When you thought...

When you thought yesterday was the best day just because you had the best laugh or simply because it was as smooth as you could imagine there will come days where you will happier. Small things like meeting or making new friends will change your mind, and suddenly feels that today is the best day so far and believe me we will keep changing our thought as days passed by because there are so many great people out there that are dying to know us.[positive attitude here] We(me especially) kept saying how we longing we could turn back time but the fact is no one can go back and make a brand new start but we have the chance to start from now and make a brand new ending.

When you thought yesterday was the day when you hated your brother (or others who close to you)so much that you decided that no matter what he does you would just don't care but there will come days where you feel how much you love him although we fight most of the time[accurately,99% of our life dedicated to fighting] 1 nightmare reminds how much you take loved ones for granted so start appreciate them even showing in tiny little ways. The distance people say will make the hearts grow fonder and I hope that is the case here because this excuse is my only hope.

When you thought yesterday was the last day you'd cry over silly things there will come days where proved you to be absolutely wrong. Yet time and again it remain the same, we cry for all reasons. Happy, sad, overwhelmed, love, stress, overjoyed, etc.[for me at least being super sensitive, hate it sometimes because it’s just not cool!] After long hours crying there always be someone beside me who kind enough to land me their shoulders or ' popok' me(",) I just cant imagine life without all these kind people around me. I remember the quote from my 1st day of Criminal Law II class; "When something happens to you, good or bad, consider what it means", and that exactly how I see things now. Sometimes it hit me hard about how lucky my life most of the time because thanks to all the love that I never short of. Never be that kind of person who openly express or show my feeling except to those who I grow up with. From the bottom of my heart really appreciate it and thank you so much. Learning how to give more and demand less.


When you thought yesterday was the last day you talked to someone and will never see their face neither will you forgive them there come the days when somehow you ignore the ego and feeling because you realized no one is perfect and mistakes are what we carry along our life. It’s the parcel of life and yet it’s not the parcel we wish to keep forever. Sometimes we tried so hard but the results is not what we yearning for but each time when we feel down because didn’t achieved what our heart wanting just sit tight and be happy that we experience new stuff and be happy because GOD has thought of something better to give you. We discover through the journey and hope at the end of the route everyone is happy and no anger or hatred towards each other because it is indeed the 1 values towards a HAPPY life dunia&akhirat.Amin

When you thought yesterday was the end of your life as you feel so disappointed with how things turn up there will come days where you just chew it up and live life on your own terms and finally feel good about it. It definitely sucks when your works upset those who have faith in you but as long as you know you gave your best effort nothing they say can bring you down. They just someone who you meet at each phase in our life so listen to what they got to say and take advices which can boost your spirit towards life in a good way rather than feel bad about ourselves and dragged in for months or even years and finally when you realized you have wasted most of your time it may be too late.

When you thought yesterday was the day where you have grown old enough to stop depending on your parents, you are wrong. Because no matter how old, successful, or independent you grow they will forever remain among the precious pieces of your heart. I miss Ayah and Mama and Home. There will come days where you feel weak without them, when we so used to see them everyday distance does make it harder.

me, always have thoughts of my own :)