kenapa?why?kyu?

kenapa saya suka toll gate girl?i barely watch malay drama but when i watch sumthing that i like then it will be in my heart for a long period..salah 1 drama melayu yg aku suke (ksya pun!) ialah cter toll gate girl natural acted by the cute amy mastura n the blur rashid salleh..cter 2 amat mendalam mksd die bg diriku walaupun nmpk sempoi je jalan cerita die,sbbnya adalah kerana aku x pernah rase kehidupan keluarga bahagia di kampung yg aman permai dan damai sumelh..coz both grandparents pun dok kat tgh2 bandar yg sesak di K.L so bosanlh x dpt nak mandi sungai, tgk padi menhijau,n etc..agaknya mesti best kan duduk kat kampung yang cantik mcm dlm cter 2 coz nmpk mcm bebas dr pencemaran,after a long years staying in a big city with pollution that getting worst from day to day i guess when im old i want to build a village house look alike in the drama and it have to be in the middle of paddy field !!lagipun hbgn drg satu family dlm drama 2 mcm best sgt, yelh hidup skrg ni msg2 busy dgn kerja n tanggungjawab msg2 so xde mase sgt nak really hang out sm2.lebih2 lg waktu hari raya dgr lagu raya skrg pun leh sebak n nanges coz rindu sgt kat nenek Jo..i still cant believe she already left us forever last year,she's the only one i had other than mama,ayah,along n boboy but now she also gone so whats the meaning HARI RAYA 2 me now?!!i guess nothing..we not like others kid,we dont have cousins..i so used to it till that i feel 'who need cousins anyway'?...but im so lucky to have great friends around me so i still have the reason to celebrate raya!=)