Kaminey

Date : 21st August 2009
Cinema : TGV Capsquare KL

Film : Kaminey

Director : Vishal Bhardwaj

This movie is the best attempt of a genius director cum composer to bring out the delicious talent that Shahid Kapoor has in him as a cinema actor rather than having this chocolate boy image stamped on him for the rest of his career like in all his previous movies. For once he didn’t give much attention on his hair, looks except for the 6 packs(justified for the role he portrayed), and focus on other significant criteria such as delivery of dialogue with panache means doesn’t seem he tried too hard in delivering them, he get into the skin of the character. I believe it’s not easy to carry characters that have trouble in their speech when you have been normal your entire life. Guess that’s a challenge every actor should take on in order to proved their mettle time after time. This is movie with so many flaws that makes it so flawless, it imitate life so well that we wouldn’t realize we are watching ourselves.

The dark side of this film help the audience like us who used to be bribed with picture perfect life to learn appreciate the real life rather than the reel one. Shahid portray 2 completely different characters, twins that is where Charlie the bookie is the risky guy who dream high while Guddu is the guy who follow the rules all his life and Priyanka Chopra who play Maharashtra role to the tee(applaud to my favourite actress in recent time) was his other half. Both shares same flaw and both came from gloomy history that mould them to who they are today.The 2^nd half was better and much more entertaining for the fact that I enjoy action more than slow pace scenes, all the drama by the subs-characters makes us wondering deeper about what life is when sky is the limit in getting what we wish for in life. I made a right decision this time by choose to watch this movie despite the comments given by a friend who watch it during the 1^st premiere. Maybe it’s high time for Shahid to get a black lady for himself during next year award function, rather been invited every single year for performance for songs that he does not even sings.

All the tracks are a treat to music lover like me (Hindi music generally), they have sheer energy in them that make we fall and hum every single time. Pehli Baar Mohabbat( first time in love) is definitely my favourite, sweet and nice tone captured my ears since the 1^st time. Kaminey and Dhan Tan Nan is a must too simply irresistible. Other than that the cinematography is simple yet eye catchers. 4 out of 5 stars for this masterpiece.

me,loving Shahid & PC :)

Little little things.

Does it matter either its 1 word or 1 sentence? Some people think it does. Depends on our understanding as sometimes forever needed to get what a simple sentence means, and it takes a genius to identified what a word portray and I do believe great minds think alike.

What if we disagree with other’s point of view, does it put us on the wrong side. It just a matter whether we are on the same side of the coin and there is a saying of better to be hated for we are than be loved for what we are not.

Sometimes even the tiniest thing like a smile from someone you care makes your world go around. But doesn’t mean when we didn’t do it we are heartless...something are better left unexplained, time will tell if you seek for the answer with earnest and sincere heart.

Life is all about taking little steps that would brings us to a bigger leap but rather than follow and listen to what others might think about you it’s preferable to choose the path you know you would be happy you opt it.

Starting to make little little steps myself, never intended nor do I fancy them but what’s harm in trying. Life is too short to be anything but happy.

me,just go with the flow:)

090909 Sweetest Mini Aidilfitri

Behind the scene : The making of our 'private' Raya videos.

Me having fun exhaling the smoke,the only one I'd would be ok if caught smoking.*hehehe*

Us the Gilaks a.k.a watak utama


me,LOVE our Mini Aidilfitri :)

p/s : Wait for our special appearance on national television(IF got approval!) as well as the 7 Likur FB thingy(",)

7 days in Ramadhan

Ramadhan always makes me happy and tranquil for the fact that :-

• I know whatever I'll be doing throughout this month is absolutely my decision and not affected by the devils' whispers so if I able to go deeds and avoid all the negativeness than I'll be content with myself for the whole year.
  

• The only month we 1 family sit and eat together, put aside all the works,busy&havocness of life and just enjoy our meal without any disturbance.

• Chances of doing as much as ibadah with no rushing and hoping to get rewarded with as many as pahala and forgiveness from GOD compare to other months.

• Time where I can meet and catch up with old friends as most of them coming home for holiday, most of my BFF studying outside the country so it feels good to meet the faces you familiar with after such a long hiatus.

• I would like to think I'm a bit softer and calmer in this month as each year during Ramadhan me & Boboy less or didn't fight at all(except at dining table as his old habit hard to stop!)

• Spend and talk less I guess, as we grow older nothing really excites me at the bazars we went every day compare to the years when we were little kids where we think all the kuih need to be on the table during berbuka when the fact is NOT! I try to safe money in this month so that we can shop nearly to raya as then when it'll have the craziest sale ever.

• And as they say this month is all about forgiving, as well as try to let go all the bad thing in the past. It will certainly help in giving you an exciting new phase of life as no grudge in your heart means no more stress.

me, have to let go the hope to get a full Ramadhan this year :)

Why are we the way we are? ♥

Why are we the way we are? ♥


We scared because others are,
We scared because others telling us to,
We scared because others' experiences,
We scared because we think others know best.


