm big enough to know what is real and what is reel so I've decided that our friendships is far more important than anything else,so why don't I just play the game with the hope that Allah will guide my heart and keep this jealousy far..far away!Amin.

me,typcal girl with typical jealousy:)

Ending of new phase.

Great! Almost come to its end before I get to officially enjoy the so called ‘honeymoon phase’ or the beginning of it. I guess no such period when we are in the short semester*sigh*

It’s already end of the 4th week of my final semester of 2nd year of Degree in Law, by the time I finished writing this entry I’ve entered the 5th week. Can’t believe early next year we going to be 3rd year student, the feeling same as if I was going to our final year in secondary school only that the responsibilities and burden now weight more and the pressure getting worst.*doublesigh*


1 short semester, 2 months, 3 subjects, 4 hours of lectures, 5 days of classes [no more Wednesday movies day out & Friday the flying home day!] and millions of dramas.


Mr.Gary, like we all know is everyone sweetheart; especially the juniors batch! He gives advices almost in each and every lecture or tutorials. He keeps reminding us since like the 1st semester the importance of hardworking-ness as a law student. Nothing will come your way if we don’t look for it determinedly! Which is like 100% true.


Dr.Myint Zan on the other hand is not just us but everyone’s favourite. Hands down. We even go for lunches together after class, see who ever said there should be bold line between the lecture-student relationships. I feel proud to actually have the opportunity to meet a living genius, never thought will encountered one in this lifetime. He is so damn smart, brilliant, knowledgeable, etc like no one ever be. Everything is at his fingertips; he’s like a walking Wikipedia. Although he kind a bad with remembering names [still call me Kaiyisah and refer her as Saiyidah,hahaha] but he is damn good with dates(but not in getting dates, its his joke by the way!)


Last but not least is Pza’s Academic Advisor, Mr.Aqil from Jordan. This is our 1st time in his class. His teaching technique identical with Dr.Neha, which explained why they are indeed very close friends.1 thing in common between us is that both are short tempered kind a person only that his is like 7 times worst than mine.


Also working in the Law Mooting Committee under the Sponsorship Division which is a new experience for me, this time I have to kick start without Ayah’s help and contacts like last time during Law Night with the contribution card (felt like marathon day all over again!). Still happy to be able working under Saiful's leadership yet again, and to have Sarah&Jin Liang as my partners.


In short can’t wait for this semester to end successfully as by that time Ayah & Mama will be back home! Miss them.

me, looking back at the past 1 year:)