7 days counting to activate the 'cHedaneSS'!

when i thought nothing can beat the worst year i had last year,2006 when all the bad things happen continuously in my life guess i was wrong because this year is not least in the worst or unlucky or whatever is supposed to be defined area...today,26th of December 2007 is the day where i 1st experienced of losing a person called friend or should i say acquaintance because we're not close in personal level but we were classmate during our 1st n 2nd year in primary school plus she was my neighbour..she passed away this morning because of TB,thats what i've been told..al-fatihah to arwah siti mastura ibrahim..i always believe in ajal tidak mengenal usia but when it comes to the person who used to know i was so shock that i couldnt believe it until the 3rd person confirmed it,at such a young age who would believe that..but ajal di tangan ALLAH,i totally realised it!the one thing i can say confidently that i hate to death is to faced death it self,more over when it happens to the person we love..maybe because im living and been brought up in a very2 small family,the feeling of losing someone is always at the back of my mind because i had quite experiences also..thats why i always apreciate love that i got from my family although im not he fav 1 but i dont really care as im used to fighting for love..=( people,the quote where it says 'we'll never appreciate things until it gone' is trully true..hari ni betul2 buat aku sebak ngan insaf yg amat,TUHAN ITU MAHA BESAR..kita hanyalh hamba2nya,aku yg selalu cuai dan lalai ni hopefully dpt jd lebih baek dr ari ni as my new resolution!