im missing ENA already!!!

im crying..i cried 5 hours ago when i thought that ena took her flight already when she didnt pick u her phone..gosh,time really flies from us and cant believe that my bestfriend not in the same country with me anymore!it was just like yesterday we are buddies,classmate and were sitting beside each other..it was just like yesterday she asked me whether i want to go to boarding school coz she will follow me to..it was like juz yesterday she left me at the old school coz she's moving to a new place..n now,wallah she's in her flight to poland and will pursue her study in medic for 6 incredible long years!!who will believe that if we didnt experinced it ourselves..my eyes trully watered the second i flashback all the memories i went hrough all these years..im missing ena already,as well as im missing z,cva,alya and my fellow sweet bunch sisters!ena deserved every little success she's having today..i respect her as fren because she the only person i know as a friend who stand by what she thinks are right..she rather call a spade a spade!she wont compromise with something that opposite her principle and live with will people talk or think about it later!!i cant never be like her..while im listening to kci and jojo's 'all my life' im writing this blog and boy im crying like a baby..its a very emotional day and night for me!lastly,i wanna wish ena all the best in her life because throughly from the bottom of my heart she trully2 deserve it!!!i wish with GOD's guidance i'll be able to control and set my own destiny and future!!wake up SAIYIDAH IZZATI NUR,u already past 19 years of ur life..its now that u do something in ur life..sumthing dat will make ur family and frens of who u r!!I LOVE ALL MY FRENS..all those who i call frens!!