i wish..=)

i never ever thought my life as a college student would be real tough like today..seriously, i meant it!when i was in school i always wished that i'll be a college student as soon as possible but now im wishing im back at school..I MISS SCHOOLING DAYS BADLY!there are millions of reasons why i want to go back to the past and top of my list is i miss all my good friends coz we had soooooooo much fun and is not that im not loving all the great friends i have now is just that all my classmate or school's friends know me well because we grow up together so they understand me better i would say. Not just that, i missed the fame i got back then not that im being chocky but almost everyone knew who is Saiyidah Izzati Nur because the good things not because the bad side, today i have to build back my image from bottom and its hard!!with position we can get a lot of things easier and its actually an advantage for a student because the principle,teachers, and everyone in the school being so nice to us so we go to school with a happy feeling as we know we will spend quality time there!and 1 thing about new friends is that they judge ourselves the second they meet us and that is so not cool..but not all of them just certain people!they made me feel that im the worst leader when im the best head girl, club's president,etc back then(as the teachers said,hahahaha)...and back then there are so little people that want to have problems with you,but now its totally different but all that actually help me a lot to grow up!

but back to reality where i am today, im really lucky to have such a cool bunch of new friends...we are at the same 'state of mind' if you get what i meant!i can always depend on them whereever,or whenever i need them!!ehmm, i guess i need to let go the past and live with the present with what i have now and what is coming in the future as good as i can handle it..so,bring it on coz if i can get through the ups and downs in my life for almost 19 years i bet i can face the next 20-30 years..touchwood!chow..