Fake.

How people treat you is their karma; how you react is yours. -Wayne Dye-

Normally, I believe on that and won’t simply reciprocate on what others bad talking or ill thinking about me but this tolerant won’t last long I bet. Not when after almost 2-3 years I have to deal with the same dramatic slutty biatch (mind the language, still in ‘Wild Child’ mode. I don’t curse in daily basic, seriously!) who just have too much time wasting on thinking about me (I must be someone really important then, huh?), too much hatred against me to even doubt our friendship, too many evil friends added to already awful suspicion towards loved ones and clearly never learnt anything from past mistakes which if publicly stated and spread will be collateral damage not just to this person fake ‘usrah’ looks and big talks, fake innocence looks, fake owh-im-virgin-and-pure looks-, but also to fake Islamic happy family looks, and anything fake defined by this person.

So, like what I and Ksya agreed (always!) this type of people (if biatch considered as one) does not belong in the same frame of our picture in this life. So go to.....whatever you want except the door to my imperfect blissful life! Thank you. Again, more than not having rights to poke your nose in our affairs you also should stop talking about high end names as we feel like puking saw how hard you trying to digest and spelling all of them just to hurt our feelings. Try harder.

p/s: Was asked 'How Islamic are you?' and I don't know what to answer not because of I have no confident on how I conducted myself all these years but due to has never knew got level of how Islamic can a Muslim be. As long as one do good and not harm to others isn't it enough to fulfilled the pre-requisite of all religions? And I believe all of us have the same fair share of chance in being a better Muslim ♥

Silence may be the best option, but for how long?

My 5th World Cup, edition : 2010.

16 years after my 1st ever world cup, still rooting for England but they still didn't manage to make us happy but its ok as we know all recent world cups we were defeated in the penalty round instead of the full game itself which is like heartache. There’s something about England and bad luck when it come to penalty kick, hoping for Rooney to obliterate the curse this time.


The year was 1994 and thanks to my father who babysit us singlehandedly for almost 4 months due to ma was hospitalised with so many complications during that period expecting that ungrateful kid and thanks to him who introduced us to Mr.FIFA and since then I lost my heart and never get it back ♥ Ever since football become part of my life until now. Ayah still the best commentator I know, the best trivia master, the best critic as well the best player that ever taught me some of football moves that can possibly used in any futsal games with the girls. 4 years all of us been waiting for this day and month, so lets just enjoy the games and screeching our lungs out for the next 31 days!


p/s: Freaking jealous to those flying to SA to watch the game! And that’s why this is listed in my list things to do before I’m 30. Or safe to say maybe before I die because looking at the the financial situation I might never going if I continue shopping. tsk.tsk.

Me with the cute mascot of World Cup 2010, Zakumi. Its a leopard,commonly found in South Africa with green hair wearing a shirt saying South Africa 2010. Zakumi's green and gold colors represents South African national sports' teams colors. His name comes from "ZA", the code for SA(not Shah Alam but South Africa), and "kumi", a word that means "ten" in various African languages.

My custom made England jersey by Umbro International. Wish to have real one later, together with Portugal away jersey. Ole...ole...ole...

What a better way to watch the matches if not with the sweet bites of cupcakes :) Not recommended for every match though, by the end of World Cup we (especially the uncles) might suffer from the silence killer;diabetic.hahaha.

Ole....ole...ole... all the way!

Here&there.

Sometimes we tend to take what's near us for granted, but its time to change only for the sake of yeayyy our hometown has a new attraction added to its already unique and awesome-ness apart from millions of eateries. Its when we realised we must live up the Shah Alamian tag which is full of life and brightly colourful(who else going to praise SAians if not us!). Welcome to ICT people.

Tears of the early sem.

What men should know:

"A woman who truly loves you will be angry at you
for so many things but will still stick around"



Aku mencintaimu kerana agama yang ada padamu, jika kau hilangkan agama dalam dirimu, hilanglah cintaku padamu."

(Imam Nawawi)



A girl can wait for the right man to come along but in the meantime that still doesn't mean she can't have a wonderful time with all the wrong ones.



Thanks to Ain,Fandi&Ira.

If you are a truly movie buff, Stepmom is a must! I watched it AGAIN during our short holiday, it’s a classic at least in my library of movies, the effect it has on me is the same Kuch Kuch Hota Hai did since it came out in 1998 which is no matter how many times I’ve watched them I still cry and cry and cry. The story telling was very simple yet meaningful, each scenes are significant to its plot and full of morals, by doing so little the characters actually did so much.

When Susan Sarandon says, “You will never see my children again; never will I ever let you close to them. I’ll do anything to protect them even if it’s with my life”, you are ought to believed the line. That’s the power of a natural actor like her. Because of this kind of film I watch at a very tender age, I always have high respect for women who stand by their children no matter how tough life can treat them, no matter how bad their condition is when their spouses leave them and how hard they work to earn and to give their children everything that they could have and how firm their view when it comes to protecting their children. And that is why I admire mothers of Nard’s, Fika’s and Kad’s as they are example of strong women in real life that didn’t walk out of their children’s life although they started from zero! Value that kind of spirit and love. They fight till the end in taking care of their own blood, from nothing to something today despite of countless bad talks towards single mothers, as during that time no matter how right the women can be people still pointing fingers at them as back then divorced women is still a taboo topic in society at large especially Malays. Thanks to women eccentric movies as well, I have a mind of my own when it comes to deference women generally and mothers specifically. But I don’t totally despise the women which do not belong into this category, as whether with or without my revere they are still free to lead their life.

Julia Roberts played her part to the t as the soon to be stepmother, it’s fun to see someone who has everything on her side of career and life willing to let go all of that and trying to win the hearts of the children belong to whom he is seeing. And the kids were so adorable especially Liam Aiken as Ben, so cute how he says.”I can hate her if you want me to do so mom”, and Jena Malone played a 12 years old Anna very maturely as an early teen who’s going through a bad phase after her parents got divorced. Best part in this movie obviously is the song I posted below, totally love it and I can play it over and over again. To all the mothers who stand by their children through happy and sad times, this song is for you!

Marvin Gaye & Tammi Tarrell. Ain't No Mountain High Enough

Listen, baby
Ain't no mountain high
Ain't no vally low
Ain't no river wide enough, baby

If you need me, call me
No matter where you are
No matter how far
Just call my name
I'll be there in a hurry
You don't have to worry

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

Remember the day
I set you free
I told you
You could always count on me
From that day on I made a vow
I'll be there when you want me
Some way,some how

'Cause baby,
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

No wind, no rain

My love is alive
Way down in my heart
Although we are miles apart
If you ever need a helping hand
I'll be there on the double
As fast as I can

Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you

Don't you know that
There ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough

Ain't no river wide enough






To all fathers and mothers who deserved the ♥ enjoy Marvin Gaye&Tammi Tarrell's classic :)