We think too much as there's uncertainty,
We think too much as there's doubt,
We think too much as there's hesitation,
We think too much as there's vagueness somewhere down the road.


We want to do it but afraid it might change later,
We want to do it but can't afford to make more mistakes,
We want to do it but small steps bring huge effects,
We want to do it but something wont let us to.


We lie for the fact to cover own feeling,
We lie for the fact we know we are falling deeply,
We lie for the fact that we know we'll be happy,
We lie for the fact we petrified with what the future holds.


We worried for all the wrong reasons,
We worried for no reason,
We worried for avoidable reasons,
We worried simply to find a reason.




me, the way I am!:)
0510am

You will always be around.

Sometimes the smallest thing can change your whole life. Sometimes a stranger’s words make you realized what you worth of. Sometimes the loss of lives make you grasped the fact that life is indeed very short. I still remember the eve of our Independence Day 12 years ago when I was so young and like 20kgs lighter[that was not the point here] that was the 1^st time I think I’ve ever take a celebrity’s death in a disbelief or shock state. It was Princess Diana horrifying accident which bring to the tragic end of her life that actually make me cry while watching the funeral live telecast around the world, thanks to Elton John’s heartbreaking way of singing 1 of my favourite. This year basically bring back the memory of how I take the news of the death of person I’ve been admire either my whole life or just started in the middle or for the past 5-6 years. There’s not necessary the impacts have to be in a direct way.

Never admit that I was the biggest fan but I do love all MJ’s works, who doesn’t? His songs give inspirations to all walks of life. If 1 year ago I wrote an entry about how I adore her films and ads, how I would love to create even if 1 percent of what she did but now she’s gone leaving behind a great legacy which untouchable for a long time I believe. Yasmin Ahmad is (refused to used past tense) the best! And how irony can thing gets is as I just humming the song ‘Pergi Tak Kembali’ few days ago when this morning the shocking news left nation in depressing period as Ramadhan just around the corner and the fact that we will never listen to his beautiful voice for takbir on the eve of Raya. Al-fatihah to all of them,R.I.P!

p/s: condolences to Aamir & Kiran too who have lost their 1st baby.

me, hate gloomy news.

18th june 2009

In Love with you.

With you beside me,
My heart sings a song,
Without you,
My music is gone.

If I have you with me,
I have everything,
If you're gone,
There's not a thing here.

To have you with me,
is to live a wonderful dream,
When you're around,
it feels like, I've found every joy,
When you're gone, happiness doesn't satisfy me.

It's my life that's asking...for you

When you're with me,
I can find my way,
When you're gone,
there is no path.

When you're here,
There is everything,
Without you, who's left,
If you're with me,
every moment is bliss.

When you're with me,
I feel even the breeze has the colour of love,
When you're gone,
life is without spirit,
When I found you,
I found life.


Tum Ho Tho, 18th June 2009.


me, love humming this:)

Word of the year!

Why or why I keep thinking of certain 5 letters word? Is it because of the mega sales going on around the nation, or maybe it’s because of the Audi R8 & Porsche Cayenne I just saw on the road? Or is it because Europe, Mumbai and Old Trafford continue calling me from far? But I strongly feel it is because the Elles, Guess’, Sembonias, etc handbags I had my eyes on last week. Basically Im craving for more money these days.

Every now and then I keep myself busy thinking about how to get more money as a student? Although there are bundle of works to be done my mind just can seems to let it go. Is there something that I would do passionately without burdening me, got or not works like that? BTW, I don’t have any working experience, my dad won’t let me work for night shift, my parents will not know if I get the work because they totally against it, can I get RM5 per hour and the place have to be near my house at Taman Bunga Raya so that I don’t need to take cab or bus? Anyone who has vacancy, call me although I think the description above might lessen my chance getting an employer anytime soon!

Without even realizing it last week I felt the same excitement as the girls when they say PTPTN is about to deposit next payment,but after 5 minutes I literally can feel a slap on my face; " Cheda, you dont apply for PTPTN remember?". Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

Well this I-need-more-cash sickness getting worst after recession, before, if Ayah deposit RM1k for the month I'll take time to zeroing it but now before the money can breathe in my account they disappeared already T_T

So many things going on with life now, and all of them needs money. Without radio at Malacca house I can’t seem to survive or be genuinely happy. I need my radio! It been months since last time I won something neither through T.V, magazines or radio contests. And life does suck big time because of that. Not winning something for months killing me softly inside, I never denied of how contestholic I am. People has problem because of love life or exam around the corner but I’m depressed of not winning anything. As I had plan nothing going to stop me enjoying my life as I became 21 so I need to work hard towards it. More adventures waiting for me out there!

p/s: So try live with what you have, instead of thinking about something you dont have better appreciate what you have infront of you right!Well that is want I always do but its no harm right trying to upgrade your lifestyle towards betterness.

me,like Pepsi keep ‘Ask for more’ and more MONEY! :)